So, on top of trying to get over my depression I somehow caught a bad case of the ear infection in my right ear
It hurts to talk, eat solid food, and if your touching it.

It is living hell for me and I only had it for two days.
I'm tired of eating popsicles and ice cream.

I don't care at this moment please someone cut it off. It hurts so much. Someone cut it off.

I've taken pain pills, antibiotics, and other things I cannot remember. Two days ago I had to take 9 pills at once.

Yeah....Oh and btw my parinoia is pick it in at 2 in the morning. Thinking someones in my room.

Ugh. My mom went to get me some drops for my ear since she thinks it's something other than an ear infection yesterday. She came back I think a hour later and handed me a stuffed unicorn plush and put drops in my ear.

Mom's are the best sometimes

So yeah. I'm in a lot of pain. My mom's going to take me to a clinic tomorrow to be checked out to see if it's a ear infection or something worse.

Sigh

I just want to be okay.......