Another rant picture. I didn't start thinking about this one till I was listening to a song.
I had a pretty good life. My dad's great and so is my mom. But......there's somethings that I wish they didn't do. That I wish my entire family didn't do.

My mom's been begging me to convince me to drive since I'm almost thst age.
I've been denying that since I know that if I do so she'll be more strict on me.

Well, she talked to my counselor and decided she won't bug me about it anymore. Then a day ago my dad and us were at a funeral and he was talking about how I'll Be driving.

Well, that got to me, but I brushed it off.

Then my grandma was talk in about how amazing my drawings were to relatives I haven't seen in my life. I think I remember her saying thst she wants me to go into that career business.

Well. Thing is....I sorta want to be a writer....It's making me sad just to think about it. My dad wants me to pick out something already and my mom wants me to be a nurse or something in the medical field. I....just don't know anymore what I want be when I am 18.

There's also the fact that my parents aren't the greatest. My dad complains too much and had epidemics where he yelled at us and scared everyone to death.....and according to my sister he yelled at us once thst he wished me and her were never born as we are his only blood kin children.

And I already know my mom never wanted a red headed child. And then I was born.......

Then you have my manipulative mother. She's really sneaky at what she does. And I get my manipulation from her. I hate it too but it gets me out of problems when I need to get out of them.

My step parents aren't any better at role models. Step dad yells really loudly and makes a scene. He also breaks things. Step mom goes into these hissy-fits were all she does is yells at everyone and just yells and cries. Like a five year old.

Overall I have no role models to look up to. All are terrible, even if they try to cover it up with a smile and cheerful voice.

Goddess this is making me depressed, hehe. Just forget this is here. I know I will.