Becky
I'm thirty weeks pregnant and Colby still hasn't come back, he hasn't contacted anyone and I'm scared that he doesn't want me anymore. That he's moved on even though I'm still his wife. I've had to do the nursery by myself, it's been kicking me all day today and I've been talking to it. They're the only company I have right now, Joe and Ashley are busy, Colby is god knows where, Holly is moving back to Iowa and Krisi, well Krisi's gone. It'll only be Luis, my baby and I.

*knock knock*

I'm not expecting anyone but I go to answer the door, I open it and see Galina on the other side. She looks terrified and I feel my heart pace quicken.

"Colby rung..."

"And?"

"He's okay, he told me not to tell you but I can't do that to you."

"What?"

"He's living in 96 in the birch street apartment block."

"Why's he living there?"

"I don't know but please don't tell him I told you."

"Can you watch Luis for me."

"Of course."

I sidestepped so she could come inside while she was settling in I grabbed my coat off the hooks before leaving. I need to see Colby, I'm not confident that I'll make it full term so I need him. I can't put any more pressure on Ashley or Joe or Galina, it's not fair. I need my husband back and I'm not gonna stop until he's back home safe. Birch block is only a twenty minute drive from my house so I get there pretty quickly. I take a moment to sike myself up before going inside. I feel like I'm going on my first date, not going to see my broken husband. I start going up the stairwell and feel even more sick and even more nervous the further up I get. I finally reach his door and I can feel myself shaking as I knock on the door.

"Pauline let yourself in, you know where the key is. Under the mat!"

I froze, trying not to let my anger get the best of me I carefully grabbed the key from under the mat, I swung the door open and saw him. He didn't look broken, he looked happier then ever. This just made my blood boil, he looked up and his face fell. I am really this much of a disappointment to see.

"Rebecca how'd-."

"Rebecca? I'm Becks to you!"

"Becky, no."

"What do you mean no? I'm supposed to be your wife, I'm pregnant with you kid."

"Nope!"

"Colby I'm being serious."

"So am I."

"What's gotten into you, I need you right now."

"And where were you when I needed you Rebecca, huh?"

I've got to admit that did sting a little, but I did try to be with him but he ran away!

"Maybe I would've been able to help if you didn't run away!"

"I lost my sister!"

"I lost her too, just because I'm not related by blood doesn't mean I don't feel that pain too. It's just I've adsorbed it and got on with things like I always do and always have done."

"Don't start with your poor little Becky routine on me, okay I get it Randy beat the shit out of you but maybe you deserved it!"

"You don't mean that..."

"I mean every word, so you better get used to it!"

"What has happened to you? Where's the man that I fell in love with? He was a kindhearted person with all the ambitions in the world and he was obsessed with flowers but this version of you is just cold and bitter. Not my husband!"

"I'm not your man anymore..."

"Well I can see that! How have you become so mean!"

"Pain does things to be people."

"I've been through so much, we've been through so much and we've always recovered but I don't know anymore Lopez."

"Good, I'm hurting and I don't need you to tell me that."

"Who are you?"

"I'm Colby Lopez, Who are you?"

"Rebecca Lopez, your wife. But right now I'm struggling to understand why I married you in the first place?"

"Stop trying to get in my head Quin, I've said what I want to say now leave."

"Colby Lopez, I hope you realise who you are before it's too late."

"Baby I'm home!"

I turned and saw a tall brunette with curves like an hourglass, she was wearing a tight fitting red dress matched with red heels and red lipstick. I felt my heart pause.

"How could you do this to me Colby?"

"Who's this?"

I stared directly into her eyes and scared her back a little bit.

"I'm Rebecca Lopez, his pregnant wife how about you?"

I could feel the tears I've been so desperately holding back start to overfill, I know he's hurting but he could've just come home.

"I'm Pauline Martinez, Colby's girlfriend."

And there it is, she just confirmed that he cheated on me. He put his arm on me and just by instinct my hand connected to his face for a hard slap.

"How could you do this, your not just doing this to me but your doing this to our child-wait no screw that MY child."

"You really his wife?"

"Yeah and do you know what Pauline I'd get out while you can, he'll suck you in and the minute he gets hurt he'll leave you."

"Colby told me his wife died."

I looked back and forth between them and just felt the urge to slap them both. I can't believe him, he's actually a fucking dickhead.

"Becky-."

"No I'm done, enjoy each other and I swear to go if either of you come close to me I'll slap the heads off both of you."

I walked towards to door and Pauline placed her hand on my arm, I yanked myself away and ran out. I ran down all the flights of stairs and out into the car park, I fell to my knees and felt my world truly becoming darkened. The dark clouds clear as day abound my head as it started to rain.

"Becky?"

I looked up and saw Ronda with her hand extended out to me, we had the most bitter rivalry and I never thought that one day I'll be crying in her arms in birch blocks car park.

A/N: Normally would never do this but just pretend that Becky and Ronda had a rivalry, cause I know they did in real life but I never wrote it into the story. So yeah? But in this story they didn't main event wrestle mania, okay? Cool!

"Let's get you in your car, don't want you getting sick."

She got in the drivers side and started the engine.

"I wondered why you stopped threatening to slap my head off, Guess I know now. Congratulations by the way."

"Feels like more of a curse than a blessing."

I sniffled and wiped away my tears with my coat.

"So you gonna tell me why exactly you were breaking down back there? The Becky I used to know was so full of fire and you just look so sad."

"It's Colby, he cheated on me."

Her mouth fell open in shock and I tried to somehow stop the tears.

"You can't find better than 'The Man' herself so he's missing out."

"It just sucks, we're meant to be married!"

"Let me give you some advice and you might not agree or see where I'm coming from. But the hurt is good, it's what helps to form you into the person you are. No way would you be the Irish Lasskicker without everything you've been through, everything you've fought through. You are the toughest woman I know and whenever you're on tv everyone is on their feet screaming for there new peoples champ. Don't be scared of the hurt. Embrace it, accept it and move on and once you've had the kid we can finally get our rematch?"

Crying, laughing and nodding my head.

"I would like that, thank you. You didn't have to pick me up but you did, so thank you."

"Your house is this on the left."

"Yep that's me, oh Ashley's car is outside."

"Right goodbye for now Lynch, see you in the ring?"

"Yeah, thanks."

She parked up my car and started to walk away, I wiped away my tears and ended up smearing my mascara everywhere. I don't even know why I wear it anymore, I always end up crying it off. I unlock my door and see Ashley and Joe on my sofa.

"Becks?"

"I'm okay, I wasn't but now I am."

"Is the baby okay, are you okay?"

"We are both okay."

"Looked like someone drove you home?"

"Yeah it was Ronda..."

"Is that why your crying?"

"No, she's the reason I stopped. I really don't wanna talk much, where's Galina and Luis?"

"In the playroom, why don't you sit down for a minute."

"Why?"

"Because we want to talk to you."

"Why do a feel like a child about to be scolded by my parents."

They both laughed at my response and Ashley showed me a flashy smile.

"So as you know between me and Joe we have 5 kids which is stressful, but last night we decided we were gonna start trying for another baby."

"That's so great!"

I hugged them both before heading upstairs and to my room, surrounded by framed pictures of me and Colby, constantly reminded of happier times as I try to relax. Our words from earlier still stuck in my mind, my eyes scanned the room and landed on me and Colby's wedding photo. I got off my bed and walked towards it, I was looking at how beautiful it was and instantly reminded of the bitter reality. I threw it on the floor and started to stomp on it repeatedly, I felt someone pull me back and I fell into their arms and onto the floor. They just held me as I tried so hardly to ruin every photo I have with him.

"Shush I'm here, it's okay."

"Colby?"