Becky
I opened my eyes and saw white lights blinding me, I felt like I was choking. I banged my legs about and a nurse quickly ran in and took out my breathing tube.

"Becky!"

I looked up and saw Ashley, I still have no fucking clue was it going on. I could hear a familiar voice ringing in my ears.

"Becks your awake!"

I saw Colby and I felt the tears start to run.

"Look I'm so sorry for what happened in pizz-"

I smashed my lips into his, not caring about Pizza Hut. He really isn't dead, I feel so sick. It felt so real, like I'd really lost him.

"Whoa Becks."

"Colby I never ever want you to leave my side again."

"I'm not planning on going anywhere. I thought you were."

"No, how long have I been here."

"About two months, they weren't sure if you were gonna make it."

"So you're actually here?"

"Yes."

"So If was fucking dreaming."

"Yes?"

"Come here big man."

I pulled him onto my bed.

"I'm guessing you want this back then."

He held up my ring and I nodded.

"Look I'm sorry for putting pressure on you."

"I should've just told you. I'm so sorry Colby."

"I'm sorry too."

"I love you, you know that."

"I do Becks, I love you too."

I could feel all the pain in my heart meting away, everything that's happened in the last two months has been in my head. Why would my brain do that to me, make me think I've lost the only thing I had left. It doesn't matter anymore. I've got Colby right where I want him and if he thinks I'm ever letting him go anywhere on his own again, he is so wrong.

"What happened in your dream Becks?"

"You died and I was so heartbroken, I'd lost the man that meant the world to me and I couldn't get you back. We were on such bad terms too, I never got to apologise, everything was just so hard."

"Well look, your laying on my chest. I'm not dead, I'm right by your side. Is this why you forgave me?"

"Yes, because I couldn't deal with the pain anymore. I needed you back but I couldn't find you."

"I'm never leaving you Becks, how'd I die."

"I don't want to talk about it."

"Why?"

"Please Colby, all I've been seeing is pain and crying. I know it's notreal now but it feel so real. So I really don't want to talk about your death."

"Okay. I'm just going to get something from my car."

"No, Joe can get it."

"I'm not gonna leave."

"Your not leaving and that's final go talk to go about it."

"Alright love, I'll be back I'm just going to talk to Joe."

Colby
I haven't spoke to Becks in months, I've been so scared that I'd lost her. She'd not want me back, she put our kid up for adoption and leave. But so far all Becks has wanted is me by her side. Joes gone to my car to get my wedding planner book, I've been doing some planning even though I wasn't entirely sure if we were together any more. I need Becky's opinion on a few things. Like colour of tablecloths and what flavour icing she wanted. I see Joe walking up the corridor with my binders in hand.

"How much planning have you done?"

"A little bit."

"Man this looks like you've planned it all."

"Oh shut up."

Becky
I see Ashley walk in with one of the biggest grins spread across her lips.

"What?"

"He proposed."

She showed me her ring and my god it looked beautiful.

"I was thinking maybe we could have a double wedding?"

"My love of course I want one!"

I saw the door swing open and watched Joe and Colby walk in binder in hand.

"Now what's this Colby?"

"Wedding planning stuff, this binder in my hand are ideas for a single wedding and then the one Joe is holding is filled with ideas about double weddings?"

"You've been planning this when I easily could've just woken up and said Fuck you and left?"

"Well yeah, but you didn't do that."

"I suppose."

We spent the rest of the afternoon looking at ideas, luckily me and Ashley had similar themes in our heads.

"Hiya Rebecca. I'm coming to discharge you."

"Already?"

"Yes, we feel it's safe for you to go home."

She started signing my papers and another nurse came in to take out my IV, probably the worst part about it was the sticker they used to hold it down. It hurts like hell when they take it off.

"Hopefully we shouldn't be seeing you round here for a while, but if you have any problems feel free to make an appointment."

"Thanks."

Coby put all my stuff into my bag and carried me out of the hospital, no matter how many time I insisted for him to put me down he still kept carrying me. We got to his car and he put me in the passenger seat, while we was putting my bag away I checked to see if he had any Advil in his car, luckily he didn't. He climbed into the drivers side and gave me a quick kiss before starting the engine. By the time we got home we could barely keep our hands of each other, once we were inside he pushed me up against a wall and started to kiss me passionately. I pulled away and pulled him up the stairs, I went into our room and locked the door behind me. Colby slammed me into the door and started to kiss down my neck, I knew I needed him tonight.

I just woke up, the sunlight is blinding me. I look around and see all of me and Colby's clothes from last night on the floor, I look down at myself and see I'm only in one of the Colby's shirts and I look at Colby and he's still naked. I feel sick and know it's morning sickness. I was sick in the bath, I felt Colby come up behind me and hold my hair back. I turned around and luckily Colby was wearing boxers.

"Quick question."

"Yeah?"

"Where are Ashley and Joe and Krisi?"

"Ash and Joe moved into there own place, five minutes from here. Krisi still lives here, she's going through the courts right now."

"Why?"

"I don't know she wouldn't tell me."

I got off the floor and washed my face, I went back into the bedroom and put on some shorts.

"What do you want for breakfast my love?"

"You know exactly what I want."

We walked downstairs and I sat on a stool as Colby started to make my breakfast. I heard the door open, I turned and saw Krisi big smile on her face and little boy in her arms. She put him down and he ran over to me.

"Krisi?"

"Meet my little boy Luis!"

I've never been so shocked in my life, Krisi has a son.

"Who's the dad."

"Oh that doesn't matter, wait Becca your home."

"Well yeah I'd like to think so."

She ran over and gave me a hug before picking up Luis again.

"Is it alright if we live here for a while."

"Yeah sure, I've four spare rooms so set yourself up."

I turned back to Colby who was now mid way through making pancakes.

"Have you been working?"

"Yeah, not to much though. I dropped my title to Joe."

"I'm sorry."

"It's not your fault."

I watched him place the pancake on a plate and add all the extras that I normally have.

"You sure this is good for a pregnant lady Becks?"

"I don't care, all I want is my pancakes."

He laughed at that and sat down next me and startedceating his cereal.

"When do you want to have our wedding?"

"As soon as possible Colby."

"I love you."

"I love you more."

"Impossible."

A/N: So I know it's been a wild ride recently and some of my chapters have been sad, but now we're getting into the happy stuff. So I hope you enjoyed and I'll see you next time!