9 - Trust

Becky
After my last physio session the twinges have started to become more prominent. It's time for another session today and I feel comfortable enough going on my own. I wheeled myself into the office and signed myself in. I haven't told anyone about how I can't walk, the only people who really know are Colby, Ashley and my physiotherapist. I wear I disguise so nobody notices me in public. I constantly get tagged in posts about where I've gone. I never reply, I don't think I can. The WWE universe just make me even more restless. I don't even think I'm ever going to be able to wrestle again and that scares me. I often think about what would've happened if I never smacked Ashley with that chair. Would I still be irrelevant? I try my best not to think like that but the thoughts are always there. I start off my physio session as always but the twinges are getting stronger. We're almost at the end, today we're trying something new. It's a pain test, it's basically to see if I can feel anything pain wise in my legs. My left leg I barely felt anything but in my right leg that hurt like hell. I feel happy with the progress I've made. Yes it's been 20 weeks with no progress at all but these last two weeks have been actually insane. It went from a light twinge to a full on feeling. I still can't use my legs but the feeling is coming. I never though I'd walk again but now I think I might have a chance. My session just finished as I go to leave I noticed someone I really didn't want to see outside, Randy. I don't think he recognised me, I was almost out of the reception when Randy noticed me. He pulled me out of the door. He looked me up and down with disgust, whenever he's seen me I've not been in my chair so I suppose it's kinda a shock. Before I could leave he grabbed my jacket and threw me onto the floor. I felt my face hit the floor and I could taste blood. I felt liquid pouring down my head too. For fucks sake.

"You disgust me!"

I felt him spit on me, he fucking disgusts me. I use my arms to scramble around to find my phone. I dial Colby's number and as I suspected he answers almost instantly.

"Rebecca?"

"Colby, ah fuck I need your help. I'm stuck in an alleyway."

"What?!?"

"It's behind my physio place just come quick please."

"I'm on my way."

I could hear the worry in his voice. I was barely keeping it together myself.

Colby
I'm so surprised I didn't crash my car on the way. I was definitely speeding by about 30 mph. I quickly pulled into the nearest space and ran over to where Becks told me she was. She was bleeding out of her mouth and on her head she had a gash. I quickly pulled her up and back into her chair.

"Becks what happened?"

"I don't wanna talk about it."

"You've got to tell me at some point"

"I just want to go home."

I quickly got her to my car. I handed Becks a few tissues to wipe up the blood. She wasn't talking, just staring out the window. I drove at a more appropriate speed on the way back. But I'm sure Becks would've preferred me to speed all the way home. Seeing as Ashley now lives with Becky I dropped her a text and she sent me a photo of some cotton pads and cut cleaner. I parked outside Becky's house and helped her into her chair.

Becky
I didn't want to talk to Colby, I'm just pissed about what Randy keeps doing to me. I wheel through and see Ashley standing there with a pair of gloves in and some tissues. I went to wheel upstairs but she grabbed my chair spinning me around so she could clean my cut.

"Do you want to tell me what's happened?"

"Randy"

"What?"

"I tried to move away from him but he grabbed my fucking chair. I'm so done with Randy why can't he just leave me alone!?!"

"Aw Becks, I know it's terrible and I'm so so sorry that it keeps on happening."

"Like I'm not even doing anything, am I?"

"No Rebecca listen to me. None of this is your fault, Randy is an awful creature. Now sit still so I can clean your cuts. Warning it might sting a little."

It did sting a little.

Colby
I heard Becky telling Ash about what happened. I'm not gonna lie it kinda hurt my feelings, she wouldn't tell me does that mean she doesn't trust me enough? I get it's hard for her and they've been friends for years but I'm her boyfriend! Surely she should trust me. She trusted me enough to call me to pick her up. Take a deep breath Colby. Just take Rebecca her ice cream. 

"Thanks Colby. I'm sorry about earlier. I'm calmer now."

"Don't worry Becks its all good."

"Wanna watch some more Brooklyn nine nine?"

"Yeah sure."

Becky
After binging the entire sixth season of Brooklyn nine nine and eating an entire tub of ice cream, I decided to make some dinner for me, Colby and Ashley. I think I'm gonna make spaghetti and meatballs. Food was almost done, so I decided to lay the table and light some candles. I dropped the lighter and almost set myself on fire but it's all good. Making food is so much harder than it used to be, hell everything is. Normally Ashley makes food for us or we order in. I text them both to come the kitchen. I hope the food tastes nice.  The meatballs were really nice but the pasta something went wrong there. I don't know what I did wrong if I'm being honest. Me and Ashley had a good laugh about it. Colby kinda seemed off the entire time, I'm gonna ask him about that after tea.

Colby
As soon as I was done I went back upstairs into Becky's room. I heard Ashley laughing and Becky laughing. I think they were trying to get Becky up the stairs. I don't even know why I didn't help. I guess I'm feeling in a stubborn mood. I heard the door open and look up to see Becks.

"Colby, what's wrong?"

"I guess, I'm just kinda feeling upset."

Becky
I've got a banging headache but I'm not going to bed until I've sorted this though.

"Come on Colby tell me what's going on."

"It's kinda stupid, I feel like you don't trust me."

I felt my heart drop.

"Why would you say that?"

"You didn't tell me what happened, but you told Ashley as soon as you got in."

"Colby, I do trust you. I was just in shock and we were in public."

"Okay."

"Honestly Colby I trust you. We didn't get off to the best start together, but I honestly love you."

"What?"

"I love you Colby."

"Becks I - "

"I don't know what I would've done with out you these last couple of months. You've been my rock. Without you I would still be a borderline alcoholic with nothing to live for."

"I'm sorry, I love you too."

"Really..."

"Yes."

"Can we cuddle?"

"Of course."

I fell into Colby's embrace and felt him kiss my forehead.

"I don't know where I would be without you either."

A/N: Thank you so much for 1K reads on this story it honestly means so much to me. Also it's weird times at the moment so if any of you want to vent or just have a chat my messages are always open x
Stay safe everyone xx
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