Texts between Becky and Charlotte.

Hey Becks is it okay if I stay at yours for a while.

Yeah, actually can you come over now.

What's happened?

Me and Colby had coffee together. And then he read my diary and I lost my cool. I'm crying.

I'm on my way.

Ashley
I don't think I've ever drove so fast to Becky's house. I walk in and try to run up the stairs. I enter her room and she's a crying mess.

"Shhhhh, I'm here. It's okay."

"I fucked up real bad."

"Awww it's okay."

This is becoming a pretty regular occurrence now. Becks crying until my T-shirt is soaked. I'm glad she's being open to me I suppose. After about half an hour I finally ask her about what happened.

"Rebecca, please tell me what happened."

"I wasn't ready to tell him about Randy. He read my diary, he invaded my privacy and I flipped. I was real pissed at him. I also had a panic attack, so I guess he knows about them too now. I just really wasn't ready for him to know."

"That's shit Becks, Colby shouldn't have read your diary, if he wanted to know about your past he should've asked you. It was wrong of him to do this."

"I feel bad for getting mad though."

"Don't be. I would've been livid if I was you and wasn't 12 weeks pregnant."

"Mmm"

"Do you wanna just spend the rest of today eating mint choc chip ice cream and watching Disney films."

"Yeah."

"Right I'll be back now."

I quickly grabbed the ice cream, Ratatouille and Tangled. I put Ratatouille on first, gotta start with a classic. Quickly climbed into bed alongside Becks. Before opening the ice cream and giving her a spoon. It safe to say we're gonna eat the ice cream before were even half way into the film and I'm not complaining.

Becky
I know Ashley would find a way to make me feel better. God I do love this woman, I don't know what I would do without her. I just have to make one observation about the film and that is that this rat can cook.

*Next Day*

Colby x Becky

Hey Colbs, I'm sorry. We need to talk.

I'll be over in 10.

That in no way gives me enough time to get ready. I decide to just wash my hair by using the removable shower head. I call Ashley up to help me put on my jeans and blouse. I quickly do my makeup and then finally dry my hair. Colby comes to meet me upstairs.

"Actually do you mind carrying me downstairs."

"Yeah sure."

I'd been in that room for too long, Okay? We have kinda just been sitting in an uncomfortable silence until I finally speak up.

"Colby you had no right reading any of that. Fair enough if you'd accidentally seen something in there. But why didn't you just ask me."

"Because you would've lied and made up some 'believable' excuse. Why didn't you just tell me"

"I wouldn't have lied and I wasn't ready."

"Yes you would've, you've done it before."

"Doesn't mean I'd do it again."

"Hmm"

"Actually do you know what I probably would've, because I was not ready for you to know all that Colby."

"I don't think you ever would've been ready Becks."

"How can you say that when you know all the shit I've been through Colby. Life isn't all sunshine and rainbows for me like it always has been for you."

"Becks what do you know about my past."

"Your such a hypocrite, you never fucking open up to me and yet your here criticising me for not telling you that I was sexually abused!!!"

"You never asked."

"Because I had so much more going on. Colby I couldn't go a fucking day without being hit or touched. It was horrible and you'll never understand how I feel!"

"It's not my fault that you didn't tell anyone."

"Why are you being such a prick. I was terrified of him Colby, the smallest noise would scare the shit out of me because I thought he was coming back. If I told anyone things would get worse."

"Becks none of what happened to you is my fault."

"I never said it fucking was Lopez. Are you drunk or something because your actually a dickhead. You can't read my diary and expect me not to be pissed."

"I just really don't get why you didn't tell me."

"How many times do I fucking have to explain myself to you Lopez. I didn't tell you because I was terrified of Randy, I still am. I'm barley getting to terms with what has happened or what is continuing to happen. I also tried to drink myself to death on various occasions, I tried to forget everything. I'm surprised I didn't get fired because most the time at work I was drunk. There you happy now?"

"Yeah I suppose."

"What the fuck is up with you. You've just been rude to me since you got here."

Colby
I whisper so quietly it's barely audible.

"Randy"

I see Becky's eye brows shoot up in shock.

"What happened."

"He told me to stay away from you or you'd suffer the consequences. I didn't want him to hurt you. So I tried to ruin what we have."

"So you weren't actually being a prick you were trying to protect me."

"Mmm, I'm sorry."

"It's okay."

My phone starts ringing. I answer it.

"I see you decided to ignore everything that I said. I honestly can't wait until the next time I see Becks. I'm gonna mess her up. Bye Rollins, see ya around."

"Who was that?"

"Randy."

Her eyes became filled with fear, I hate with just the mention of his name she feels scared.

"He basically just told me he can't wait to see you Becks."

Her breathing quickened, I think she's having a panic attack. I quickly move over to where she's sat on the sofa. I whisper into her hair. "I'm here, it's okay. I'm sorry for earlier but I'm here now." After five minutes of rapid breathing and fast flowing tears Becks finally calmed down.

"I'm sorry."

"No I'm sorry Becky. I should've just told Randy to go fuck himself. I shouldn't have been so damn rude to you. Can I kiss you to make up for it?"

"Sure."

I firmly pressed my lips to hers, we only pull away for breath.

"I know we've had our ups and downs but Rebecca, will you be my girlfriend?"

All she did was nod before quickly pressing her lips to mine. I pulled away from her mouth and starting kissing all along her neck. I quickly found her sweet spot causing Becks to let out a soft moan. I keep kissing her there until Becks pulls my face up to meet hers once more, I don't know how much further this is gonna go. We're kissing when Becks pulls away. She smiled sweetly before quietly speaking.

"I'm tired and Ash is home."

"Do you want me to go?"

"No, I wanna cuddle with my boyfriend."

"Sounds good."

After about five minutes I think Becky is sleeping.

"I love you."

"What..."

"I said goodnight."

"Ah goodnight."

Becky
That was definitely not what he said.

"I love you too."

*Next day at physio*

This is my second physio session. Colby is here this time. My physiotherapist has just done a lot of moving my legs to see if I can feel anything. I didn't. But she said it was normal, it's only my second session. She says I've just gotta take things easier on myself and not get so upset over the little things.

*10th Physio session.*
Still nothing, I want to cry every time I go into the physio room because I know I'm going to come out more devastated than I went it.

*21st Physio session*

I felt the dread start to set in as soon as I entered the building. Colby came with me this time, because I came home in an absolute state last time. We started doing the normal exercises. I felt a twinge in my right leg and again.

"I can feel something. It's feels like a twinge in my right leg."

I was squeezing Colby's hand so tight I could've broken it.

"So if I do this *leg exercise* do you feel it."

"Yes."

I know it's just one little twinge but I'm so damn happy. I was ready to give up after my last session. Oh and if you want a little update on my life here you are. Ashley is 22 weeks pregnant, I've had many a issue with Randy but luckily for me, they've all occurred at my house when Colby's been there. He's only managed to hit me once. I've been feeling a little better recently and Colby has been a great help. I haven't been drinking recently either, I don't have a problem I just tend to drink too much in one sitting. Still none of my friends know that I'm semi paralysed. They'll find out sooner or later. I couldn't really care anymore to be honest. My perspective has changed since the crash and It's definitely a change in the right direction.
A/N: Sorry for the big time jump but I hope you still enjoyed!