Colby
I watched the group leave then dived to floor next to Becks and Ash. Becky was pale and laying in Ash lap, she had a relatively deep gash on her side. This is all my fault and I know it. Becky's blood was starting to seep into the carpet, I pulled out my phone and dialled 999, I was shaking. Becks looked up at me, her eyes looked grey. She smiled sadly at me and it just broke my heart. I was holding her hand, her grip got looser and looser the more pale she became. I could feel Ashley's eyes burning a hole in the back of my head. I saw the blue lights and heard the blaring sirens, I practically jumped down the stairs. I opened the door and two paramedics rushed upstairs to where Becky was laying.

Becky
I was going in and out of consciousness, being stabbed hurt like a bitch. It hurts but I've had worse happen. I'm currently having some stitches done, the paramedic is mumbling on about something. It isn't until I notice the paramedics get up to leave, how much pain I'm actually in. I guess I've fully slipped back into consciousness. The female one comes back and administrates some pain relief.

"Rebecca I've given you some Morphine to help with the pain. You'll need to come and get your stitches out in a few weeks. Obviously if you have any medical concerns call 111."

I managed to mumble out a breathy. "Thank you." Before the paramedic leaves.

"Wanna cuddle, Colby can sleep on the sofa or something."

Ashley just nodded, I used my arms to pull myself up to the bed. My side still hurt a little, Ash curled up and laid her head on my chest. I knew Ash was sleeping when her breathing slowed, it didn't take long before I was asleep too.

*1 week later*

A whole week went by and nothing happened, quite literally. Colby went to the arena a few times, Ash left once to go to the gym and I got my stitches out. Today is my first day of physical therapy. I'm not really looking forward to it because I'm just going to end up upset about my legs not working. I've felt my depression start to creep back into my life, I can feel it waiting for me in the dark corners of rooms, once I let it back in I know I'll spiral. My whole life will be spinning out of control and there will be nothing I can do to stop it, it's scary when shit gets like that. Nothings happened between me and Colby either, it's kinda like he's pretending that our make out never happened. He even stayed at a hotel the last few nights. I want to tell him how I feel, but I'm scared. I know we kissed but what if he really doesn't like me that way? Stop, stop thinking Rebecca, let's just go to physio.

Well that was a shambles, I just ended up having a mental breakdown and just crying for the hour. My physiotherapist was really understanding and kind hearted. I always expected my first session to go like it did, I could easily avoid my feelings every where else but in there. To be honest I'm not coping with this whole 'you can't walk thing very well'. NXT Rebecca is inching closer to taking over again, I'm just gonna end up drinking myself into oblivion so I don't have think. I pick up my phone and dial Ashley's number, she left my house just before my physio therapist arrived.

"Hello Becks, how did it go?"

"Shit, I just cried. When you coming home?"

"Soon, you want anything from Maccies?"

"20 chicken nuggets, large chocolate milkshake and some medium fries please."

"Jeez, you'd swear you were the pregnant one"

"Shut up"

I was lightly chuckling, but I still felt like I wanted to cry.

"I'll be home soon, talk to Colby!"

And before I could reply she hung up. I decide to take her advice.

"Hi, I'm not home right now but my answering machine is, so you can talk to it instead. Wait for the beep."

*Beep*

"Hi, it's Rebecca. I was wondering if you wanted to come over for coffee? Let me know when you get this message, yeah. Bye"

And with that a hung up the phone. Around 5 minutes later my phone buzzed, I looked down and someone was calling me. I thought it was Colby.

"Hi, Coffee?"

"What! Rebecca who are you inviting around for coffee you dirty gir-"

Shit, I had his contact down as 'do not answer'. Has he got a new number just to fuck with me. When my phone buzzes again, I decide to ignore it. I look once it's finished ringing to see it was actually Colby calling me. I instantly rung back.

"Hi"

"Hey, I'm sorry I've been a shit friend recently."

His use of friend sent a shiver down my spine, I wanted to say 'I don't want to be just friends anymore' but instead I just replied with a simple.

"It's okay"

"About your coffee, I can come round later if you want."

"Yeah, I would like that."

I could feel a light pink blush creeping up my neck.

"See you later then Becks."

"Bye."

A knock on the door startled me, I cautiously wheeled myself over until I heard Ash shout about how the paper bag was about to rip. I opened the door and she was not kidding. She practically chucked it into my lap, spilling my fries and chicken all over me. Ash just laughed as she walked through into the kitchen. I just finished my chicken nuggets, I decide to ask Ash about Andrade.

"Ash, what happened between you and Andrade."

I could hear her swallow.

"I told him the truth and he didn't like it."

"And what's the truth?"

"That the babies aren't his."

I almost choked on the chip I was eating.

"What?!?"

"I cheated on him, but I really didn't mean too. I got wasted and woke up next to someone that wasn't Andrade. When I took the pregnancy test it all came back to me."

"Okay I have one last question, who?"

"Roman Reigns"

Why didn't someone tell me not to eat during his conversation as I've almost died twice now.

"Ash, he's married and has kids!"

"I know, he probably doesn't even remember having sex with me."

"I was not expecting that! I just expected Andrade to be a grade A arsehole."

"Turns out I was the grade A arsehole. I do feel terrible, I really did love Andrade but I couldn't lie to him and make him think he's having kids."

"It's still a really shitty situation to be in, also I decided earlier that I hate alcohol."

"No wonder, you turned practically alcoholic for 2 years."

Ash spoke earning a shudder from me. I quickly changed the subject.

"I took your advice, Colby is coming over later to have some coffee."

"I'm guessing you want me to leave you two alone"

She ended her sentence with a wink, earning an eye roll from me.

"What! It's hardly like you haven't don't it before."

"Shut up."

I shoved the final few chips down my throat before grabbing my milkshake and downing that too. Ash was looking at me funny.

"What, I'm thirsty."

"In more than one way. *wink*"

"I've never loved and hated someone as much as you."

"Aw thanks."

I wheeled myself over to the sofa and chucked on some trashy reality tv program. My phone rang and it was my mum.

"Hiya sweetheart. How's my little lass kicker doing?"

Her voice was like music to my ears, god I miss my mum.

"Hi Mam, I'm doing good. Life is a bit difficult but I'm getting there. How are you?"

"Everyone is good over here. I'm missing you!"

"Me too mam, maybe you could come over and visit."

"Great idea! I can't wait to see you honey!"

Our conversation lasted for another half an hour, we were ironing out all the details of her coming to stay. I'm excited to see my mum, but nervous at the same time. She knows I got badly injured but she doesn't know that I can't walk. She's gonna be absolutely devastated for me. My thoughts are interrupted by Colby, he leans over and presses his lips to my cheek.

"Hey beautiful..."

"Hi Colby."

"I got you these flowers."

"What is it with you and damn flowers."

We both laughed at that. He handed me a pumpkin spice latte from Starbucks.

"Ooooh I got you a cookie too."

"Thank you!"

This time I pecked his cheek. Out of the corner of my eye I saw Ash head out the back door. When I looked back at Colby he was inches away from my face. I quickly closed the space between us, Colby was all I needed right now. Colby is always what I need. I just woke up in Colby's embrace.

"Thanks for the coffee?"

"You sure it was the coffee you enjoyed?"

"Most definitely..."

He kissed the top of my head and like I said last night, Colby is always what I need.

A/N: Hi everyone the support I've been receiving recently is mad, thank you all so much for reading my story and I hope you continue to enjoy!