Becky
I walked down the stairs, grabbed my coat and went to leave the house when I heard Randy's icy voice ring through my living room.

"Where you off to?"

"Shops."

"Why are you going to the shops?"

"I've got to pick up something that I ordered."

"I'll get it."

"Randy, why can't I pick up my own stuff."

I turned around and he slammed me into the wall.

"Don't speak to me like that!"

"Please just let me leave, I'll be late for work if I don't go now."

I quickly opened the door and ran to my car. I saw my front door swing open once more and an angry Randy come marching towards my car. I was desperately trying to get my car to start and luckily for me it did, giving me enough time to drive away. I drove for a good half an hour, I saw a empty gas station normally they sell pregnancy tests. I parked in one of the disabled spaces and ran into the store. I went straight to the back of the shop and saw what I needed. I grabbed a box and went to the till. She swiped through my pregnancy tests before going under the desk and handing me a key.

"Clearly you're trying to buy a pregnancy test without anyone knowing, here's the key to the toilet and trust me you won't get spotted here I don't even know why anyone built a gas station here there's not a house for a good twenty miles."

"Oh okay thanks."

"Do you want me to come with?"

"Um yeah if you don't mind."

"Give me a second. Jamie! Mind the till."

I watched as she walked away from the till revealing that she was pregnant.

"I'm Nina and I already know who you are."

We walked to the toilet and I unlocked the door before handing the key back to Nina. I sat down and took the test, I placed it on the sink and made myself look presentable and not a mentally unstable mess, which is what I am. I opened the door and Nina was beaming at me, I tried to smile back as I nervously tapped the test on my hand. After the two minutes had passed I honestly didn't think I could look at it.

"Do you want me to look first?"

"No, just give me a moment to breathe."

I took a few more moments to compose myself before flipping the test over, I saw two lines and my vision went blurry.

Nina
Becky saw the results and looked really scared. I watched as she stumbled all the way to her car, I luckily caught up with her before she started the engine. I opened the door and could see that she was having a panic attack, I sat inside and tried to calm her down and nothing was working.

"Hey do you want me to call Randy?"

"NO! Sorry I mean no."

"Okay, just try and put yourself in your happy place."

I watched as she calmed herself down, I could tell something was seriously wrong I just couldn't pick out what.

"Look Nina thank you but I've really got to go."

"Just let me give you my number first so if you ever need someone to talk to I'll be here."

She hesitantly handed me her phone, she already had the new contact tab open. I quickly typed in my name and my number.

"Just call me if you need me."

I got out of her car and watched as she practically floored the pedal. Something is not right but it's really not my place to ask or judge. I am just a gas station girl after all.

Becky
I know I can't tell Randy at least until I have an escape plan so if things do turn sour then I can escape keeping me and the baby safe. I'll ring Stephanie and ask if I could have a year on commentary, hopefully she'll agree because I'm not that much of a main star anyway.

*3 months later*

I've listened to everything Randy has said, I haven't gone against him in fears that he'll hit me. But today is finally the day where I tell randy I'm pregnant. I've planned out a dinner and booked Randy the day off work, I want to try and keep this day as anger free as possible.

"Good morning."

"What time is it?"

"11."

"Why the fuck didn't you wake me!"

"I booked you a day off work."

"What? Why?"

"I wanted to have a special day, I've been cooking all morning so that we can have a nice dinner."

"Oh okay thanks."

This is the nicest Randy has been to me in months, I honestly am losing the will to live but I know I have to keep things together a little longer for my baby. The baby bump has started to show so I've had to start wearing baggier clothing which is alright. I smell burning then I hear the smoke alarm go off, both me and Randy jump out of bed and run downstairs. I quickly open the oven and see that the chicken is burnt, I slide to the floor in defeat. I just wanted this day to be perfect. Randy slides down next to me.

"Hey it's alright, we can just order in."

"Really?"

"Yeah, now let's get you back to your feet."

Randy helped me off the ground and I started to clean up, I was cleaning the top of the cooker when Randy came up and hugged me from behind. He placed his hands around my stomach and I think he knew pretty much instantly because he spun me around.

"Buttercup?"

I moved away so I could grab my bag and pull out the test from 12 weeks ago. I can see the smile and the tears in his eyes when I hand him the test. He looks up at me and then down at my tiny bump.

"How far along are you?"

"Twelve weeks"

"Does that mean you know the gender and stuff. Also were you making the dinner so you could tell me that your pregnant?"

"No I don't know the gender and yes I was trying to make this day special."

"Oh buttercup I'm so happy, I've always wanted children."

Randy was one of the most confusing people I've ever met. He can easily switch between his happy self and his scary angry self, but I think we're in the clear for now.

TW: Miscarriage
I've been feeling a slight pain in my stomach for the last few days. I've been sick a lot more too, I've just gone to the bathroom, I sat down and I saw blood. I wanted to cry and scream all at the same time but instead I just sat there staring at it. I'm thirteen weeks pregnant this can't be happening now, please not now. I know I need to get myself to the hospital and I know the only person who I can call is Nina.

"Hey I'm sorry it's been a while."

"No it's fine how's your pregnancy going Becky?"

"That's the thing, I need you to take me to the hospital."

"Yeah, send me your address and I'll be right there."

Not long after she was outside my house, I fed Randy some excuse that we needed milk. I got into her car and she could see the pain in my face. I wanted to cry, I wanted to let my emotions out but I just couldn't. I sat silently in her car as we drove to the hospital. I got out of the car and Nina followed, I noticed that she's had her baby and I feel even worse. I walk up to the front desk and tell the receptionist what's going on she sends me down to the emergency pregnancy ward and I'm seen to almost immediately.

"Right Rebecca I understand your situation and I would like to do a scan to confirm or deny any theories."

I grabbed Nina's hand and the doctor started the scan. After ten minutes of searching and finding nothing the doctor knew what was going on.

"I'm so sorry Rebecca you've miscarried."

The doctor continued to speak but it was blocked out, all I could hear was the beating of my heart. I had really lost my baby, I let the tears fall I just couldn't hold them in anymore. I've lost the one thing that kept me going, I just want to go home and fall asleep never to wake up again.

I'm leaving the building with a pad in my underwear and about fifty leaflets and mobile numbers to support groups. Nina drives me home and I'm just silently crying the whole way there, I don't know how to feel right now because all I can feel is empty. I get out of her car and walk towards the house. I prey that Randy isn't home because I look and feel as though I've been hit by a bus. I unlock the door quickly shutting it behind me, I walk into the living and see him sitting there. He noticed me and turned around and now can see my tear stained face.

"What's wrong?"

"It's the baby."

I think he knew what I meant because I saw the rage begin to build behind his eyes. I've never run into the guest room so fast in my life, I locked the door as well and I can hear Randy obliterating my downstairs. My tears fall heavy and I don't think my life will ever be the same again. I wish I never got involved with Randy, I wish he wasn't so damn charming and I wasn't so foolish.

I'm in indescribable pain, I wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy. Nobody can truly understand how it feels to lose a child until it happens. I just hope my angel is safe up there and I hope to never feel this pain ever again. I know I can't leave Randy I just hope that he leaves me, I hope I can finally be free to live my life with someone who I'm not constantly afraid of.

*2 years later*

Things are better now, there still isn't a day that goes by where I don't think about my little angel. Randy is still a vile bastard but he broke up with me and moved out so I don't constantly have to be terrified only when I'm at work now. It's coming up to SummerSlam and for first time in my life I'm actually excited I honestly can't wait to finally get my title back...

A/N:I wasn't sure whether to put these last two chapters on here or on 'The Aftermath' because these chapters give backstory to why Rebecca isn't wanting to put herself through a pregnancy again, hence why she's planning on getting an abortion. Also if you think I should, add any more trigger warnings please let me know and yeah I hoped you liked this chapter and goodbye!