I discussed it with my cousin/bff and i decided to put goals for this book. The first is 1k reads and 50 votes(??)
Please help me reach them!😊😚

~~~~* Jihyun's Pov *~~~~

I was done crying and i slowly pulled away from Yoongi and stared at his face. He had a few tears in his eyes and some dried ones on his pale cheeks.

"I'm sorry for making you sad...." i said as i wiped his tears with my sleeves.

"I dont care... I'm happy you told me.. I know it was hard and I'm sorry for being forceful..." he said as he put a strand from my long locks behind my ear.

I really need to cut my hair again...

"You're actually the only person that knows about this... it felt nice... it's like half of the weight is lifted away from my shoulders..."

"And im gonna help you carry it.." he said and hugged me again.
"I will always be by your side... thats a promise.." he said caressing my head.

"Thank you... Yoongi... uh... oppa?" I more like questioned since i havent called someone that for over 10 years.

"Hhmm... it sounds weird since you've been calling me hyung since your trainee days..." he said as he put his chin on top of my head since I'm much shorter.

"Please dont tell anyone..."

"I wont..."

~• Time Skip To The Next Morning •~
(Cause im lazy af XD : a/n)

I opened my eyes checking the time.
6:30 it read. I noticed that i was on Yoongi hyung's bed and he was sleeping next to me. He was holding my hand while sleeping on a chair.
I took my hand away and made my way to the bathroom doing my routine including hiding everything.

When i went back to my room i saw Yoongi still on the chair. So i just layed him on his bed and put the covers over him.
Then i made my way to the kitchen.

Should i eat... i mean ive been eating more than usual so thats good right?

"What do you mean you've been eating more than usual? You almost dont eat anything..." i heard a voice say from behind me.

I quickly turned to my left and saw jin cooking. It was only 7 am but he was already cooking for us how sweet.

"What? Did i-"

"Yes. You said it out loud."

I nodded slightly.

"Hyung... can i tell you something?.." i asked him.

"Yeah what is it?" He askedas he was flipping some pancakes.

"Its about my eating habits..."

He stopped. He glanced at me once and put the pancakes into a plate and put it on the counter along with the rest of the stuff we are supposed to eat.

He sat opposite me and crossed his arms over his chest.

"Go on.." he said way more serious than usual.

"I lied and now i need your help..." i said.
"I actually dont eat because i was anorexic... ive been doing progress the past years but i still can't bring myself to eat a normal sized meal...It makes me think taht one bite is going to make me gain too much weight. And weight gain resukts to hate and hate results t-" I started rambling until he took my hand in his.

I looked at him he was staring back at me with a small comforting smile.

"I was waiting for you to tell me for so long!" He said and stood up and hugged me.

"What?" I spat as i slowly hugged him back.

"While i was looking for dirty laundry and was checking the pockets, i saw the doctor's card and what he wrote down about your condition. I'm so proud of you for gaining so much more weight and telling me!" He said and hugged me tighter.

He said as he referred to my therapist/psychologist.

Then suddenly everyone but Yoongi came in and embraced me in a group hug.

"We are in this together! We will help you. All of us!" Namjoon said.

I teared up.

"Thanks hyungs!" I said.

After a while of hugging they sat down to eat.

"I'll go wake up Yoongi hyung as usual.." i said and made my way to our shared room.

"Yoongi hyung! I'm coming in..." i said with a knock on the door.
I didn't bother to wait for a reply cause i know he will still be asleep.

I smiled seeing him sleeping. He is really cute while sleeping. He looks so peaceful and relaxed.

"Yoongi hyung...." i shook him lightly.

"Please wake up it's breakfast time.." i said and shook him again.

He groaned and turned to face me. He slowly opened his rather small eyes and stared at me half asleep.
His hair were everywhere and his eyes half open.

"What do you want Jihyun-ah?" He said in his raspy sleepy voice.

"It's time for breakfast.. we have practice today.." I said.

He groaned again as he sat on his butt and rubbed his eyes.

"I'll be there in a minute.." he said and I walked back to the kitchen.

I need to thank him again later..

I thought as I took my usual sit opposite Jungkook and next to Yoongi's empty sit.

Edit: the anorexia part always makes me cringe