Y'all im changing the way the mom died. She died from cancer okay?
Now enjoy~😘

~~~* Jihyun's Pov *~~~~

The past days we have been peacefully relaxing and having fun.
After the fight i had the boys kept thanking me and helping me out with everything.
We grew so much closer with all the boys.
Our guards weren't happy that i got hurt and they weren't there but I convinced them im fine. And since nothing has happened so far and no fans are anywhere around here the five extra guards went back.

Now we were outside at our pool.
I was just sitting under our umbrella with my phone.
Then Seokjin came and sat besides me. He placed a big plate of watermelon on the small table.

"I BROUGHT WATERMELON EVERYONE!" Everyone nodded but didnt react and stayed in the water but Taehyung quickly ran off the pool sitting criss cross on the floor in front of me and grabbed a big slice of watermelon.

We ate together and laughed at his silliness. Then i went on my phone watching funny videos of cats doing stupid things. I was laughing very loudly forgetting I wasn't alone.

"What's so funny?" Jungkook asked and i
I rewinded it back to the funniest part and we laughed together.

"You know who is a cat in our group?" I said grinning like an idiot.

"Who?" Jungkook said with a grin identical to mine.

"Yoongi!" I said and we burst out laughing.

"You know what? You are just like a cat. Quite, pretty, cute, secretive, shy. But when you open up you are weird funny and bubbly and fun to be around." He said and smiled at me.

"Well... thanks i guess..." i said and rubbed the back of my neck.

"Oh shit! We got 30 minutes to prepare our selves!" I yelled as i checked the time.

"What? Why? Where are we going?" Jimin asked confused from inside the pool.

"The main reason why we came here remember? See my mum before it's too late? The day is today!" I said putting my hair in a small ponytail.

"Everyone go wear your suits!" I yelled as i went up to my room.

I took a ten minutes shower and quickly wore my suit.
When i entered the room i saw Yoongi in his suit looking hot af... wait what?
No I didn't say that. You are hearing things.

I didn't realise i was staring until he spoke up.

"Take a picture it will last longer." Said a smirking Yoongi.

I looked away cleared my throat while blushing and fixed my tie.

"What are you talking about? Why would i want to have a photo of you. I see your face enough already..." I said and frowned while blushing.

My heart was beating so fast and i knew my ears and cheeks were madly red.

"Yeah sure.. whatever you say.... princess." He whispered the last word and left the room chuckling.

After i built up the courage to face my mum's grave again I took in a deep breath and let it out slowly. I walked out and down the stairs my mood already down.
There i saw seven princes waiting on the couches for me.

I tried my best to look okay and bubbly again but i guess it didnt really help as Jungkook placed a hand on my shoulder and gave me a light squeeze and a small smile.

"Alright lets go." Seokjin hyung said and we all nodded walking out of the house and into the car.

I was spacing out thinking about my mom while looking out the window.

"Everything alright?..." Yoongi whispered into my ear.

"No... nothing's alright..." I said back.

"Why?" He asked.

"I forgot her face... I don't remember what my mom looked like..." i said tearing up.

"I only remember a quite young woman with no hair and a beanie on a bed lifeless... i dont remember her face.... her eyes....her nose...her lips... i cant remember anything.." i said with some tears escaping my eyes.

He didnt say anything he just hugged me and let me cry on his shoulder.

"It hurts.. it hurts so much..." I said sobbing.

"Its going to be alright... dont worry.." he said and rubbed my back as he hugged me tighter.

"Why is he crying all of a sudden?" I heard Jungkook asking Jimin while he took his earphones off.

"He said he can't remember his mom's face.... it must be really hard for him..."

"Yeah...." Jungkook said and I could feel him staring.

I pulled away and wiped my eyes dry.

"I'm sorry... i made your suit all wet..." I said with a small sad pout and teary eyes as I wiped his suit with my sleeve.

"It's alright I've told you... I'm here for you... no need to apologise." He said and gave me a warm smile as he stopped my hand from moving.

"We are here..." Seokjin said from the driver's seat.

I took a deep breath and exited the car.
I walked towards the gate. Soon everyone was standing in either sides of me.
Yoongi held my hand in his giving it a light squeeze.
I took a deep breath again and we entered the grave yard.
I was searching around for my mom's grave. It was the most colourful one.
Being a get person while alive resulted to her being remember and loves by many.
So everyone came and left all kinds of flowers on her grave.
I pointed to the grave cause my voice went mute.

We all started walking towards the grave and I slowly went ahead of everyone taking my hand away from Yoongi's.

I kneeled down and placed her favourite flowers, white roses, on top of her grave. I caressed the cold marble. I teared up. I took in a shaky breath before started to talk.
I talked in greek since I didn't want the boys to know about the secrets I was going to reveal to her tombstone.

"Mom.... it's me your daughter... I've missed you mom.... now Jiyong is gone as well.... and that monster is in jail now... i am a famous singer in a band of 8 boys... crazy right?" I chuckled thinking of her reaction.

"I... i havent been happy for a while. My fans hated me. But now i said everything to that one person that makes my heart beat faster. He makes me happy.... What is that supposed to mean? I'm so confused... I wish you were here to answer me...." I wiped some tears away.

"Mom.... I am really sad and sorry.... I forgot your face mom... I'm scared... I dont want to forget you! I want you to stay here with me even though I know it's impossible! I want you to stay forever in my memories.... I wish you could see me happy for the first time in my whole life. I wish you were here smiling at me while i was on stage with my group.... I wish you were here to hug me...." i didn't realise i switched to Korean at the last few sentences I said to her.

I broke down crying endlessly while sobbing as well.
Someone placed a hand on my shoulder.

"Now you have us...." it was Yoongi. He smiled down at me.

All the boys paid their respect to the dead woman also known as my mom.
I took the picture off the grave.
It was a photo of her me and my brother at the hospital smiling. We were smiling cause she was about to take divorce... until her cancer decided it was time for her to leave us.
I stroked my mom's and brother's faces.
I put the photo in my pocket and stood up.
We soon left. As i was leaving i thought of something...

"Lets go to my old house please." I said.

(A/N)

Im leaving on vocation on Monday for a week so idk when ill be able to update.

Also i will be able to use the internet only 1 hour a day since school starts in like 2 weeks so ill update once a week or as much as i can anyways.

#HAPPYKOOKIEDAY
#HAPPYJUNGKOOKDAY
#HAPPYBIRTHDAYTOTHECUTESTBUNNY!!!!

Word count: 1244 (no a/n)

[Thank you for 145k reads! I don't know what you like so much about this book tho >~<]