Y/n POV
   I was sitting alone behind the control shed at school when Jackson James sits beside me. I know he's done bad things but I wasn't scared. "Uh, hey." I said "Hi, you seem upset, are you ok?" Was his reply "yeah just boy problems ya know?" "Awe," he said as he put his hand on my knee "is there anything I can do to help?" He said leaning towards me "what are you doing" I asked.
Then he kissed me. His hand started sliding up my leg and tried to go down my pants. I pull his hand away "Don't do that." I said, my voice wavering "Why not? We're alone." My saving grace came as break had ended "I gotta go. Um bye." I said as I left for class

The next day
   I don't want to go to fourth. I just can't see my ex the day after we broke up. I'm leaning against the door frame of the 3rd period class when Jackson comes up behind me and asks if I wanna go for a walk outside. I can't help but nod.
   When the bell rings I go out the back doors and to the field. He comes out behind me so I stop and let him catch up. But he keeps walking so I follow. I follow him to the path behind the field and start feeling anxious. "I don't think this is a good idea, I think I'm gonna go back." He grabs my hands and looks at me saying "Please don't go. Just stay for a little longer. Please?" I felt my phone buzz in my pocket and see a text from my best friend 'where are you?'
   "Who's that?" Jack asks, he takes my phone and says "Whoever it is they don't matter ok?" He pulls me in and starts making out with me. His hand weaves through my hair then he yanks it. I let out a sound of surprise which is mistaken for a sound of lust.
He holds my hands and looks me dead in my eyes "Do you want this? Say yes and we can do anything you want." I didn't know what to do. He had my phone "Come on. You just have to say yes." I hesitate "Do you want this?" "Yes" that was the only word I could get out.
He smirks and puts my back to him. One hand goes to my neck and the other starts my breast and starts going down. His hands down my pants and he starts attacking my core. I started to collapse and moan.
"Oh Jack" his hand tightens around my neck "You will call me daddy. Understood?" I'm nod and he loosens his grip. And then he goes back at it. Moving so fast it hurts but feels good. "You daddy's little slut aren't you? Say it!" He growls " I'm daddy's little slut." Is what comes out of my mouth
"Good girl. Now get on your knees and suck." He pushes me down and undoes his pants. He grabs the back of my head and shoves his shaft down my throat. I can't breath. My vision started to go blurry. He lets go of me and I can breathe again. I'm gasping for air as he pushes me back on.
"Stand up" he says. I stand up and he pulls down my pants and undies. He starts licking my core and I shudder. It feels so good and I push his head closer. He pulls away and helps my take my pants off. He goes to bend me over
"No." "What do you mean no?" "Your not doing anything without a condom. I have one." I stated "Oh baby come on. You can't be serious." "I'm very serious." "Come on. Let's just do this." He says and pulls me close "n-" he cuts me off by pulling me in to a kiss. He lays down and pulls me on to him. I take a minute to adjust and he starts thrusting. I start bouncing and he massages my breast.
I felt vulnerable. I wanted it to stop but at the same time I wanted more. And then, he came. Inside me. I wasn't ready for it. We dress ourselves and walk towards the school. And suddenly I'm the one begging him to stay. The bell rings and I'm left alone. I get on my bus and sit in silence. Alone. Thinking about what I just did.

Based on true story
This story is based off of something that happened to me. When I told my friend on the bus how I felt one said "that's not rape" and the other supported me. I didn't know how to feel in the moment. And I still don't. I'm not doing this for pity, I'm doing this so people are aware and to get a second opinion about what happened.

Thank you, GraysonTheBestRobin