Yume POV

I slow down my pace and place my hands on top of Subaru's eyes.

"Yume.... Your chest leaning on my back....!"

I look down and blush.

"Tha--That shouldn't matter! E--Especially after New Years...." I mutter the last part. My head going back to that night. And I can't help but to smile faintly.

"Can you remove your hands now?" I overhear Subaru ask.

"O--Oh right!"
I remove my hands from Subaru's eyes.

"This way."
I say to him while pointing at the direction to Honoka's house. Intersecting our fingers together.

Once again. I smile.
"I still can't believe that Onee-Chan and Sora are engaged." I say. A big bright smile planted onto my face.
"I know. But when are they planning to have the wedding?"
"Soon. I think Honoka said in 5 months most likely."

I slightly jump up and down.
"I'm gonna have a brother! Well technically!"

"What I don't count?"
We turn our heads to Shiro and Laura.

I give Shiro friendly smile.
"It's different."

"Hey don't forget. Brec was technically my sister for most of her life. That also makes me related to you in a way. I think."

Laura laughs a bit. Together the four of us walk to Honoka's

Honoka had cleared out her living room. She had planed for all of us to spend the night there. Subaru was suprised to find all this out.

"It's the least I can do for my future brother-in-law." Honoka says while giving Subaru a friendly wink while sticking her tongue out a bit.

I feel a bit of heat in my cheeks. I look over at Subaru and see that his cheeks too are lightly dusted pink.
I smile to myself.

As I pace in the restroom I can't help but to bite my nails.
Onee-Chan, Onee-Sama, and Lily-Chan are in the restroom with me.

Brec sits on the toilet. Don't worry, it's closed. We have the door locked. In Onee-Sama's hands is a pink and white bar.

Lily-Chan turns to me.
"Yume-Sama. Why did you and Subaru-Sama have sex without protection?"

Heat rises to my cheeks.
"Li--Lily!? Don't say it so bluntly!"
I shout at her.

"Oh! The results are here!"
Brec shouts.

She flips the test over to avoid looking.
"Onee-Chan. Do you want to see the results first or me?"

I look down. Unsure.
If this test has 2 lines then I might've just ruined me and Subaru's lives....

"You look at it first."
I say.

Brec nods and flips it over. A wave of emotions cross her face. She pushes her lips together into a straight line. She looks up.

"It's negative."

I pick my head up. I open my mouth but no words come out. I feel a pang in my heart. I slowly take the test out of Onee-Sama's hands. And sure enough. On the screen is one line.

Sadness courses through me for some odd reason.

"Yume-Sama.... You're crying."
My hand flies to my cheek. And sure enough. I feel warm tears sliding down.

"Huh? That's weird.... Why am I crying over something that was never here to begin with...?"

I hold my closed hands out in front of me. I bring them close to my face and cover my eyes with them gently. Quiet sobs escaping through my lips.

I feel Brec wrap her arms around me and rest her head on top of mine. I know it's her because I feel her belly.

I feel another smaller figure hug me. I look at it and see that it's Lily. It wasn't even until now where I noticed that believe it or not. Lily's figure is small. Even with a baggy long sleeve shirt, she still looks tiny.

And lastly. I feel Honoka wrap her arms around my shoulders.

"I thought.... For sure I was.... I've been more tired and dizzy lately."

Brec pulls away. Concerned.

"Yume.... If you're not pregnant... As much as it pains me to say this.... It... Might be your sickness...."

I look up. Scared.

"I hope it's not...."
The girls let go and I wipe my tears away.

"Let's get back to the party."
They nod and follow me out.

I walk into the kitchen.

"How's the cake coming Mahiru-Chan?"
"Great!"
She says with a bright smile.

I smile back at her. I walk over to where she is and help decorate the cake. She doesn't say anything but instead smiles.

"Has Brec-Chan decided a name for her and Riku-Kun's baby?"

I shake my head.
"Nope."

Mahiru slightly chuckles.
"What? Don't tell me you've already know what you're gonna name your children Mahiru-Chan!?"

Mahiru-Chan nods with a bright smile.
"Mhm. Me and Nozomu are thinking that if we have a boy. Nozo. If we have a girl. Maru."

I smile.
"You both have already put so much into naming your children." I say while smiling gently.

"What about you Yume?"

I stop and stare at her.
What would I name my children? I've never actually thought about that. Though me and Subaru talk about having a family alot.

Just then a scary thought crosses through my mind.

'What if I can't have kids....?'

I imadiantly shake my head and try to dismiss the thought. And even though it does go away. It still lingers in the back of my head.

I word then crosses my mind. No. A name.

"Tsubaki...."
The name escapes my mouth without even trying. When I say it I can't help but to smile.

"That's a beautiful name Yume-Chan!"
Mahiru says while giving me a smile.

(So many smiles oh my God--)

I look back at Mahiru. Shocked for some reason. But return the smile.

As we finish singing to Subaru. From behind, I wrap my arms around his shoulders with a smile on my face.

"Tsubaki...."
"What?"

He replies. Obviously confused.
"That's what I want to name our daughter... Tsubaki...."

I lean in a bit and whisper into his ear.
"If I weren't able to have children.... Would you still want to marry me...?"

Subaru stands up the second I say that. Which startles everyone.

He grabs my hand and turns to the others.

"We'll be right back."

He takes me to a little patio that Honoka's father just recently added to their home.

He slides the glass door close. And immediately wraps his arms around my waist. After a few seconds of him embracing me, he moves his hands. One rests on my cheek and the other wrapped behind my head on top of my hair. He gently places his lips on mine and closes his eyes.

I grab his wrist gently and return the kiss. I slowly close my eyes like him.

When he separates from me we both open our eyes. We rests our foreheads on each other and I can feel his breath on me.

"Yume.... Even if you can't have children... I'll still love you. If you can't walk I'll still marry you... If you can't move your body... I'm still gonna love you..."

I feel soft tears rolling down my cheeks. I stare at Subaru surprised.
He moves his head and cups my cheeks and stared at me.

"I didn't fall in love with you because of how you look.... Even though you're beautiful in my opinion...."

I blush at his comment and smile.

"Not because of your body or anything like that. I fell in love you. And I'm going to continue to love you forever...."

He pulls me into a warm embrace and places his head lightly on my shoulder. And I return the hug. The hairs on the back up my neck stand up when I hear him whisper into my neck.

"If you want me to be honest.... During New Years Eve..... I felt so honored to.... To...."

He pauses for a quick second but then continues.
"To have pleasured you the way how you always do to me just by exsiting...."

I'm taken aback from what he says. I feel hot tears running down my cheeks as a smile curls it's way to my lips.

"I love you Yume.... Forever..... And I'll never stop..."

I slowly nod my head with my eyes closed.

"And I'll always love you forever too Subaru.... And nothing will ever change that...."

I lean over to his ear. Which is easy considering that he has to lean over a bit to reach me height.

"Happy birthday Subaru.... From your soon to be loving wife.... Nijino Yume...."

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GOD DAMN IT WHY CAN'T SOMEBODY LOVE ME THE WAY SUBARU DOES TO YUME IN THIS BOOK;------------------;

Welp there's a reason me and my friends are going to the dance as the HamilTrash Squad official Forever Alone club.

-Sigh-
Also a boy called me and Floor losers today(January 11)
And I'm going to beat the living shit out of that boy he says one more thing offending to me or my friends.

Anyway see you guys next week!
Bai!