Hello, there~

It's been a while. A while since I updated this book, a while since since I last found writing enjoyable, a while since I touched my Pokéfic drafts.

To be honest, I don't why I'm even writing this. Maybe I just want to get dome stuff off my chest? Nothing too serious, don't worry.

It's just that I've come to a certain realisation. About what kind of things I want to write and maybe the things I want to do. Everything is unfolding ever so slowly but I'm getting there I guess. I've come to understand that I do not wish to write action as a genre as much as I did before. It's fine if it's a few action scenes sprinkled here and there; a few chapters at most. I do not wish to write anything to intense in terms of a succession of events.

I want to take my time, write something more like a slice of life where I get to both practice my storytelling and description ( I badly need to work on those ). I want to be a able to fully invest myself in a certain character and focus on what they feel, what effect their surroundings have on them. I want to write something more soothing, more calm and quiet, more close to heart. The Pokéfic I've drafted is a bit like that. I haven't written down all the details yet but I hope I can publish it someday. It'll be like my ode to Hoenn.

On the other hand, I have so many ideas for so many stories that It's all jumbled up in my head. I'm so excited about these stories 'cause they along got a nice storyline or could develop into quite interesting ideas! Well, sometimes I get so into it that I get headaches. Other times, I'm just feel so burned out...I don't want to leave Wattpad but I don't want to force myself to write either.

I've been struggling with my Bleach fanfic. Not because I don't have any plot or storyline- far from that. I just don't get as much inspiration like I used to despite wanting to deliver a good story. Everything's there, waiting to be used but it feels like it's wasted because I seem to hit a massive wall almost every single time I try.

That being said, I do feel better and when it comes to personal mental health I'm happy to say that I've been working on myself . I feel happier and more energetic lately. I still get tired out easily but I see it as a win probably because I've been improving.

Anyway, I hope you have a good day. Stay safe and take care.

Blaze, out!