Chapter 54: My unfaithful lover

''Arnav...!''

That one word has the capacity to heal all her wounds.

Her heart filled with joy. She held his hand and interlocked with hers like her entire life dependent on just this moment.

''How dare you Raizada..How could you left your khushi..'' She pushed him with her tiny fingers with all the frustration and longings she had suffered in those few hours without him..

''I will die without you..'' when she give up, she throw herself against him and cried bitterly and felt him as closer as possible. Sooner their heartbeat become one. A shear relization swept between them. As they broke apart, Tears automatically made their way..

''Why you let me go Arnavji..I hate you..I hate you..'' She punch him in between..

''But i love you..'' He kissed her tears lovingly and repeated his actions on other side.

''Mujhe jyada tumhe koi pyaar nahi kar sakhta..(No man can love you more than me) No one..

''Hum jante the ap ayenge..hum jate the ap hame akela nahi chodenge.. (I know you will come..I know you never leave me alone)

''Jaanu..If you keep punching like this then our baby think his mother always torture his poor papa..'' He try to move but she doesn't allow him crushing him in her close embrace..

''Don't you try to leave me else i will beat you up..''

He smiled aesthetically getting her love when in a sudden he felt a tiny figure from behind.. His eyes narrowed the moment both Asr meet...

''Is it really mine..?'' She nodded hugging him sideways..

''Thank you for giving me Ayaan..''

''Ayaan?''

''Hmm..ayaan..god gift..our symbol of love, Ayaan..''

He went speechless not knowing what to say. He got everything he always desire..In fact more than he ever imagined or dream..he is unable to control the happiness that is overflowing through his eyes. There is the heaviness in his voice as he utter his name for the first time. Khushi gesture him to hold him. He is reluctant at first, slowly she guide him and he did as per her instruction. He is tiny, too fragile yet beautiful creature came from heaven staring at them lovingly gripping their hands together.

''Its our baby Arnavji..''

No! ITS NOT MY BABY! His expression changed into serious one..

''You cheated me, khushi! You are a bloody liar.. You sleep with that bas**** and made him sleep with my Di..''

She went froze.

YOU DISGUST ME, Khushi and so does your child..

Arnavji..!!!!!!!! Please believe me..Its our baby..Your child..Please believe me...Entire life I only loved one man that is you..You are my everything..

''Di..Di...Hosh mein ao..'' Arohi splash water on her face seeing her talking to herself.

Bewildered khushi, look around in the search of him..

''Where is my Arnavji..?'' She try to got up, fell back due to pain.

''What's wrong with you, Di..He haven't come..neither going to come in future..''

''Shut up Aru..I know you dislike him..but that doesn't mean you say anything against him and i will tolarate it..No i won't..never..''

Arohi shake her bringing her back to reality.. Khushi look around and started to call his name desperately..

''Where is he?''

''Who?''

''Your jiju..''

''You have still having hope he will ever come..He don't deserve your love Di that's what i was trying to say to you in alter but that man brainwashed your mind and marry you..And look again he played with your emotions and leave you after spending night with you..

''NO!!!!!!!! My Arnavji was here..He meet me, took ayaan in his arms and we were talking to him..''

''Face the reality Di..He don't care about you..I called him numerous times but he is not willing to reply neither any of his family members care to inquire about your health..They are selfish greedy people...''

''Its not possible..my Arnav was there..He had been there...She lifted Ayaan and his eyes too speak the truth..no one out there ready to believe it except her son..''

HE DITCHED YOU AGAIN Di...

Such kind of rich men only learn to use women for their lust..no emotions..no feeling affected them..you have to be strong for yourself..For your baby.. For me..(She cupped her face) I can't see you like this..Please be brave..But shook her head in denial..Her heart knows he was there she had felt his heartbeat..this can't be a lie.. She got up and went out of ward calling out his name..

''Di sambhalo apne apko..agar ap aise tut jayenge toh is nanhi si jaan ka kya hoga..''(Calm down if you get broken who will be with this small bundle..)

''You are taking too much stress..''Take a deep breathe and rest..I am right here

''Believe me Aru..he..--''

Doctor arrived and monitor her seeing her condition. On being asked, he told that Khushi is facing a major trauma in her life, due to this she is hallucinating things what aren't happened..

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Her condition getting drastic day by day, Arnav absence tore her heart into million pieces. There is no recovery from her side. Doctor gave her sedative to lessen her stress as she again got the panic attack forth time in 2 days. Arohi worry increases, Though she hates him but she also wanted to bring Asr knowing well he is only remedy of her wounds but now she lost hopes he ever turn up. She is feeling very helpless. But there is one person who is very happy to see Khushi suffering.

Arohi weep on Aman's shoulder whose heart is at peace by her suffering.

In the past Khushi had recovered from those attack due to love for her baby but fate again brought her back to the same place where it all started. Arnav's love had healed her but did she again come out of her trauma again?

After few days, Khushi got discharged and come back home with little ayaan in her arms. She try to live for him but its getting difficult to survive without Arnav. She had become very quite and prefer being aloof. One could say she is alive but her soul died. Only breathing for her son Ayaan who always cheer her up by showing some moves..

Aman glance her from far who is sleeping and continuously mumbling Arnav name...

'Destiny has brought you the same place where my Sister had been there. You and your so called husband spoiled Mahi's life and forced her to commit suicide..She also wanted to be a mother but you both killed my pregnant sister and killed her baby..history would be repeat again..Just wait and watch what i would do to you and your son..Miss Gupta..'' He rose up in rage.

''Arnav singh raizada! Tum khushi ko kabhi hasil nahi kar paoge (You never gain her again..) Even being so close to her and your son you would be deprive of their love..Your family remain incomplete..and My heart will be at peace that day you hold dead bodies of your dearest wife and son..''

Aman speak out looking at Khushi but least did he know his words been heard by Ayaan whose grip tighetened.

''Bad bad uncle..!'' He mumbled with his face turning red.

Aman to himself: I am sorry Aru..I love you dearly..i am feeling bad i am taking advantage of your trust, spreading poison in your Di's life..but believe me this is for better.. I genuinly love you..i i won't leave your hand like your jiju left your di...i know you would be hurt by your Di death but don't worry i will always be there to take care of you..And tonight i will mark you as mine..I will love you like no one ever loved you..

He smile to himself when he felt a hand on his shoulder..

He composed himself and drew her close.

Arohi: Yeh sab kya ho gaya Aman..(She cried bitterly) My di..What he had done to that innocent soul..He again broke her heart..How can a person be so cruel to his wife and son..My di love him madly but what he did, he again shattered her.. She can't able to look at her distraught Khushi

''Not once he care to meet her, to know how is she? At this stage when she need him most he left her..he again leave her.. What kind of man he is? This is what i always feared the most.. She cried on his shoulder without knowing he is the main reason her di to lost her only love.

Don't cry Arohi..I can't see you cry..It make me more guilty..(He try to control himself and close his eyes in resistance.) While little ayaan shooting daggers at him.

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Few more days passed..It been a month now. But everything remain same..Her inner wound getting more worse. She spend entire day and night standing near the window in a hope he will arrive. But that day never come.. she got no news of him..

Why mumma is crying..? Ayaan little cheeks clouded with tears seeing his mother misery.. He wanted to tell her truth, he wanted to tell her what his little mind witness about his father. Hearing his cry, she turn before wiping her cheeks and went near the crib.

''What happen to my shona..Why you are crying..?'' She try to smile viewing his red pouty face..

He continue to stare her with his big brown wet eyes..She began talking to him in her baby voice. Her heart and mind clenching with pain and sorrow but she never show her side to him Least did she know he can read her eyes just like his father..She wanted to drown in those eyes that always remind her about HIM. Somehow she controk herself and continue to blabber him but it doesn't affect him. Then she saw big tears in his eyes..

Khushi: No bachha don't cry..Mumma is there na..I will never leave you..So what papa not with us..You know you are the best thing happen to me..You are the only reason your mumma got your papa love..Her Face sadden by the mere thought of him..Where is he? Why he doesn't came to meet her? Her mind again engrossed in this thoughts until she heard his soft sob..

She started to shower him with numerous kisses and hugs.. Ayaan get emotional and cuddle to his mother making a soft cry.

Somewhere she knew the reason of his sadness..he might be missing his father and no matter what she will go and meet him. She can stay away from him, but Ayaan? Why he is treating like this with his own son? Did they meant nothing to him? Did everything finished between them..She is the one to be punished, why he is detaching himself from his son who had no fault into this.. She felt a tug in her heart..

Sometimes she thought why she fell in love with him..? But she console herself everything happen for good..If he didn't play with her heart, she never got Ayaan..she never able to experience this beautiful feeling of being a mother..

She put him in her lap and feed him, in between sobbing biting her lips..After sometime, she felt a warm hand touching her face. She look down and see he had stop sucking her milk and again started his starring session like he is reading her.. Her heart swell up by his sweet gesture..She smiled in tears kissing his small little fingers.. 

Everyone saying your papa broke all relations with us..he never come back to me but my heart knows this is not true..He love me...Only me..Who will know more than you..You had experienced his love haina? He blink his eyes showing his cheeky smile..

Somehow she put him to nape, at first it was very tough job to handle him as he is as stubborn as his father.. but somehow she managed and decided to go to raizada mansion..

Arnavji..kaha hain aap?

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Asr are you sure..? His lawyer asked him waiting for his one node who is struggling with himself. Arnav had his eyes closed with his hand fidgeting..

As he snap his head, he gave his agreement and sign those papers..

Asr: Go on Mr roy..I want everything to be done urgently.. There is a steel expression on his face..

Mr roy: Does your family knows..I mean..Your wife..

Arnav: That's none of business..do as i say..

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As she rose on her feet, Ayaan again got up and started to show his tantrum. This made khushi to be beside him. She patted his back while he kicked her for the 3rd time in the last 1 hour.

He make a sound indicating her something. Khushi show her eyes telling him to sleep.

''Ayu..don't trouble your mumma..Otherwise i will complain to your papa..'' Hearing his name, Ayaan raged into fire and this time kicked her even harder..

Khushi was quite taken aback by her toddler strength..

Khushi: Jaisa baap vaisa beta..She frowned laying him down from her lap calming him a bit. After sometime, his eyes began getting heavy him and then she carefully placed him in a crib and get ready...

Khushi: I am sorry bachhu i have to go..(She kissed his cute button nose and barged out..)

As soon as she took her step toward entrance, she heard door bell rang..

''Oh no kahi Aru toh nahi...''(Hope its not Aru) ''hope not..'' She open the door. To her relief it was someone else..

Khushi: Ji?

Person: Mrs raizada..

Khushi: Yes..

Person: ''I am Asr's PA..This is for you..'' Her eyes sparkled instantly reading her name in the paper..Her happiness reached no boundry. She smiled cheerfully thinking he would be planning a surprise for her..for his new arrival.. But all her hopes and happiness been snatched as soon as realization of bitter reality came face to face...

*DIVORCE PAPERS*

Her hands shaken..All her dreams to make a perfect family ruined in just one moment..

''No this is not true..It's a lie..a lie..'' She fell down on the ground with painful tears rolling down her face..

Her heart stop to pump..

*BLACK OUT*

Di..

To be continued!

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