Chapter 19: His betrayal and her pain of that one mistake

Flashback continues..

Khushi was madly and deeply in love with her Arnavji by every passing day. She never imagined she would ever get a perfect life partner like him. He was ready to sacrifice anything to just bring smile on her face. Their small fight and his wooing her was so aesthetic that she drowned into deep ocean. His cute gesture always make her feel so happy that was inexpressible. Sometimes she feel her heart will explode by his unconditional love. She feel like crying in happiness. She used to wonder how can a person be so understanding and lovable to make her forget everything. Nothing can be more blissful and beautiful than cherishing these lovely moments in togetherness. Without him, her life was worthless. Emotions like 'true love' only exist in this world and she is the one lucky girl, experiencing this feeling being close to him. Khushi was a girl who believe in eternal bond, true love, fairy tale romance and Arnav was possibly making it happen, only for HER.

Whenever he was close, she drown in heaven and gave in to his demand as she trust him more than anything . But she was still hesitant to reciprocate without marriage. The way he careless her with his eyes, she feel like dying in those eyes as she only see her image into it. She wounded her arms around him, of never ever letting him go. Her life was complete now in every way. She believe there is no one like her Arnavji in the whole world. Sometimes she felt she was dreaming, fantasizing him. But the reality was more cruel than any imagination. Everything was going smoothly. He made her feel the most special girl in this world. She was overwhelmed in joy by his pampering.

Arnav was back from his morning jog and was now sitting in his study. He felt a soft palm covering his eyes. His lips curved recognizing her scent. He shifted her into his lap and make a sweet love to her mouth. It was his daily routine to start and end his day by her kiss. She shyly look down.

He can't admit but somehow she became a important part of his life. Sometimes he forgot and getting lost in her eyes and her virgin touch. But then he brushed all those thoughts by remembering that humiliation and her slap that was still remain fresh in his mind like a fire. He look into her eyes with such an intensity to burn her in shyness. She place her palm to cover his eyes instead he kissed her softness.

Slowly, his finger began to open the zip of her back. Khushi open her eyes and stop his hand from going inside her shirt. He pull her closer in his lap in an intimate way and kissed her lips hungrily by then. She could feel his love oozing her the way he was ravishing her. He left her mouth and made his way toward her neck and nibbled her skin. She didn't realize when his gentle kisses turn into aggression one. Her eyes welled up overcoming by the love she was receiving.

''Arnavji its hurting..'' She looked up at him and noticed his eyes expressing some unspoken desire. His wild ways making her senses whirl. She peck his lips in response and look into his eyes innocently. She was still laying in his lap with her arms snaked around his shoulder.

''I have something special for you?'' He scrunched his eyebrow in questioning when she took out a red rose from somewhere. He feel touched and took the rose.

''Khushi yeh..'' He was speechless.

''This is for my first and last love!'' Her innocent way of expressing her love always melt his stone heart. He feel something strong that was pulling him more and more toward her. He look into her eyes and brushed the rose on her face and move lower and lower. She shuddered as moved toward her neck and exposed skin. She closed her eyes and clutched his shirt nervously. She began heaving as his finger reaches her cleavage, which sooner replaced it by his hot and crazy kisses. This is too much for her to bare. She arch back and placed her shivered palm on his mouth in restraining as they were going too far in their relationship. She try to move but his grip tightened on her wrist.

''Chodiye hame.. Jaane dijiye..'' (Let me go) Her eyes and body gesture seek him to stop. He continue tasting her sweetness with a smug smile on his face.

''Please..'' She moaned. Gosh how much he hated when she say PLEASE to him in her innocent cute voice. He move backward letting her go and she stood up straightening her dress. His eyes still devouring her lovingly. She blushed and avoid looking at his intense brown eyes.

''Get ready at sharp 8PM and wear the dress I gifted you..'' She nodded bowing her head down and immediately ran away, chanting Devimaiyya name.

''Aj raat tumhari Devimaiya bhi tumhe mera hone se nahi rok sakhti..'' (Tonight not even your Devimaiya will able to save you from my wrath..'') He smirked devilishly.

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They came out from the car with their hand interlocked. Arnav's arm resting behind her waist while they walked in a penthouse. She looked on surprised as there is no one around expect them.

''Arnavji you told me we are here to attend a party?'' He smirked and brought her to the dance floor.

''Yes a party but only you and me..'' He spun her thin waist and lifted her up from the ground in a sexy manner and gave a long smooch. All the new feeling making her blind. There is something in his eyes that drugged her toward him. A soft music played on the background and both keep dancing in a dance floor with his hand seductively playing with her's. In between dance, he capture her lips. Her softness was brushing against his hard chest. Khushi slightly push him and turned her head away as she wasn't able to take this torture anymore. She was scared to look in those eyes. It was all dark with desire.

Within a second, he hugged her from behind and snacked his rough hand around her milky waist which is all revealed to him. They were swinging in the rhythm of music. She was giggling and laughing in sheer joy. It was indeed so lovable being in those irresistible arms. He make her turn to look into his desirable dark eyes. They keep staring when Arnav broke the silence with his words.

''Did I tell you that you looked breath taking today..'' She blushed the way his eyes adore her. Khushi began chattering and as usual he was smiling and admiring her beautiful face.

''You talk a lot..My love..'' He pull her aggressively closer and stop her voice by capturing her lips with such a shear force that blinded her senses. He gave her deep wet French kisses and then lean down to lick and suck her hard nipple making her go rigid. She shrieked. This time she didn't push him. She gave in to his demand and snaked around his neck in an open invitation. They grabbed each other strongly as waves of passion washed over them. Khushi's knees gave away as his wild ways was causing havoc all over her body which was too hard to neglect. Without leaving her lips, he lifted her up into his arms and walked toward his suite. On reaching the destination, he pushed her on his large giant bed and kicked the door shut and sooner joined her to mark each and every inch of her body without leaving a single inch to be claimed by him.

Her dress already dismissed when he ripped it on the ground long time back to get a full view of her. After ripping, sucking, and thrusting her wildly, she reached the orgasm as soon as he broke her last virginal walls. She jolted into deep passion. He make her come and they climax together in a very tempting way.

After a long and aggressive love making session, he collapse in between her breast as sweat licked their bodies. The room was disheveled and the bed all filled with her virginity broken. Their bodies become one. A lone tear escape from the corner of her eyes. He interlocked with her hands and kissed her cheeks. She look into his eyes with all her love and give in to his demands trusting his words and love. Even she had lost count how much sessions they actually had.

A soft duvet was only covering their nude bodies but he was still not enough of her. She laid into his arms, her down below all in pain but she was at peace by his soothing way of healing her pain into pleasurable one. A slumber took over her after a long tiring night. He open his eyes and trace his finger on her bare back. The mark of claim made him remember he completed his revenge finally.

Next morning she wake up late at 11 AM. She open her eyes. Her limps was stiff and body was sore. A satisfied smile appeared on her face as she stretched her arms. Her eyes scanned the whole room but he was not present. It took her by surprise. She pulled the sheets to cover her naked form and checked him everywhere but he was nowhere. Fear started tormenting her. She went out to search him without caring about her sore body and disheveled state.

Arnavji!!!!!! She was crazily looking for him. Her face went pale as she couldn't found him anywhere. This couldn't be true. Her eyes become moist and suddenly the beautiful picture began crumbling.

Hold on your trust. Something inside her told her even when she shed those painful tears.

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''Don't you dare take her name from your bloody mouth!!!!!'' Arnav grabbed a person's collar furiously getting highly agitated. The moment he take his khushi name, he lost all his control. It was the same goon whom he gave money to flirt with khushi but he dare to cross his limit by touching her that night. Thankfully, he came on time and stop all his filthy act. Arnav cannot tolerate this at all and upon that he was threatening him for more cash.

''Come on Asr..don't be a jerk..You are talking like you are in love with her..Don't behave like a possessive lover...She really beat us like hell and I want more money..''

''Shut up and get lost before I kill you!!!!!'' He snarled. But the person didn't stop.

''She is indeed a wild cat..Didn't you see how badly she beat me that day seeing you injured..seems she is truly in love with you without knowing it was all your act to win her ..She really can't see you in pain..poor girl! I'm feeling bad for her. Did you really had sex with her? He asked looking at his swollen lips, hiccies and bite marks on his exposed skin. Arnav eyed him.

''She have no idea what a freaking player you are..Hats off to your skills. What a mind blowing game you played to grab her on bed..Anyways if you are done with her, can I have a chance to spend a night with her..She is really hot and beautif-..'' His words left incomplete when a hard punch landed on that goon's face. He wanted to kill him right away but stopped on his tracks when a sound from behind grabbed his attention.

He lifted his head and saw her lying on the floor. Her body was shivering. Did she hear their talks????? His eyes widen.

He swung to his feet and approached her weakening state. He took her shaken form into his arms and patted her cheeks. Slowly, she open her eyes and smile warmly.

''I love you..'' She whispered looking deep into his eyes. Tears already drenched her cheeks. She was feeling relief seeing him. She touched his face audibly and he sighed. That means she didn't see or hear anything?

''You scared me! Aise laga jaise hamari saas hi ruk gayi apke bina..'' (My breathe almost stop without you) Her voice was so weak that didn't come out from her mouth. He clenched his teeth. Don't know why he is feeling bad. Slowly he lifted his gaze and met her eyes that is only conveying love and trust for him. Instantly he look away.

''Don't love me so much, khushi! I'm selfish..'' She smiled and open her arms to enclosed him into her arms forever. A hissed escaped from her end when he made her stand. He look down and notice her posture with his narrowing eyes. Her sensitive part still causing her lot of pain.

''What is it?'' His voice was stern. Even she didn't realize how she came outside by wrapping herself only with sheets. Arnav absence scared her so much that for a second she thought she lost him. He remove his coat and covered her properly before anyone eye on his property.

''One day you have to live without me and look what you made yourself..'' He spat at her and she shivered more. And then those tears in her eyes made him culprit.

Swiftly, he walked inside his penthouse and placed her on the bed. The same bed where he ripped her body and used her, crashing all her dreams and trust. He slightly turn but she hold his hand, not letting him to go.

''Mat jayiye..'' (Don't go) He closed his eyes and his fist clenched. He move around and lay beside her and khushi placed her head on his chest securely. His warmth was so soothing. She smiled weakly. He look away, not able to look into her eyes that has so faith for him.

''Kyu aisa feel kar raha hu main..kyu khushi se dur jane mein itni takleef ho rahi hain..Why dammit????? (Why I'm feeling like that.why I can't able to go away from khushi?)

He thought after spending night, he throw her out from his life by revealing all the truth but unfortunately he couldn't. How can he break her heart?Unknowingly, he was feel calm as she didn't heard their talks otherwise..?

''Hum apse bahat pyaar karte hain..sabse jyada..apni jaan se bi jyada..Aap ek pal ke liye humse dur hote hain hum maar jate hain..'' (I love you so much, more than my life and anything else..Whenever you go away from my sight I felt that I died)

He heard her stupid craps and began getting more furious. He turned toward her and kissed her forehead and gesture her to take rest after giving her pain killer. Khushi slept peacefully but Arnav was not there. He went to make a call to Lavanya.

After sometime she tossed and turned into the bed. But this time he was beside her otherwise she again get panic and start her emotional drama. He thought.

She get totally addicted to him. After giving herself completely to a man she loved, she can't imagine a single moment without Arnav. He wanted to leave her but her trust and love was so strong that keep bonded him with her in unwanted relation.

Next morning they came back to their hotel room. Arnav was standing in a pool slipping coffee. His mind lost in deep thought. A call from lavanya broke his reverie.

''Asr where were you..Why you didn't call me back? I missed you so badly..''

''I missed you too..'' He closed his eyes feeling vulnerable and unsure.

''You got so busy now-a-days..You totally forgot me..Don't tell me you found some other girl in London..Are you planning to ditch me..?'' She sounded upset. His eyes flew open in an instant hearing her statement.

''I'm only yours lavanya..No girl has the capability to take your place in my life..I only love you..keep it in your mind..'' She smiled happily and he paused for a moment.

''Everything will be fine after my return..I will not let any damn girl to spoil our relationship..'' He said pressing each and every word like he was trying to convince himself, not Lavanya. He shut it off immediately and took a deep breathe to calm his ragged nerves.

''Don't get your hopes high, khushi! I'm not going to marry you.. You meant nothing to me, Nothing! I hate you..My revenge is over and now I don't need you anymore in my life..'' He exclaimed curtly.

''You say something..'' He turned his sharp gaze to look at her cheerful smile and then averted to gaze at a coffee tray she was holding. She noticed some different expression on his face which she never seen before.

''What??'' She was taken aback by his coldness.

''Your coffee..'' She extended in front of him with a broad smile. His grip tightened on her shoulder. Tray already discarded on the ground due to his rage.

''What the hell you think of yourself..Stop behaving like my wife because you are not MY WIFE Samjhi tum!!!!!!!!!'' Her body shifted in fear.

''Girlfriend ho..Girlfriend banke raho..biwi banne ki koshish bhi mat karna..'' (Be my girlfriend and don't try act like you are my wife..because you are not..) Her eyes welled up hearing his harsh words.

''Hume [Sob]e maaf[sobs] kar[sobs] dijiye..[sobs] He was feeling more guilty now. He slightly turned and closed his eyes with clenched jaws, the moment he heard her cry. Wiping her tears, he embrace her apologetically.

''I'm sorry Jaan..I'm so sorry..I didn't mean to hurt you..Don't know what's wrong with me..'' She nodded weakly but silently sobbing as his words still ringing in her ears. She trembled.

His lips claimed her. He kissed her mouth to pacify her but without their realization, it turned passionate and furious. He lifted her up onto his shoulder and disappears in the room where they complete each other for next few hours. Days and hours passed so quickly that they didn't comprehend it already one month they were in London enjoying their new life. Finally the most unwanted day is arrived when they return back to India.

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''What're you doing khushi?'' He asked as she covered his eyes sheepishly, stepping in his cabin. He groaned irritated and remove her hand. Exited, she showed him something. He scrunched his eyebrow lifting his eyes.

'This is a taweez my mother put on me when she passed out.. I have always cherish it but now I wanted to give you...You are most important thing in my life..Without you, khushi is nothing.. This taweez meant to protect you from all evil eyes..'' He look on feeling really upset and touched. With happy tears, she put it around him. He touched her cheeks to wipe her tears.

''You don't need to do this khushi..I respect your wordily things and..'' He don't know what to say.

''This is very precious to me.. If you wear it I will feel your every heartbeat even being away from you..'' He began wondering and getting pissed off. Never in his life, he felt a strong connection with any girl. Not even lavanya did so much for him. Why she is sacrificing her mother's last symbol for me? He never seen a girl so exited for a small things. His heart soften for a moment but he immediately come back to his Asr mood. His mind not ready to accept the defeat. She can't win him at any cost. He have to show this middle class cheap girl her real place. She hugged him with all her heart. While he looked on disinterested.

''This girl is such a pain..'' Here he is trying to get rid off her but she stick to him like glue.

After two days, Arnav throw a grand party for achieving the number 1 business man award. His gaze rested at the door. Why he is waiting for khushi? I should think about Lavanya not khushi. He groaned and walking toward the bar counter to chilled his mind. That's when a girl collide with him. Her heel tilted in a sudden. He try to balance himself while she slipped taking him on top of her.

''I'm sorry miss..Are you okay..? She stopped, looking into his eyes. Immediately he got up and she stood to look at him.

''Mahi...my name is Mahi..'' She gaze him all lost. She look like a teenager, a wild teenager. He raised his eyebrow. She come back to her senses and extended her hand. Casually, he shake her hand. But she was still holding his hand.

''Excuse me..My hand?'' She left his hand only to stare at him. Both had a formal talk and he went out to check for khushi. She felt a strong attraction toward him. During the entire night, she keep glancing him but he was least interested in anyone other than khushi.

Mahi was studying in abroad from past 3 years. Recently she return taking the first flight to wish her brother. She was all set to surprise her brother on his 28th birthday. However, she came in a party to meet Aman. But she never thought she got so attracted to any man in a first meet.

That one unwanted meeting create a deep impact on Mahi. She couldn't help but his image keep lingering in her mind and heart. After that night, she began making excuses to meet him. She was getting totally obsessed with Arnav. She wanted him anyhow.

Aman noticed some changes in her behavior from the time she was back from Abroad. Few times he saw her with Asr which is definitely not good for her in near future. But what he don't know it was only casual meeting from Arnav's side. He never show any interest on her. But Mahi didn't give up. She try a lot to attract him toward her. But everything in vain as he was completely involved with khushi.

Aman make several attempt to make her understand as her madness reaching at peak. But she was too stubborn. All she wanted Asr, only Asr. She was in no term to hear a word against him and pleaded him to send her alliance as she wanted to marry him. When Aman didn't get convinced, she lied to him saying Asr too loved her and she is carrying his baby. The news literally shaken him. Unwillingly, he agreed to meet Asr for the sake of his sister love. They both climb up the stair to reach Asr's cabin. Mahi was damn exited and happy getting her brother approval.

The moment Aman saw the unpleasant act, his entire body rooted at the ground. Arnav and khushi was kissing each other crazily in his cabin. Mahi couldn't wait anymore and run away from there.

The images of their kissing keep haunting Mahi every single second. She was getting hyper and aggressive. It was getting difficult for Aman to handle her. There closeness was something she couldn't tolerate. She decided to meet khushi and went to her flat next day. She told khushi she is carrying Asr's baby thinking she go away from his life and then there will be no hindrance between them. But her plan backfired as khushi didn't believe her at all. She slapped Mahi for her stupid lie without any second delay and kicked her out from her flat.

''Khushi..I'm telling the truth..He is ditching you..he don't love you...he love me?''

''Stop your bloody non sense..voh humse bahat pyaar karte hain..tum kya duniya ki koi bhi takat hame unse alag nahi kar sakhti..'' (Arnavji is only mine..he love me more than anything...no-one in the world will able to separate us) She stated confidently and shut the door on her face. This disgrace wasn't go easy for Mahi.

''You dare to snatch My Asr..You will regret khushi..you will regret till your last breathe..'' She flinched giving a deadly glare and laughed like a maniac. Now only khushi have to bear consequence of her own act.

''Agar Asr mera nahi ho sakhta toh vo tumhara bhi kabhi nahi hoga..I promise..'' (If Arnav cannot be mine..i will not let him to be yours..this is my promise..) She let out a wicked laugh and cut her slit, putting all the blaim on Arnav and khushi before taking last breathe.

She used her own brother as her pawn. She made the situation such that Aman believe that Asr ruin his sister's life and goaded her to abort her child while in reality, it was a big LIE. Mahi distraught state tremble him. Her death create a deep impact on him. To fulfill her sister last wish, he joined hands with Lavanya.

On the other hand, khushi was constantly asking Arnav to announce about their affair to everyone, specially Lavanya. She was feeling guilty whenever Lavanya discuss about Arnav. She don't want to keep her best friend in dark. But Asr keep ignoring her request and they carried on into their relationship. Khushi decided to talk with lavanya by herself and one day, she went to her house to confront her.

The door wasn't locked. Khushi ignored everything and open the door to stepped inside her bedroom. She froze at the spot seeing the view in front of her eyes. Lavanya was hugging Arnav from behind.

''Asr why you avoiding me? Don't you love me?'' He turned and pulled her into his embrace.

''Of-course I love you..we are meant to be together and we will marry soon..'' She grinned in happiness and kissed his cheeks. Everything spin around khushi the moment those words escaped from his mouth. Lavanya tilted her head and smirked when she saw khushi witnessing their conversation.

Present day:

Arnav was climbing down the stairs and went to move out from his mansion. He open the door that's when Anjali came in. She get astonished seeing him in a sudden. She compose herself immediately by putting her dupatta on places.

''Chotte! You were going somewhere..?'' He nodded and she went to move inside without any wait. Suddenly her dupatta flew away making him glued on his spot. His eyes popped out when he noticed the side of her sleeve was slightly tore.

''Di how this happen?'' He was froze in shock.

''Relax chotte...there is nothing serious while coming back from Mandir my dress get stuck somewhere and it get tore..''

''Are you sure Di?'' She sweetly nodded patting his cheeks in assurance.

''You should be careful Di..your dignity and safety is very important to me..'' The person who himself ripped a girl dignity was talking like that. What an irony?

The heaviness of those voice bring a proud smile on her face. Once he departed, Anjali gave a quick message to someone with nervousness.

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''What a pleasant surprise Bhaiya!'' Arohi greeted Arnav cheerfully and gesture him inside.

''How are you feeling now..?'' He took a seat in front of her and they carried on talking.

''I'm absolutely fine but how come you here..? How you get my address? How is Akash? Di is not allowing me to step out..'' She started her non stop blabber without break. He chuckled seeing glimpse of his khushi in her.

''Didn't your Di told you? We are working together..'' He said fiercely and started to look here and there to get a glimpse of her.

''Really? That's really cool. Between how you know my di?'' She shot with another query.

''I know her more than I know myself..'' He looked so thoughtful and sure.

''What?????????''

''Nothing.. where is khu..I mean Miss gupta??'' Arohi looked shocked seeing his desperation.

''Few minutes back, I saw her in store room carrying some old books..'' She said casually without realizing her words almost skipped his beat. He rose up in a sudden.

''Are you nuts?? She is pregnant dammit..Don't you know she is not allowed to carry any heavy burden at this stage..'' Without caring about anything, he rushed inside like she is only medicine of his illness.

''Lo kar lo baat yeh toh aise bhage jaise mere di inhike bachhe ki ma banne wali hain..'' She grinned creepily. (He is behaving like he is father of my di's unborn)

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''What the hell you doing here?????'' He was horrified when he saw her standing at the edge of the table. She was coughing due to dust while her toes curl to reach her hand toward the upper shelf to bring out something.

''I'm talking to you dammit!!!!!!!''

His sudden sharp voice jerk her by which the stool got imbalanced. He rushed to hold her and both fell on the ground upon each other. Khushi open her eyes fearfully. She look down and saw his hand protectively supporting her pregnant stomach.

''Tum theek ho..'' Their eyes met and a soft Rabba ve played on the background. He was staring at her with expressing that he had no name of. There is an anger, frustration, pain and resentment in her eyes.

''Get off me NOW..'' When he didn't move, she move to swung on her feet. Arnav grabbed her hand and jerked her, making her fall to him again.

''Apna nahi toh kaam se mere bachhe ka toh khayal kiya hota.. Tumhari devimaiya ne mujhe tumhe har baar bachane ka contract nahi diya hain..'' (Not yours at-least think about my baby you are carrying...your devimaiyya didn't gave me contract to always catch you) There eyes fixed momentarily. A cold breeze wave them.

He carried his hand to brushed her hair tendril by which she tilted her head immediately. Finally when he lifted his gaze to look at her, there is only hatred in her eyes.

''Don't touch me with your filthy hands..'' Her warning glare bring a wide smirk on his face. Even his gentleness anger her.

''Hayee..yeh gussa..you looking more beautiful in this avtar..'' She struggled but his grip was stronger. His hazel eyes were so lost as if they couldn't see.

Move!!!!!!! She roared.

''What if I say no..'' He snapped. She gave him the same glare he was showing.

''Then I have better ways to get rid off you..'' Within a second, she kicked his stomach making him fell back. He yelped. She rose on her feet in victory.

''Next time..think thousand times before coming close to me because I'm not the same khushi you used to know..'' She remarked in determination.

Before she took her foot forward, he grabbed her and twisted her hands to pinned her at the nearby walls, trapping her into his cage of love.

''My wild cat...How many times I told you don't mess with me..I don't like your rejection and now you have to bear a sweet punishment of hitting me..'' There was a threat in his voice.

To be continued!

Precap: ''Arshi last confrontation in past..''

I wanted to clarify few points. The Consummation portion which is shown in this update, it was from the prologue part. In upcoming chapters, you will see new side of khushi. Probably you started disliking her by what she is going to do in near future. The main reason of writing flashback part in detail was only to make you aware how badly he trashed her innocence and take her love for granted. He will be going to realize his love for khushi very soon and would confess her in a very intense way in near future.

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