Chapter 32: Be mine!

Lavanya greeted him with her warm smile and came running into his arms. While he was standing near the door with cold expression. Exited, she drag him inside and made him seat at the edge of the bed. He look around and saw entire room was decorated with candles and roses like a big celebration going on.

''Welcome darling..'' She kiss his cheeks and envelop him into her arms. Her painful face haunting him everywhere. He was too focus in khushi that he didn't notice what Lavanya was speaking.

Arnav look at a wine glass she offered blankly. Seductively, She lean her glass to toss.

''I am glad to see you back home..'' Her phrase brought his action back toward her. He look around the decoration of his room with red furious eyes. She was trying to hold him but he moved backwards.

''What all this..'' Furiously he throw the glass on the floor letting it too break into several pieces.

''Who gave you right to enter my bedroom without permission and do all this craps?'' He roared in anger.

''Asr..'' She moved and carried her hand to touch him.

''Dare to get close to me..''

''But..''

Just shut up!!!!!!!!!! He took a sharp breathe to calm his nerves. Then, he look at Lavanya whose eyes flickering with hope.

''Listen Lavanya, I have no time for your so called cheap tactics.. I am here to tell you something very important..''

''What happen Asr..didn't you like color of my dress..'' He look away frustrated. She could clearly see worry on his face.

''I can't marry you Lavanya..'' He told her and turn around because somehow he guessed what would be her reaction.

''What kind of joke is that..'' She try to humor, heading close to him to hugged him from behind.

''Do I ever play prank..''

''I know how to cheer your mood..'' She close the gap and lean her head near his lips to claim them.

''Can't you understand in simple language I said stay away from me..'' She look at him dejected.

''Why you always do this to me..i am going to be my wife but you always treat me like I m unknown to me...don't you love me..?''

''Yes you said absolutely right..i don't love you. In fact I had never loved you EVER..'' that was a big bomb blast for her. She went dumb folded hearing that. What does he meant? She stare him with shocked and confused expression.

''There is another girl in my life and I love her, not you...'' His deadly words hit her really hard. She know which girl he was talking about but it was getting impossible to believe that Asr fall in love with any girl. It indeed hurt her by deciphering Asr rejecting her for that low class women.

''Asr you are lying haina?'' Though his expression said it all, she not wanted to believe it so easily.

''No! this is possible..you promise me you will marry me..'' She shake her head not really believing what he just said.

''You have to accept the truth..'' His words wasn't go easy for her. After reaching this close to her goal, she never let anyone to spoil her plan- not any damn filthy women.

''I love someone else, she is my life..''

No!!!!!!!! She shook her head in denial.

''You are just my friend, Lavanya..You have to accept that. I never feel anything for any girl the way I felt for her..'' She clenched her fist in sheer anger. While he continued.

''She is carrying my child, I can't leave her at that stage when she need my love mostly.''

''Stop it Asr..'' She clenched her fist to control her anger and turn to other side not knowing how to vanish her madness from his brain. Never she thought Arnav will ever reveal this truth directly when she already knew that. Damn you khushi! What magic you created on my fiancee that he is ready to broke off with me. She literally cursed her and ran toward him.

''You are only mine...'' She palm his face stocking his cheeks. ''I will never allow you to go away from me..i left my family, my happiness, every single thing only for your love how could you say that you don't love me so suddenly.

''Not suddenly! From the very first day you know I never believe in love, commitments or marriage. It was due to my Di, I started to date you because she chooses you for me and you know i never broke her heart. My words might hurt you but its true I never feel anything for you. That night I left you in alter only because of HER. Thanks to my baby that stop me committing biggest mistake which i was about to do for others. That night my baby told me to accept his mother, only women I loved deep from my heart. But i keep denying the fact..''

''My heart always know how important she was for me but I keep suppressing my feelings. I had given her countless pain, I treated her like shit. When she needed me most I left her because I thought you are a perfect for me. But I was so wrong Lavanya..'' She hissed with greeted teeth.

''I have to marry her, she need me..'' There was a sudden disappointment on her face.

''And what about me? Doesn't I need you? That girl might be trapping you Asr..What is the guarantee it was your child, who knows how many men that women warm behind your back or may be she is behind your property..''

''Enough!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!'' He grabbed her forearm letting her to hiss in pain.

''Who gave you right to abuse her character..she is MY LIFE and I love her more than you could never imagine..samjhi tum!!!!!!!!'' He roared on the top of his lungs.

''And what about your Di's love. Doesn't it meant anything to you..'' She shouted back because she wanted to trigger him at a spot where it hit him directly.

''The promises you taken from your sister that I would be your wife, what about that? Doesn't it was important to you? How could you hurt her for that cheap girl..'' She snapped. Her abusing words adding fuel to his already developed anger

''You don't need to worry about that..I will handle her..Now pack your bags and get the hell our of my house before I do something which you would regret your entire life.. '' She get stunned hearing that.

''You mean..I..I..'' Her voice barely audible.

''Yes! I want you leave Raizada mansion as soon as possible..You have one day to shift yourself in your parents home..you got that..'' His voice was little rude and agonized at the same time.

Just then he thought to let's go of this place and proceed further but she stopped him holding his hand. Her mind already on the verge of forming a new plan.

''Asr don't leave me..i can't live without you..'' She cupped his face and continue her melodrama.

''Aisa kya hain usmein jo mujh mein nahi hain..'' (What is there in her that it is not in me) Forcefully, She carried his hand and make him to touch her face.

''Wasn't I found you beautiful and attractive..'' She brushed his fingers down her face to make him feel her skin.

''Stop it got dammit..'' He took his hand from her grip and pushed her away. She loses her balance and fall down. Initially he feel guilty for doing this and thought of telling her it was khushi but the way she accuse her, he refrain telling her about his past affair with khushi. Her actions might hurt khushi which he definitely not wanted again after seeing her state. He had seen her lifeless, lost and miserable.

He have no choice for him. He was doing this for khushi. More she see Lavanya she will be hurt and broken. He cannot let anything happen to khushi. Every-time he close his eyes, khushi distraught face coming to his mind and making him ashamed for his deeds. His own words reverberated in his mind. He had promised himself he would take care of khushi. He will bring back love, happiness, security, hope, understanding within her.

''Chotte..'' Anjali grew anxious viewing the scenario in front of her eyes.

''Samjhao isse..chali jaye yaha se varna bahat bura hoga..'' (Make her understand that to go away from my life otherwise consequence would be disastrous)

She hurried her steps and rushed toward Lavanya and hold her who was lying on the floor like a corpse.

He was getting selfish in her love but this is the way Asr learns. He is a selfish person to leave his reason of survival.

''Is this a way to treat a girl...'' Anjali shouted on his face.

''Tell her to get out from my house because I am not going to marry her..'' He barked frustrated and punched his legs on a door. He know his love for khushi making him mad. But this is only way he knows to make things under his control. If he is determined of getting something there is no backing off.

''Stop it chotte..I never thought you would raise hand on a girl..'' Anjali shout at him and turn to engulf her into her arms who was continuously crying on her shoulder.

''You need to answer me NOW!'' She asked getting up from her spot.

''What Lavanya saying, is it true?''

''Yes.'' With stern tone.

''How could you do this chotte? She is your responsibility. Where she will go?''

''I am sorry Di..i am really sorry. I can't break her heart for the sake of my family. I can't neglect her health just for your and Lavanya's happiness..'' Anjali look on stunned and hurt. For the first time Arnav was going against to his Di wish.

He left the room without caring to hear a single word from her.

''Di..what is my mistake why he always hurt me..'' Lavanya continue shedding fake tears. She turn toward her.

''Shh..don't worry..You know how he is. As soon as his anger cool down, he will realize his mistake and come to you..'' She said patting her cheeks.

''No di you are wrong..this time Arnav not going to listen anyone, not even you. That khushi completely brainwash his mind.

'' Bloody bi*** This is all happening because of you and your so called bloody illegitimate child..''

In the meanwhile, Lavanya came back to her room. She was pacing to and fro furiously and urgently with her hands on her head. She have to do something very fast. After thinking for a while longer, a brilliant idea peep her brain. She had decide when she have to do next, if not going behind Arnav.

''There is one person who can convince Asr..'' With an evil grin, she dial a number.

''Hello Naniji..'' She weeps.

~~~

Silence prevailed in the entire room. Khushi was sitting on a hard floor leaning against the wooden frame of the bed, folding her knees to her chest. Her eyes seem lost in another world. Her silence slowly began to perturb as the time descended. She closed her eyes as the burden of headache slowly began to let down.

She was feeling very bad. She didn't know what had happened to her. How could she ill treat to her own baby. He was only source of her existence. How could she imagine to hurt a small part of her body who not even step in this world. Her eyes mist as his words echoing in her ears.

''Mumma don't love me..she don't want me..she wanted to kill me..'' She look down and touch her belly in a way of loving him.

''Intentionally and unintentionally I try to hurt you..Whatever that monster did with me, I let it all out on you, I am sorry beta mumma is very bad haina..''

''No mumma..I love you..'' She smiled within her tears and caress him.

''Please come to your mumma as early as you can, I am very alone without you..everyone hates me here..they look at me like I am a dirt and don't deserve to stay alive. What is my mistake that I fall in love with your father. My heart never kept under my control. It keep drugging myself into some unknown darkness without realizing what would be the consequence of all those sins. But at the end I am happy that you came into my life. Mumma loves you deep from her heart..i will protect you more than anything in this world..''

''Will you also leave me like everyone leave me?'' Her heart started to bleed as those usual thoughts tormenting her.

~~~

Next morning!

She was sitting on a breakfast table as been forcefully dragged by Arohi.

''How are you feeling now?'' Karan try to break her silence. He only replied by her silence nod which is not go unnoticed by Arohi. Khushi take her mobile and excuse herself pretending to take a call, avoiding further conversation with Karan. He somehow guessed she was purposely doing this. Probably she heard his confession!

~~~

Khushi get many calls from Arnav. Initially she avoid it but when it didn't seem to stop she decided to pick it up.

''Why you doing this? Why dammit!!'' His anger was on the verge of blasting getting her resignation from her PA.

''You think it is so easy to get away from Arnav Singh Raizada..you have to come to me AT ANY COST..''

''Jitna zor lagana hain lagalo lekin hum vapas kabhi nahi ayenge..'' (Do what you want but I will never come to you) She meant each word she spoke.

''If you have guts then come and face me!'' He retorted.

''Not interested to see a jerk and spoil my mood..''

''Mind your tongue else I have better way to shut you up..'' He smirked reminiscing the time he used to kiss her when she was in foul mood and he pacify her by his passionate kisses. How much he missed those old days she couldn't imagined.

''Look Asr everything is over between us. You are engaged to Lavanya. I don't want to create any problem in her life henceforth and I hope you are aware what you are doing..''

''I am not looking back khushi. Nothing is over between us Yet. If you are forgetting let me remind you again that you are connected with me in every way by your womb..''

''You don't have to tell me that because damage you have done cannot be repaired..'' She spoke in one breathe.

''If you are done with your lecture then come to my office within 5 minutes..you know well I don't like late comers..'' He said in his usual bossy tone.

''Not interested..''

''Don't mess with me again khushi..you will regret..'' She smiled hearing that.

''I am already regretting Asr..''

''So you won't come!''

''Never!''

''If not willingly then I will force you to come to me..'' He exclaimed.

''I am just married Mr Raizada and you are not dumb to realize a newly wed bride entertain her husband not boss during her honeymoon..'' His eyes popped out.

''What?'' He got up with a jerk. She got married? What the hell is that? He went froze. Suddenly there was a big laughter from her end.

''Your face might be worth to watch..'' She control her laugh and a large amount of anger erupting within him by every passing second.

''I was just kidding! Who will marry a pregnant prostitute..''

''You think its funny..'' With greeted teeth.

''Why? Only you have the copyright to play with feelings?''

''Won't you give me a chance..'' He try to gulp the sorrow.

''You are not worth it..'' She snapped out and disconnect the call.

''How long you will ignore me, khushi..'' His eyes ignited with passion staring at her charming face in his laptop screen.

~~~

''Khushi!'' A hand pang on her shoulder letting her to face the person who was trying hard to gain her attention from almost 2 days. She shoved karan's hand and turn back to place her clothes in her wardrobe.

''Why are you avoiding me?'' Karan stood leaning in a wall against her, silently observing her.

''I know you heard everything I said that night and I mean every single word I spoke..Khushi I really love y-..''

''Not a word!'' She close the wardrobe and moved to other side as he come in her front to converse. She didn't got courage to look at him after what she had heard and seen in those eyes. It was exactly same once she had for Arnav.

''You can reject me but you cannot stop me to love you..'' He made her to look at him but she continue avoiding his gaze. When no one was there for her, it was karan who always stand for her but there is nothing that can be done in this situation. She cursed that day when she fall in love with Arnav when her true soulmate was karan. But unfortunately it was too late.

She took a deep breathe.

''You can never got me because I have already given myself to someone else..'' She clenched her fist.

''Yah right a person who once try to kill your baby..'' She close her eyes controlling her inner pain.

''Tum kaise aise ladki se pyaar kar sakhte ho jiske peth mein kisi aur ka bachha hain..'' (How can you love a girl whose is going to be a mother of someone else child?) This is wrong! You deserve much better girl who would love you unconditionally, not like a women like me.

''Love doesn't see what is right or wrong..it happen without any expectation..I love the way you are khushi'' His voice came out broken. She hugged him finally dissolving her tears. She doesn't know what to say to him. She was aware how much her refusal might had hurt him. Neither she accept him nor refuse him.

He wipe the tear that was threatening to escape and meet her eyes trying to plaster a smile on his face.

''Karan tum..'' She was going to say something but get shocked noticing his face covered with some bruises.

''How this happen?'' She got panic and hurriedly moved to bring first aid box. While he stop her, holding her hand.

''Arohi already did it last night, madam..''

''Dumbo why you didn't told me..'' He smile seeing worry on her face.

''Did you get time from your non stop angry session that you give attention to your poor friend..'' She almost slap him making him yell.

''Who bloody moron did this..'' She asked furiously.

''God! You scared me!'' He rubbed his ears that almost burst out. ''I fall down from stairs, just relax..'' He lied, not wanted to make her more tensed.

''But its look like someone has beaten you..'' She look at him doubtfully. He started to laugh and pinch her cheeks. She frowned.

''Miss detective queen if you are done with your interrogation, can I get a small smile on your face..'' She was still staring him as she felt something wrong here.

''Don't look at me like that otherwise I thought you also started loving me..'' He paused to divert her attention.

''I am sorry karan..I can't love you! I really can't..''

''Its okay khushi you don't need to feel sorry..I am glad you express everything your heart out otherwise I was thinking from where my lion turn into cat..'' He humor and tilted his head to wipe one tear that dare to escape.

''I wish you got a girl who would love you more than you love me..'' She said under her breathe and smiled as he turn to look at her.

~~~

Like a usual day, khushi went to have a jog in the nearby place as instructed by doctor. When she get tired, she sat in a bench near a tree and breathe a fresh air to realize the tiredness from her body.

Suddenly she felt a hand snaked around her waist. She look down shocked seeing Arnav kneeling down, hugging her through her stomach.

''Can't you leave me alone for sometime..'' She roared that bring a huge smile on his face.

''Chill sweety, shouting is injurious for your health..''

''I am not your sweety..'' She pushed him annoyed.

He got up and move near her face. She literally widen her eyes and stoop up in rage.

''Don't come near me..i am warning you..'' She said inching backward as he walk more close to her. She took her steps away but he stood in front blocking her.

''This is for my beautiful lady..'' She flare her nose in anger as he presented bouquets of red rose and chocolates in front of her.

''You likes chocolates hain na..'' She look back at his handsome and most sincere look.

I TRUST YOU ARNAVJI, I REALLY DO. MORE THAN MYSELF

YOU ARE THE BEST LOVER IN THE WORLD..I LOVE YOU VERY VERY MUCH. Her own said words and images of their past, making fun of her and mocking her.

He snapped his hand in front of her eyes bringing her back to present. She look at him.

''Thank you so much..''A slight smile appear on her face. He feel really happy seeing her happy. But his smile faded as soon as he found those gifts been crashed under her feet.

''I hate everything related to you even these chocolates and flowers become bitter after been touched by you..'' With that she started to leave.

''Will you marry me?'' She stop walking and turn back shocked.

''Excuse me! Did I heard something wrong?''

''Nope! I want to marry you. That too right now..'' She laughed mirthlessly mocking him.

''Nice joke Mr Raizada..'' She turn to walk past him but found herself into his strong cage.

''I am damn serious..I wanted to accept you and your baby in front of everyone as mine..'' He said looking straight into her eyes with uttermost honesty and sincerity.

''Ek rakhel kabhi patni nahi ban sakhti..'' (A mistress can never become a wife)She gave a chuckle.

''Don't say like that..I admit I treat you bad but now I realize all the mistakes..''

''Aww don't be..You are embarrassing me Mr Raizada..You enjoyed ruining me in a worst way and I am happy being your bed-mate..''

''Stop it.. just stop it..!!!!''

''Its true..'' He inch closer and cupped her face looking deep in those eyes that always drown him into another world. She stilled staring back into his eyes.

''Don't say a word against my khushi..she is very pure at heart..''

''But my body became impure after becoming your mistress..'' She replied shrugging his hand off and move few steps back.

''Don't you believe me! Then ask anyone I am very popular prostitute in my colony..Many rich people desire me even few offered me one night stand..'' She stated bitterly without any regret or shame.

''But poor my fate..This baby come in my stomach else I would have definitely accept their proposal..'' She said as she placed her hand on her swell belly.

''Its so sad your dirty blood rushing in his veins..''

He felt like a criminal. The guilt consume him like he never felt before. He close his eyes feeling vulnerable. He never been able to face himself again.

His hands placed on her stomach where her hand were resting.

''I cannot undo my deeds but I can make your future colorful with my love, being together as your soulmate..''

''Oh really?'' She wriggle his grip but he is not allowing her.

''Think about your baby, do you want everyone named him as a illegitimate son? What will you say if he ask you after his father?'' She shoved his hand from touching her and glare back at him with rage.

''That's none of your business..He is mine and I am capable enough to provide him better nourish and gave him secure life..you better stay away from my child..'' That's when he saw her slowing walking away from him holding her belly. Angrily, he marched toward her and grab her arms.

''You have to marry me..''

''Nahi karege ap se shaadi, kya kar lenge aap..hame uthake lekar jayenge..'' (I will never marry you what would you do)

''Khushi tum janti ho main aise bhi kar sakhta hu..'' (You know i will do that if required) His voice grew harsh so does his hand around her waist. Within a second, he pull her close. Their lips only few inches away.

''Agar ap is duniya ke akhri insaan bhi hota tabhi bhi hamara jawab vahi hota that is NO! (If you were the last person in this planet my answer would be same, that is no)

Her words literally trigger his heart. This rejection wasn't go easy to him. There was a mad glint in his eyes.

''There was a time when I beg you, pleaded you to accept me but did you ever listen to me? Instead you made mockery of my emotions. You should marry your girlfriend. She is only desirable girl for you. Who is stopping you to have her..go and fulfill your needs..'' She push him against his chest making him to move a step back.

''Khushi listen..''

''No! I have heard you enough. Now you listen to me very clearly. Keep that in your brain that I will never going to accept you in any case. When I need your Mangalsutra and Sindoor you reject me and this was a time when these things meant nothing to Khushi gupta. Even if you beg me I will never going to give damn to your craps..Time has changes so does I. I swear of my baby I will never allow you to see his face ever and if you dare to get close to him then that day would be last day of my life. Mark my words..'' Khushi hissed with greeted teeth and walk few feet away. She stopped to take breathe herself when she heard his next statement.

''You are denying Arnav Singh raizada..how dare you!!'' She boiled more and turn to snap him back arrogantly.

''Yes! I am rejecting the great Arnav Singh raizada..do what you want I don't give a damn!'' She said aloud and move ahead. Suddenly fury gripped him. Her refusal driving him insane. Each time her refusal awaken monster in him. For the first time she refuse to date him, he made a plan to revenge her, bringing her into his knees. Till now she is facing the consequence of that one rejection. God only knows what is going to happen in next few seconds.

He took the sharp object and cut his hand letting the blood to flow out. His eyes turning dark. He moved his eyes back at her from few distance away. Till now he been very gentle to her but she understand only one language.

Madness filled his veins. Taking a deep breathe, he advance toward her in a fast pace. His eyes were splitting fire and he was fuming in anger.

Today for the second time he felt like achieving something. To have her with him, to have her for his baby, to gave his name to his heir, gave him the sense of contentment that even the money failed to provide.

''I never wanted to force you but you left me with no option..'' At this moment he look like a devil who was all set to make this women as his. He reached her and spun her around.

His hand reached her partition to mark her as his. She pushed him with such a force making him fell down on other side. He looses his balance and pulled her with him on top of him taking care not to pressurize her stomach.

Leave me! You coward jerk..'' She continue punching him to stop his hand from moving toward her partition. At the same time she was shouting at him. There is a huge smile on his face.

''Be mine..'' Intensity of his voice turn grave and serious. He commanded instead of asking. She was too shocked by his moves.

''Never ever..''

He roll her down and pinned her down not letting her to escape.

''Once Arnav Singh Raizada is determined of something there is no stopping him..'' She was moving her head left and right not allowing him to do anything.

''When I say no means no! Get that in your head Mr raizada!'' She barked uncontrollably with her hand scratch his arms.

''Chill sweetheart..''

''I make you understand very politely but you are one hell stubborn women. That's the reason I love you so much baby..'' He declared and smack his lips on her cheeks. He continue showering kisses all over her face that completely numb her senses. She stop letting her body to move. Taking full advantage of the situation, he did what he have to do long time back, roughly filled her partition with his blood, fulfilling one of the important ritual of marriage. Swiftly he turned around to see painful expression on her face. His action carried a sharp and vulnerable effect on khushi.

There was a sudden gravity pull by a third hand. Arnav been pushed roughly making him fell on the hard ground. Whereas khushi was standing at a same spot without any emotion. She touch her head with her tremble hands and shook her head in denial as the reality begin to sink her.

To be continued!

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