Addicted to you
Chapter 46: Addicted to you
No!!!!!!!! Your thinking is very wrong...he is innocent..he haven't done anything..everything is done by Lavanya mam..
Her eyes widen in shock.
Maid: Yes mam..Lavanya mam told me to..
Khushi: Shut up! You think I'm a fool to believe you. I'm sure Asr told you to manipulate me, isn't it. He can go to any extend to satisfy his ego. Tell your boss it is not easy to fool khushi gupta, not this time. He lost my trust. I never thought he would drag my best friend into this.
Maid: Its true..sh--
Khushi: Not a word for my best friend. I hate him..he not even leave Lavanya, She had loved him so much but what he does, he played with her feelings too, he used her just like he used me. After getting physical satisfaction he leave her and throw her out from his house. How can a man be so cruel. Doesn't he realize how many innocent life he spoiled by his lust?
She clutch her stomach feeling extremely angry carrying his baby in her womb. Firstly he ripped my body to fulfill his greed and now he wanted to take away my baby..Disgusting. She is so stupid to thought he had changed. Arnav Singh Raizada is a self centered and selfish man. He only think about himself and using all the tactics to stop her.
She still remember all those plans he made to trap her in his fake love. Taking a sharp breathe, she took her foot forward.
Maid: Mam its not safe for you to go in such a cold atmosphere, please listen to me, at-least think about a life going inside you.
Khushi shrugged her hand, not caring to listen anything. She cannot trust anyone after being betrayed for the second time. No doubts Asr told her to emotional blackmail me so that he can have my baby and then he throw me out like a dustbin like he always do with girls. He target women, make them pregnant and then kill them. Same thing he did with Mahi too. She brushed her tears angrily and began walking toward the exit taking an oath to never see his face ever again.
Just then a cell ranged. She look at Arnav mobile laying in a corner before casting her glance away wondering some chick called him, but the moment maid showed her caller id, she went paralyzed.
She put the mobile on the speaker and what khushi heard in next moment was far worst that her imagination.
Lavanya: Asr..my dear..how are you darling..(Khushi get astonished recognizing her voice)
Atlas my this plan worked and that gawar pregnant women left you.. (A cunning victorious voice of lavanya echoed to her.)
She turn to grabbed the mobile and check the name, to confirm if she was actually called his mobile or not. It was indeed lavanya. But why she call Arnav? Does she know about her staying with him? Numerous questions arise in her mind.
Lavanya: I guess by now your maid does the work properly. Yes baby i told her to put lingerie in your room. As expected Khushi found you unfaithful and left you. Now you can imagine at what extend I can go to remove khushi from your life because you are mine. I'm owner of your love and your entire property, not that characterless bit**. Your so called khushi left your home according to my plan, Don't worry if she haven't kill your baby, I will do the honor, like the way I send shena to get rid of her, but as usual you protected her.. (She can't believe her ears.)
That means lavanya is behind all the attacks happened to her? She shook her head in disbelief.
Lavanya: This is what you deserve rejecting me and fu**ing that bitch..(Khushi stumbled knowing the harsh reality of her friend. She send shena to kill her baby? Does she knew about my pregnancy since start? About her and Arnavji baby? About their affair? She pressed her mouth, devastated by the truth. While she continued!)
Sweetheart I know you might be heartbroken after loosing your family, I'm there na to carry your babies, how many times I told you to stay away from that bit** but you fall in love with that s*** and betray me. Never I thought a Casanova like you fall for that middle class girl. Million times I try to kill her, I trap Aman in my love saga so that he help me to achieve all the modeling contracts, I impress that irritating Anjali, Then she persist you for our marriage and I become your girlfriend. I try everything to gain your trust. But nothing worked on you. All you wanted was khushi and only khushi. Your entire world revolve around her. Even being your fiance, your heart always beat for her. What about me? Did you thought how I felt that night when I know about your nasty loving making with khushi?
Only if she didn't call her that night when they were in London, making out then she might be fool for another months about their illegitimate affair behind her back. Arnav didn't realize that the call was still delivering while he was too lost in khushi when lavanya call him to wish him on his birthday night. Their voices were so disgusting that lead Lavanya to throw the mobile on the ground and started a plan to remove khushi from his life. But all her attempts keep failing as Asr getting more involved with khushi emotionally and physically.
Lavnaya: God knows what you saw in that women that made you fall so madly for her, Even all mahi fiasco didn't affect your relation. (Hearing Mahi name, khushi went motionless. She started to connect the dots. Mahi was not pregnant of Asr child? This fact was not digested for her nervous system. All the life she hated herself thinking she snatched her best friend love. Khushi sank on the floor not understanding how to react.
Lavanya: Remember the night when Khushi been attack for the first time in your farmhouse?
She recollect the incident when Asr eloped her taking her in his farmhouse, she thought it was him who try to kill her without getting any hint all was done by Aman and lavanya to develop hatred for Arnav. Her eyes welled up knowing about their attempts to kill her baby.
Maid come forward to supporting her who is completely breakdown. Khushi develop a sudden disgust for that women. Because of her she made Arnav responsible for everything happened in her life. But in fact all the time he was just trying to shield her and their unborn. Why he didn't tell her about Lavanya? Why put all the blames on himself?
Lavanya: The great Arnav Singh raizada, Ruthless and arrogant had fallen so badly with khushi, who doesn't wanted to be controlled by anyone was now controlled by his heart. Day and night craved for her love but sadly she is gone, right Asr? This is a punishment for cancelling all my modeling contracts and making my life hell. (Lavanya confess everything in her over confidence without realizing her every crime being heard by khushi. On the other side, Khushi is feeling horrible showing her trust on this girl.)
Phone being disconnected after sometime but khushi is still sitting on the floor with tears shedding once again. Her best friend destroyed her happiness? Just because she commit a sin loving her boyfriend? How can a person stoop so low to try to kill an innocent soul. She touch her swell and close her eyes.
What I had done? Why I didn't believe you, Arnav? You loved me so much and what I had done?? I try to kill this beautiful angel gifted by you!
Maid: Mam I know what you are feeling right now. Believe me mam, sir is not that bad you are thinking. When you are not here, I have seen him dying every single moment. I am extremely sorry destroying your palace.
Khushi try to control her sob. It was such a horrible truth, she just can't believe lavanya can be so disgusting.
She recalled her words told to him.
Go back to those girls and pleasure yourself because I never wanted to meet you. From now onward, YOU DIED FOR ME.
Hey devimaiya what i had done?? How hurt he might had felt she cannot imagined. Her words definitely shattered him. After waiting for sometime when there is no news of him, she decided to go out and check for him. Maid left from there long ago.
Grabbing the shawl, she rose on her feet. On the very next moment bell rang. Her eyes sparkled. Without waiting for a single second, she ran to open the door.
Ar..na...--
Her smile faded instantly as she look at his manager.
Where is Arnavji? She check behind him but there is no one. Then he gave her one letter along with a packet. Her eyes popped out as she open the envelop and look at the ticket to India with the documents. She read the content and get shocked to receive property papers. It is written in bold letters that Arnav Singh Raizada had transferred all her property in her name.
Holding her emotions, she started to read his letter
Khushi, I know you will never accept these papers but believe me I have no intention to hurt you in any way. I always try to bring happiness in your life. But i failed. I lost you, i lost you forever.
I know i am no right to take any decision of your life, i have only one wish to make your present and future secure. Please don't deny it and accept my token of love for you and our baby. I send you tickets, my driver safely drop you till airport tomorrow and please don't step out right now..Its not safe for your health (She touch the letter feeling his pain by the every word in it.)
Khushi: Arnav you have every right on us..I'm really sorry. (She gulp the painful lump form in her throat before reading the letter further.)
I try everything to make you believe I love you but I think my presence torture you like anything. My mistakes are too grave to regain the trust you always had on my love. So from now I will never bother you with my presence again. But I request you don't harm yourself. I was at fault then I should be punished, not you. You are free to go anywhere and I will never chase you, I wish I able to hold my baby one last time but I won't as I am not worthy for it. And yah once he grow up do tell him that his father love his Mumma and him equally,..be happy and marry a better person who can love you, respect you and most importantly who is not unfaithful like me..
Take care..your Arnavji
No Arnav! How could you think any other man keep me happy when my heart and soul only belong to you.. you can't go like that..we need you Arnav..we need you..
Fear started to arise in her by each passing second as those words again and again echoing her. She had no idea where is he? All she knew is to reach him as early as she can. She thought to check him in office but there is a least possibility for him to be there at this time?
Hey devimiaya hamare Arnavji ki raksha karna..hum apna pyaar ek baar kho chuke hain..dubara nahi kho sakhte.. (Please make him safe..i had lost my love once, not again)
Rising in her toes, she ran in the lonely street. Her entire body is trembling as the snow was touching her soft skin making her vulnerable that before. She took his name with all the strength she had.
Khushi: Did you saw Arnavji..? (She caught Arnav's driver coming in front of his car. Hurridely he apply the brake and come out to check a pregnant lady in the front.
Driver: Mam, what are you doing here..you will fall ill..
Khushi(Angrily): Don't teach him and tell me where is he..''
Driver: Woh..
Khushi(Almost yelled): I said answer me!!!!!!!! He stare at her state who is not looking in proper order before shaking her head in no. She ran frustrated hand through her hair and turn to move away.
Driver: May I drop you, mam (He said urgently blocking her way)
Khushi: No thanks..leave me alone. (She walk past him while he try to stop her.)
Driver: Mam, Asr will kill me if he knew I left you here. (Without giving damn to what he was saying, she reached at the other end of road and took the taxi reaching at the place where he was going to meet her.
She totally lost her mind after reading that letter. Million of miserable thought coming to her mind.)
Meanwhile khushi reached the spot. Her smile faded by finding him nowhere. This was only ray of hope. But the moment she saw the priest and church, she receive another shock of her life. Lifting her head, she realized it was a church.
Why Arnav had asked her to come to church? Does he?
On inquiring from prist she got to know Arnav had planned to marry his lady love in this church on this night.
What she had done? She doubted his love when actually he wanted to give name to their relation. She ruined it all. Her eyes scanned to view the surrounding.
The whole scenario was decorated with her favorite color flower and in the sky it is written I love you, Khushi.
A lone tear escape from the corner of her eye and she didn't wipe it away. All she does was closed her eyes and took his name deep from her heart.
..Arnavji..
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Khushi.. He open his eyes as his heart started to beat unevenly. He was standing at the open edge of the bridge staring at the beauty of London. Whenever he looked at the beauty of this city, it reminded of her. Her love has a beautiful magnification of nature, it made him forgot all the pain and worries of his life.
Living his life without her was not more than a hell for him. He smile weakly admiring the beauty of the palace, a place where he promised her to be with her forever.
*Flashback*
Khushi: Arnavji..where are you taking me...
He smirk seeing her desperate attempt to open the blindfold while he keep holding her into his arms taking her somewhere. It is not less than a heaven.
Khushi: Arnavji..chodiye na..
Arnav(Kissing her cheeks): Baby have patience..we are about to reach.
He remove the cloth from her eyes. Her eyes sparkled admiring the beauty of the city from the edge of the hill.
Khushi: Its so beautiful..
She jumped into his arms grinning happily. But the moment she look down, she get scared seeing the depth of the cliff and screamed.
Arnav(Gripping her preventing her to fall down): Relax..'' She clutch him possessively while he kissed her hair assuring her he is here.
Khushi: Please hold me Arnavji.. (He nodded his head and they shared a passionate kiss in the sky that vanish all the fear from her heart.
Your presence is my only strength..never leave my hand.. (He smile engulfing her closer to his heart and placed his hand with her, promising her.
Flashback end*
Khushi come back to her senses and wipe her tears. Her heart knocks . Coldness in her body reminding he was there. That was the place he promised her he will always remain by her side then how he thought of leaving her. No this will never happen. If needed, she would fight with god but never let him go under any circumstances.
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The sloping area was freezing cold. The freezing storm was creating difficulty to see properly. She was only mumbling his name. While little baby close his ears hearing her heartbeat getting tensed, certainly his mumma is a nut case.
Arnav..!!!!!!!!!! Khushi keep walking through the slopes with her eyes wide open.
Icy breeze trembling her body. She cannot able to see the path due to darkness. Grabbing her swell, she keep running as fast as she could. Her heart says something terrible is going to happen. Suddenly her legs stumbled making her to fall on her knees. She cried touching her leg that is bleeding.
A rock pricked her leg. Blood started to escape out. Upon that bad weather increasing her pain of her stomach too. But she didn't give up. Gathering courage she got up and cross all the hurdles on her way. Thorn twitched her bringing tears in her eyes. Slowly her view is blurring. While she continue walking ahead blindly.
She shouted his name numerous times so that he would give any feedback. But when got none, she fell down on the ground. She got a terrible pain. Her dupatta slipped from her neck and it flew away.
His eyes widen as her dupatta directly landed on his face. He inhale the fragrance of it recognizing the perfume.
''Khushi..'' He look around as a soft sob echoed to him out from somewhere.
The moment his eyes turn at the lower side of slop, he went dumb-folded.
What is she doing here..? He ran downward and reached her. On reaching her, he saw her laying on the ground with snow covering her half body.
Damn! He went horrified seeing her state.
Immediately he held her forearm removing snow from her face and patted her cheeks which become terribly cold. Her distraught state panic him like hell. What is she doing here? is she gone nuts??
He lifted her up and took her in a shade placing her head in her lap.
Arnav: khushi.. (He rubbed her wrist with his both hands.)
Talk to me, khushi..
He took her closer to his chest and gave her warmth. While she is trying hard to speak. Due to shivering, all she could do was to mumble his name.
Khushi: ''Ar..n..v...'' He grew anxious.
Arnav: What you have done to yourself..how many times i told you to be at home..why don't you listen to me!!! (He shouted in frustration.)
She mumbling his name constantly. He had no idea what she was trying to say. At present he was hell mad. His heart sank as she is passing out.
Open your eyes! When all his attempt failed to bring response, he lifted her head and placed it near his heart.
Dhak.. dhak ..dhak.. dhak
There heartbeat become one. Slowly her hands began to move. He smile broadly as she slowly opening her eyes.
She look up to meet her eyes and what she saw in them made her feel more pure and sacred. She carried her hand and touch his cheeks to make her believe he is indeed here. It was not her imagination. She smiled creepily and started to shower his face with her non stop kisses. She kiss his eyes, nose, cheeks, forehead and then stop near his lips.
Khushi: Why you always leave me, why..? I hate you..i hate you.. (She punch him with her weak hands. )
Even during her illness she is capable to fight with him.
Arnav: Are you hurt? (He asked urgently observing the deep cut in her legs and shoulder. ) Her kameez become red due to blood.
Khushi wave his grip and got up to stand on her feet pushing him off her. A pain shot her and she again fell into his arms.
Arnav: Don't move..
Balancing herself, she got up and caught his collar. Her body jolted in anger.
WHY YOU ARE CARING ABOUT ME NOW..I WOULD DIE OR LIVE IT DOESN'T MATTER TO YOU HAINA..WHY EVERY TIME I HAD TO GO THROUGH THIS PAIN..IT IS SO EASY FOR YOU TO LEAVE ME..THEN GO NA WHO I AM TO YOU..NOTHING..''
Even though she find it difficult to speak but still she manage to pour out all the sorrow. Her lips was trembling and her skin become red for being in snow for the longer hours.
Arnav: Look at yourself, you are bleeding, we need to get a doctor for you..
Khushi: I won't go anywhere until i won't get my answer..'' She waved his hand and took few steps backward.
Khushi: Tell me who I'm to you? Your mistress..your slave..
Arnav: Enough khushi, just stop it. What the hell you are trying to do? Do you even know what you are speaking..who put all these thoughts in your pea size brain. (He was boiling seeing her blood upon that she is not allowing him to check her wound.)
Khushi: Hum jeeye ya maare apko kya..Vada kiya tha apne humse, humara haath kabhi nahi chodoge..toh himmat kaise hui hame chodke jane ki..boliye jawaab do.. (I would live or die why you are feeling bad, you promised me na that you always be with me then how could you go away from me..answer me)
Arnav: Khushi, for god sake allow me to check you..you are in pain else it become septic)
Khushi: Yes i'm in pain. You had hurt me here...'' She directed toward her heart and look back into his eyes.
Do you have any idea what I went through without you. How many death I felt thinking something might happen to you after getting your letter. (She roared but least Arnav know that her anger had so much love within it.)
He have no idea why she was here. Doesn't she wanted him to leave her then what she is she reacting like that? He was just doing what she had told him.
He look at the lady in his arms who is punch him furiously like a punching bag. Getting tired, she left his collar and inch back, she breathed to inhale some oxygen. After sometime when her anger calm down a bit, she pounce at him again like a wild tigress.
Arnav: What the..
Khushi: What do you think of yourself..you think it is so easy to get rid of me. No Mr raizada! I had suffered all the times because of that one mistake of yours and now its your turn.
Arnav: I'm ready to bear anything but please sit down and let me heal you..
Khushi: You wanted to heal me? He nodded and she come close to him.
Okay i'm giving you one chance to heal me.
Cupping his face, she lean close to him so close that made him difficult to breathe. By next second she placed her lips on him and started to smooch him.
Arnav was lost of words as her lips ravish his mouth slowly. He close his eyes as their heart beating in a similar rhythm making him realize what she actually felt for him.
What is she doing? Doesn't she was the one who ask him to go? Then why this love? He couldn't able to think anything after that. Her proximity making him to loose control.
Kiss started with a slow pace but sooner turn the wild one. There was intensity, there is love, there was longing from away each other.
Khushi: I missed you Arnavji..i missed you every single second, every single day, every single night...How much i craved for your love all the time..only i know how i suppressed my feelings for a man who is my world..even my baby wanted his parents to sort out differences but i'm so stupid to not able to see your true love..I'm sorry beta..You are always right..your papa is my weakness but i never accept that..''
He couldn't believe what he just heard. Her confession indeed shock him. What is going on? She missed me? And then She called his name in the same way she always does. She utter his name with 'Arnavji'
She smile shyly and observe his face. Entangling her hand with his, she pinned him against the wall and their eyes locked intimately.
Arnav: Khushi..yo..u..
Khushi: Shut up and kiss me
Arnav: What.. (He was tongue tied)
Khushi: Are you going to listen me or should I jump from bridge. Her threatening definitely worked. Angrily, he grabbed her waist pulling her closer and slammed her lips. She smiled in tears feeling his love.
Arnav: Don't you dare say that again..! He broke off and touch her shoulder unintentionally. She hissed but hurriedly compose herself pretending to be fine. But he caught her lie like always.
Arnav: Damn what you had done to yourself. (She cuddle to him, she had missed this warmth so damn much.
She began to tremble feeling cold. He hold her securely.
Khushi: This pain is my punishment for not trusting you.
Arnav: Did you hit your head somewhere..What are you speaking..?
Khushi: Yes..you are right..I have gone mad because this man in front of me stole my heart. Did you hear beta, papa is making your Mumma mental..'' She smiled looking down with shyness.
Arnav: You are always mental..(He chuckled while she pushed him)
''Don't touch me..I'm still angry on you..(His brow frown seeing her weird behavior. Here he was worried about her health but all she is doing is giving him hard time to handle her.)
Arnav: Have you done with your drama or wanted to do something else? Do it because after that i will not gave you any chance to show any kind of stunt..Just remember that.. (He stated sternly with greeted teeth. Her mouth pouted.)
She grabbed his collar for support and placed her head on his chest feeling every heartbeat of his. He blow her injury making her to flinch.
Arnav: You need a doctor.
Khushi: Wrong answer..i need my Arnavji..'' She look into his eyes lost in them.
He rolled his eyes and lifted her up into his strong embrace before she show another sign of her mood swings, she snake her arm around his neck and grinned touching his cheeks. While he was still mad at her. Her breathe fanning his neck and she was hugging him. She observe his serious expression wondering how to pacify him.
It was the night when their passionate winter started.
To be continued!
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