Chapter 29: A new beginning

''I love you, khushi..'' He snaked her waist and brought her closer. Their nose almost touching each other, breathe collides and body mingled. She closed her eyes in defeat and found herself drowning into his love. Her crazy hormones wasn't helping much to stay firm and restrict him. His rough hand skimmed her neck and brushed down her shoulder letting her to hugged him tightly.

Arnavji!!! She moaned helplessly. A few tears spilled from his cheeks hearing his name from her lips after ages. He broke apart and made her look at him. But her gaze were fixed at the marbles.

''Look at me..'' He demanded.
She shook her head and tilted her head completely petrified to react. She couldn't able to think properly. Her brain cells went numb. She could feel every breathe he exhale. And all a sudden she could feel goosebumps all over her body as soon as her gaze caught by him. She didn't know what was happening to her. The look on his face was something she never witnessed before.

Times slipped. But none was ready to tore their gaze. Their eyes locked like never before. It been long they were found so close to each other, feeling the togetherness in new senses. Her lips quiver as his intense gaze was burning her into a depth of heaven. He was flowing into heaven too. The whole atmosphere around them were heating up. She hugged him as she could feel her heart thumping against him.

His lips automatically curved into a warmth smile, his name uttered by her still reverberated in his mind. How beautiful and pure it sound from her melodious voice. It bring him solace and warmth like he never felt with any other women. She was truly an angel in disguise. How could he hurt this angel under his feet. He swallowed hard, cursing himself. When she need him mostly he wasn't there but now he will make sure every second of her life only spend with him. He will never leave her hand under any circumstances and make her his forever. He noted to himself and look back at her angelic face.

They lay under each other for god knows how longer. His arm wounded around her waist, protectively and lovingly, looking into each other eyes.
Her breast was heaving. On top of that she was trembling. But why? Why she is reacting like that? Her mind were screaming to push him far away but her heart not allowing her to move. It was betraying her. Then she look at his hand that was rested on her waist from behind like a support system. Unaware of their surrounding, their baby was naughtily grinning inside as a soft Rabba ve was echoing to him.

''His naughty parents was so much in love..'' He blushed like a tomato red and yanked.

''Papa, you carry on. I am very sleepy and yah don't trouble my Mumma when i am in sleepy mode, She is your responsibility. If i find you doing any shameless things i will directly come out and kick you more harder than Mumma do..'' He worn and within a second slumber took over him. But Arnav was so lost in her that he don't ever heard a single word from his naughty son.

A long silence were engulfing between them. Only their heartbeat able to knock them.

''Say my name..'' He break a shrill silence probably after 1 hour and brushed her tender cheeks with adoration. She try to struggle and roll him back. In the process of getting up, she landed back over him. But how he could allow her to lay on a hard floor. He took the charge and pull her on top of him, not letting her to hurt herself in any ways.

''Arnav please..'' She tilted her head when he again forcefully made her to look into his eyes. There was a madness in his eyes. Same intensity, same love she used to experience in London.

''Please what..'' He stop her hand from moving and twist it behind her back.

''Don't make it so difficult for me..this was wrong..'' She could feel his breathe near her hot awaited lips.

''This is only thing that is right between you and me..'' He whispered leaning near her ears and sucked them, while she felt his warm finger touching her back. There is something very intimate about his touch.

''Pyaar karti ho mujhse..?'' (Do you love me?) His hand were not firm but gentle. Her tremble form been noticed by him. He wrapped his arms around her figure and pull her closer and closer.

Finally he saw a glimpse of his love in her hazel eyes that he longed since so many days.

''No!'' She said sternly, struggling with his touch.

''You meant nothing to me..Why you always gave me pain? Why you cannot leave you alone..I learned to live without you and will manage in future as well then why you wanted to come back into my life..Spare me for god sake..'' She let out all her frustration and agony in one go.

''Fine..'' He lets go off her grip and bend down to kissed her stomach one last time.

''I am sorry beta, I failed to fulfill your promise. Your Mumma don't love me..everything is OVER.''  Her heart unexpectedly stabbed hearing that.
He look up at her and then what she heard next was something too hard to digest for her nervous system.

''I promise from now I will never come close to you and Mumma..'' He said putting stone in his heart and moved to get up but..

''Who gave you right to go..'' She pushed him against his chest with painful tears finally rolling down.

''Khushi..'' He try to touch her tears but she shrugged his hand furiously.

''I always used to thought why you made me pregnant if you have only one intention to trap me- to take me to your bed and use my body and then throw me out. If you never wish to marry me then why you grow your flesh in me..'' She look down at her swollen baby and gulp the pain of his betrayal.

''Itni nafrat karte the humse..? Hume puri tarha barbad kar diya..ek baar yeh nahi socha yeh sab ke baad hum kaise duniya ka akele samna karenge..isse acha hume jaan se maar dalte..hum khushi khushi maar jate apne pyaar ke liye lekin jo zakhm apne hume diya vo ab kabhi nahi baar sakhta..kabhi bhi nahi..'' (You hate me to this extend? You ruin my entire world, not even once you thought how I'm going to face this society being a illegitimate mother..it would be better you killed me..i would proudly gave my life for a man i had loved deep from my heart and soul but the wound you gave me will never get healed..never ever..)

''Khushi..I...'' A lump of pain form on his throat.

''Your seeds of lust growing inside me and unfortunately i cannot punish my child by separating his father from him..''

''No khushi, it would be better we part our ways..more you see me in front of your eyes, you remember those painful memories and I don't want to hurt you again specially not at this state..''

''It was so easy for you to leave me again and again. Wasn't you?'' He look at her hurtfully. ''Not once you thought about him..''

''My baby needs you..no matter how much I deny no one can change the fact your awful blood rushed in his veins and he love you very much, probably more than he love me..''

''And what about you?'' She felt herself stiffed when he cupped her face.

''Didn't you feel anything for me..'' He asked from the depth of his heart.

''Please Arnav please leave me before I unable to control myself..'' Her heart says.

''Toh tumhe mere hone yah nah hone koi farak nahi padta..'' (My presence doesn't affect you anymore) He asked with pain in his voice and close the distance between them. There was a numbness from her end. Then, once again he caught her eyes by throwing her toward the edge of sanity. He hold her nape and brought her closer to him that made her difficult to breathe. She really prayed to her Devimaiya to gave her strength to not let him rule her again.

''Bolo khushi jawaab do..'' Her voice completely falling as panic and nervousness gripping her body.

''I don't know what are you saying..'' She was trying to avoid the proximity but again found herself drowned to him. She clutched his shoulder in a desperate need. Finally he knew khushi too loved him but the problem is that how he could broke the walls of those pains and misery from reaching her heart.

Why I can't leave you? Why this love is making me helpless? She thought fighting with herself. Her expression were expressing her inner turmoil.

''I will heal your wounds..'' He kiss her cheeks softly. She close her eyes feeling his warm touch on her skin. It was burning like hell. As usual he was only respond by her silence. Her heartbeat were throbbing violently. By getting no response he lean to other side and kiss the other end of her cheeks.

''This baby came unexpectedly..It wasn't planned by me, khushi. I never wanted to make you suffer to this extend..It was your devimaiya wish to gave a name to our unnamed relationship and we take our love into next level. Your devimaiya wanted to tied us together into eternal bond by filling your womb with my love..''

''Sach..'' He nodded his head sweetly.

''Log kehte hain hamara bachha paap hain..'' (People says it was a sin) Her voice cracked with her hands grabbing her stomach softly.

''No khushi..it wasn't any sin..it was purity of your love and faith you always had for me..''

Her head rested on his chest and she could hear his pondering heartbeat. A soft smile creep on her lips. He rubbed her back and they began talking snugging to each other closely.

''I always have loved you, khushi but my foolishness ruin it all..'' He kiss her cheeks with his enormous love, to express those beautiful feelings for her.

There is something very strong between them that was hard to suppress. Fruitfully, she closed her eyes. But he didn't budge to move an inch. Her hands and feet went cold.
The night went freeze. She rubbed her hands hugging herself and he didn't allow her to move away from him instead he shifted her more close to his chest and it made her feel most special person on the earth. Her body was shivering and upon that she didn't have a slight idea what she was doing with him. Why she is getting relaxation like this is a only place where she exist. Why she is deeply affecting by a person who is the reason of all her pains and humiliation. So many question were tormenting her but none getting answered. Her brain stop to work. In-fact she didn't wanted to think anything else. Keeping aside all the confusion and hesitation, she allow him to take care of her and her baby.
He remove his coat and cover her body and the warmth given by him was enough to snuggle her more and more toward him.

''Tum theek ho..'' He look down at her. She barely able to nod as his face were only few inches away. He rubbed her back softly and she could feel his a sweet love started to torture her senses. Something were started changing between two soulmates.
It was like decades he was experiencing her warmth against her chest. Even though it was dark, she could clearly see his chocolate brown eyes staring at her with pure bliss. Slowly and steadily, she closed her eyes and let the slumber took over her.

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Arohi sat at the sofa in the living room with her legs crossed. She was lying half conscious waiting for any news of her sister. A sudden door bell broke her slumber. She got up with a jerk and rushed toward the door with a broad smile on her face.

''Lagta hain di aa gayi.'' Without any wait, she open the knob but get stunned viewing the opposite person at the other end. Horror ruled her.

''Tu..m...'' She trembled with terror.

''Arohi..woh main..'' She inch back with her entire body started shivering. Aman step inside apprehensively. She saw him coming near her, unable to react the situation. He saw her sneak behind the pillar, looking there and there to hide herself.

He was aware what she was going through. He was guilty for his previous act. However, he came here to apologize her for the previous mistake. From the past few days, he is feeling extremely bad for treating her like that. The thought of hurting her somehow killing him inside. Unable to hold this burden, he directly came to meet her.

''What do you want?'' He heard her voice thundering across the room.

''You wanted to-..'' For a second, he
felt a small kid complaining him.

''Dekho don't near me otherwise I will shout..'' She showed her middle finger in a way of threatening him. There is a amused expression on his face. He folded his arms and look straight at her. She cover herself with dupatta, feeling uncomfortable.

Why he came here? Does he wanted to force me again? No! That night incident rolled back into her eyes making her vulnerable. Tears started flowing from her eyes. Suddenly, she felt his hand on her face. She glare him startled and pushed him with all her force and strength.

How dare you!!!!!! Within a microsecond, she grabbed the flower pot from behind and attack him. She felt a sudden pain on her body and then realized her hands were twisted behind her back. He was completely speechless at this girl's action.

''You wanted to rape m-..'' Her words left half complete as he placed his finger on her lips. She left completely perplexed and gaze him. Panic started crawling her as she turned to push him off.

''Don't panic..'' She was dumb folded and gulped. Then she look at his hand that was still laying on her lips.  Instantly, he remove his hand and step back.

''Please don't rape me..i didn't do anything. You can take all my belonging but please leave me..'' She started removing her chain and bangles and handed him and continue her non stop blabbering. He was too amazed by her antics.

''I don't need this..'' He said and started walking toward her. She closed her eyes and began muttering devimaiya name.

May be it was a bad idea to sneak in her house at this time. He thought seeing her panic state and step back and turn to walk out.

But something stop him to move ahead and he turned to open his mouth but..

''Ahhh..bachaooo..!'' He heard her scream on the top of her voice leaving him completely petrified with her behavior. He pressed her mouth and shut her up.

''If you are done can I speak now?''

His ears almost break by her non stop screams. She didn't know how to react and shake her head in a no. And his next phrase surely rooted her in shock state.

''I am sorry for everything I did..I never had any intention to manhandle you but..I..am really sorry..'' Her mouth dropped open.

Was she hallucinating? She slapped herself and then get shocked by comprehending he is actually saying sorry to her?

On the other hand, he didn't know what to say henceforth. Hence, he left without creating more fuss in her life. Arohi saw his disappearing figure with narrowing eyes.

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Sun rose up high in the sky. Arnav keep laying there on a floor holding khushi over him giving her comfortable sleep. He didn't move an inch neither wanted to break her peaceful slumber. Right now, only matters to him was khushi and their baby safety. He could hear her snoring softly and her hand gripping his collar. Like she always do previously. He was taking his own time to admire her beauty. He didn't miss a single moment to gauze her.
He careless her back softly to sooth her. A sweet smile adoring her lips been so close to this man.

''Arnavji..'' She mumbled in her slumber. How much he love this women specially when she call his name with his cute 'Ji'. He smiled back and tucked his finger across her hairs that was blocking the most beautiful sight of her. She look like a fairy, tugging so close to her man without any worries of the world. Never she get so calm and comfortable sleep in those few months which she was getting now. Even she didn't realize when she slept being in his arms. All she knows she was flowing in some other world, far from being in reality.
Suddenly he felt painful expression on her face. He look down and placed his hand on her swollen belly. Gosh! He kicked my khushi again! He caress her stomach up and down in a way of soothing her intently.

''Relax..'' He kissed her hairs and wipe the tears flowing from the corner of her eyes.

The way she hide in his embrace he wished to remain like that- Forever. He hold her like she only belonged to him. He would have continue to hold her till eternity if she not wake up and noticed their proximity with widen eyes. She was completely flabbergasted realizing their position and compose her posture moving backward.

''Good morning..'' She only reply with her bewildered expression  He always desire to greet her every morning and every night been close to his women.

''Hum yaha..'' She felt embarrassed and turn to got up but found it difficult to move due to her pregnant stomach. However, he held her hand securely and make her stood on her feet. She straighten herself and stood in a corner, unable to look at his face again after last night encounter.

There was a complete silence lingered in the surrounding.

''Why you didn't wake me up..'' She asked brushing her hairs behind her ears while he was still laying in the same position. By getting no response, she turn and saw him struggling to get up from his position.

''What happen..'' She walk forward and saw him hissing in pain.

''Nothing..just a small sprain..''

''What??'' She grew panic and move to check him. 

''Its okay..I will manage..'' She extended her hand when he refused to take her help.

''What are you looking at?''

''Are you sure?'' There was a mischievous grin on his face.

''This is not at all funny? Who told you to sleep in a hard floor? She scold him and try to help him to get up.

''Hold my hand..''

''Soch lo..ek baar agar haath pakad liya phir nahi chodunga..'' (Once i grab your hand, I will not leave it again) She rolled her eyes and pull him up. The force was too much for her to bare she landed on those irresistible arms. Her hand been interlocked with his.

''Show me where you are hurt'' Her voice was filled with care. She instantly flinched as his hand touched her face.

''Chodo hame..'' She was fidgeting with his grip.

''Bola tha nah..i will not leave you again..'' Without any warning, he lean down and plant a soft kiss on her nape. She closed her eyes as she felt his lips torturing her skin slowly and sensually.

''Stop it Arnav..''

''I love you dammit..i love you so much..'' He hugged her possessively with all his right and authority. While, she was trying to push him apart.

''Don't go away..I want you into my life, khushi..'' She could smell his fragrance under her skin. After struggling for few more times, she finally give up and closed her eyes to give in.

''Arnav let's go of me..'' She whispered in a barely audible tone. He tilted his head and bend to kiss her throat and neck. It was getting impossible to stay away from her. He wanted to know how he had affected her. For the first time, she could feel his love for her. The sensation he was creating on her was getting unbearable to hold. She felt herself involuntarily arch her neck, letting him to get full access of her.

Hey devimaiya what I am doing? Why I am allowing him again to ruin me? Does he truly love me or he again playing any game? Was I'm doing right to trust him?

''Leave me, please..''

''I won't let you go even if it meant to spend whole life here like this, I locked you with me forever..''

''Don't do this to me..I can't handle this..''

''Kyu karte ho mujhse itna pyaar..'' Her heart thumped and her control finally snapped. She couldn't take this anymore. She took his eyes with hers and saw something unknown in them like she was trying to identity his facade. He look up and sucked her tears.

''So you believe I started loving you?'' She shook her head in denial.

''Then why those tears? She touch those wetness and look them strangely, too shock to see her own tears.

''No its nothing like that..A man like you can never love a ordinary girl like me..''

''You are not any ordinary girl..'' He said holding her both hands.

''Then Who I'm to you? Your prostitute, your Ex-Bedmate to use and throw it in a garbage after getting satisfaction..'' He placed his hand on her lips to stop.

''Don't say like that..You are my life, my love, my everything- my last source of survival. Please give me one chance to rectify my mistake..i will love you wholeheartedly and never let you remember those painful days you suffered due to my horrible deeds..''

''Don't play with my heart again..i have no strength to bear the same heart break..it hurts me here..'' She directed toward her heart. He move close and kissed her forehead.

''I will never hurt you again..I swear of our baby..'' He promise touching her baby bump. She stood there straightly when her heart melting away.

''Will you be my Friend?'' He extend his hand. She look perplexed by his request. She was least expected this.

''Let's start a new beginning with a new relation..'' She look at him for sometime to absorb his words.

''Don't worry I will never broke my limitation. Without your permission, I won't do anything, just be with me as a friend, not as a lover, only as my friend.'' She don't know if she should gave him a chance or not. She was totally unsure. One side, she had a fear for another heart break and other side she cannot deny him either after-all he promise of their baby.

''Okay..'' A faint smile automatically curved on his lips. This new relation definitely going change something within them in near future.

''Come..'' Hesitatingly, she placed his arms around her shoulder and balance him.

''Oww..''

''Are you feeling pain..show me..'' Without thinking anything, she started unbuttoning his shirt making his mouth dropped in shock.

''Kya kar rahe ho tum..'' She threw his shirt in a corner shutting him up and made him lay on his stomach.

''Khushi..''

''Shh..'' She grabbed her hand bag and took out oil from there. He look on amused.

''This girl is crazy..'' He smirked and found himself laying in her lap for support.
''I am fine, khushi. Just a small sprain stop over reacting..''

''Shut up and keep straight..'' She ordered.

''But..''

''I said keep your mouth shut..''

For the first time, any girl ordering Arnav Singh Raizada and he is allowing her to rule him. Love really have a capability to change anyone. When his Di used to give lecture about love and all, he never believed it calling it as a foolishness and wastage of time but now her every word coming true. He started worshiping this pure bond of love.

''This all happen because of my sleeping habits and i will not get peace until you get relieve from your pain..''

''Its okay, khushi..'' He said patting her cheeks.

''Hume maaf kar dijiye..'' (Please forgive me) He only smiled in return seeing her innocence.

''Feeling lot of pain?'' She asked concernedly.

He could only hope no one would see them like that otherwise she will die with embarrassment. His eyes turn mischievous as a mind blowing idea click in his brain.

Definitely he will not let this opportunity pass and take full advantage of his cute pregnant love.
He started making painful sounds making her panic even more.

''Hey devimaiya..inka dard toh badta hi ja raha hain..Ab hum kya kare..'' (His pain is increasing..what should i do now?) She bite her nails nervously and he tilted his head to hide his naughty smile.

To be continued!

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