The Beginning Of The End: The End Finale
Yume POV
I feel something shinning on my face. I slowly open my eyes only to meet a bright sun in my face.
"Ughh."
I groan.
When I fully open my eyes I see a face inches away from me.
"Ohayogusamsu!"
"Ahhhhhhh!"
I fall off my bed. Which really hurts considering that I sleep on the top bunk.
"Itai!"
"Yume are you okay!?"
"I'm fine..."
"Ehehe.....sorry 'bout that."
I glare at the orange haired girl. She sweat drops.
Honoka stayed with me overnight because today I'm moving in with her family. And later tonight I'm having surgery.
I giggle at her. And my glare turns into a smile.
"It's okay."
I stand up but then get dizzy. I groan and bend over and hold my head in pain. Honoka-being well aware this is one of my symptoms-quickly jumps off my bed and runs to my side.
She places her right hand on my shoulder, and her left one takes my left hand, she guides me to a chair and helps me sit me down.
When the pain passes away I take a deep breath and lay my hands on my knees.
"Are you okay now?"
"Yeah.....I'm fine."
I look around my dorm room. It looks so empty. Sadness rushes into my heart. But not wanting to cry in front of Honoka I shake my head and look up at her.
"Alright I've packed most of my stuff. All that's left is only a few of my clothes."
While Honoka grabs and opens another small suitcase, I walk over to my closet and take the remaining clothes left. I fold them neatly and place only a few in the suitcase. In the middle of me packing I feel tears trying to fall out of my eyes.
I take a deep breath, trying to calm myself down a bit to prevent myself from crying.
But it doesn't help cause Honoka comes by my side and starts rubbing my back.
"It's okay.....I'm here."
I take a deep shady breath. I feel the tears wanting to come out but Honoka keeps on rubbing my back which helps me calm down a bit.
I take one last deep breath and give Honoka a look that show's her that I'm okay now.
I look at the clock and then give a gasp.
"What is it?"
"I have to go with Subaru to practice with him."
"You mean that boy you preformed with on Valentine's Day?"
She smirks at me.
I punch her arm, blushing.
"Shut up!"
She laughs. I roll my eyes and walk out the door.
I see Subaru waiting for me by the door. I give him a smile.
"Waiting for me?"
"Of course you're always slow."
"Hey!" I start hitting his shoulder, which is hard considering how I'm way shorter than him.
"Ughhhh! I hate being shorter then you!"
"But you always were. Even when we were kids." He says with a mischievous smirk.
"Shut up!"
I try hitting his shoulder again but fail miserably.
He laughs and opens the door.
"Come on!"
He grabs my hand and we walk inside. With my face as bright as Ako's hair.
We sit at the piano and start practicing.
I keep on playing my part and then I hit the wrong key.
"Ugh!"
I bang my head on the piano.
"I can't get that part right!"
Subaru laughs at me.
"Here. Let me help you."
He puts his hand on top of mine which leads me to blushing bright red. He starts guiding me during my part.
After he helps me play my part he turns to me.
"See, it's easy."
I look at him and smile.
"Now, you try."
I brush my fingers on the keys. I gently touch the first key and continue the rest.
I soon get lost in the melody and I finish my part before I know it.
"I did it!"
I yell while punching the air.
While practicing we decided that there's gonna be a part where we won't use the piano anymore. We practice swinging our legs over the bench without hitting each other.
When we finally get out performance mastered we finish practice. I thank him and go as fast as I can to get back to my dorm.
I open the door and see Honoka folding the last of my clothes.
"Yume! You're here."
"Mhm. Me and Subaru ended practice."
I turn around and look around the room.
It looks so......empty......so lonely....
I feel somebody wrap their arms around my waist from behind me. I slightly turn around and see Honoka. Her face is burried into my back but she's facing to the side. I see some tears falling down her cheeks. I then start feeling the tears falling down my cheeks.
I slowly turn around to face her and wrap my arms around her neck. I bury my face into her shoulder. I feel the tears falling down my face even more. Before I start weeping into her shoulder.
We slowly fall to the ground together. I feel her right arm move to where she is holding the back of my head lightly. Her left arm moves down a bit.
My cries are muffled as I bury my face even deeper into her shoulder. I can feel her having a calm face but tears are still falling down her cheeks.
We sat there for so long it felt like days. I slowly lift my head up and look at the time. The round is about to begin!
I pick my head up from Honoka's shoulder and place my hands on her shoulders.
"Honoka! The round is about to begin come on!"
"But I thought you weren't going to participate."
"I'm not! But.....I have some friend's that are. Soooo come on!"
I quickly stand up but Honoka doesn't move.
"What's wrong?"
"I'm not.....a student here....won't people think it's weird that I'm here? For crying out loud I'm not even wearing the same uniform as you all."
I smile at her and bend down.
"Doesn't matter. I want you to come with. I don't wanna be alone."
Her frown fades and turns into a smile.
"Okay."
"But please promise me.....you won't leave my side....
"I have a bad feeling..."
She stares at me for awhile.
"I promise....."
I stand backstage watching Laura perform. For some odd reason I feel so proud of her. Honoka is standing next to me. It's a little private room that only has me and Honoka inside.
I'm already wearing the outfit I'm gonna preform in with Subaru. The top part is white while having long sleeves, it reaches to my waist and has a pink little bow/ribbon wrapped around my waist. That's were the rest of it is pink. On top of it I have a thin layer of pink fabric.
When she finishes I can't help but to smile.
"Hime~Senpai is up next...."
I turn to face Honoka.
"Then me and Subaru."
Honoka looks like she's about to say something but then she see's something from the corner of her eye. I slowly turn around to see Koharu standing there along with the others. They must've came from the back door which is locked from the inside.
"Yume~Chan!"
"You're up next! Good luck!"
I don't move. I don't say anything. They don't know I'm not performing.
"Yume? Why aren't you moving?"
I don't say anything. I just look down. Clenching my fist.
"I'm not participating....."
I say in a low quiet voice.
"What?"
I look up at them bitting my lip, trying not to cry but it looks like I'm angry or mad. But I walm foreward and open my mouth.
"I said I'm not performing!"
"W-why?"
I open my mouth to answer but Ako interrupts me.
"Weren't you the one who was so hyped for this!"
I stare at her in disbelief.
"I just........"-what do I say!?!? What do I say!?! I look over to Honoka then down. What I'm about to say may be a mistake but.....
"I just don't have time to idol anymore........"
I slowly look up at them. Their looks of disbelief and.........anger....
"What do you mean you don't have time for Idoling anymore!?!?"
"How do I put this....um......it's just.............not worth my time anymore....."
Ako then blows up with anger.
"I thought you had been slacking off on your Aikatsu! But I didn't want to believe it!
"While we're working our butt off your just doing nothing!"
I look down. Trying not to cry and show my anger.......but that's when I notice that I'm shaking.
"I should've known you weren't gonna work hard as my rival! At first I tried my best to ignore it, but now! Now you're just not worth it-"
"Well excuse me if I don't wanna Aikatsu anymore! Excuse me if I don't see the point anymore! It's not my fault I don't wanna continue! I just wanna quit idoling cuz....well cuz I just want to! It's not worth my time! It's not worth anyone's time! Not even for 'I made it into S4' time's!"
I quickly turn on my heel in anger and walk away. But I don't even make it pass Honoka when I feel somebody holding my hand.
I slowly turn around. And the next thing I knew was.....feeling a strong pain, a burn, a sting on my left cheek. I slowly place my left hand on my cheek, and when I look up I see Koharu standing there......her right arm in the air close to her face. Her hand is open and a bit red. Tears are at the corner of her eyes.
"I.....I never thought....or knew....that you would say something like that.....
"I never knew you could be like that! I never thought that you could be such a......such a......" She looks down......but when she looks back up she imdiaently yells.....
"You're such a bitch!"
The sentence rings through my ears...
You're such a bitch!
I can't contain it any longer. I can't control my anger anymore. I just look at them.
"I'm a bitch? I'm a bitch!? I'm not the one jumping to conclusions here! I'm not the one who-who won't let me explain my situation!
"I don't even know why I even tried with y'all....It's not my fault...It's not my fault I don't have the strength to continue! It's not my fault I can't continue! It'S NOT MY FAULT I'M LOSING MY STRENGTH EVERYDAY! IT'S NOT MY FAULT I CAN'T RUN ANYMORE! IT'S NOT MY FAULT THAT I CAN BARLEY GET UP FROM A CHAIR WITHOUT GETTING DIZZY! IT'S NOT MY FAULT I PASS OUT AT LEAST ONCE A DAY!"-that's when I lose it....
"IT'S NOT MY FAULT I DIDN'T GET DONORS IN TIME! IT'S NOT MY FAULT I HAVE TO LEAVE FOUR STAR ACADEMY! IT'S NOT MY FAULT I'M HAVING SURGERY TONIGHT!"
"IT'S NOT MY FAULT I HAVE ANAEMIA!!!"
I gasp and my eyes widen realizing what I just said. Both of my hands fly up to my mouth. It's at that point when I see that Lily~Senpai, Yuri~Senpai, Yuzu~Senpai and every one else including M4 besides Subaru and Hime~Senpai are in the room. They all have the same scared, shocked, disbelief look on their faces.
Lily~Senpai steps foreward.
"Yume.....are you sick?"
I gasp and my eyes widen even more.
"N-no.....I-I'm just....I'm not.....I........."
I quickly as fast as I can, turn on my heel and-even though I'm not supposed to-start running.
I see Honoka by the door. And it's like as if my eyes give her a message....and she understands it. Because as soon as I leave the room........I hear the sound of a door slam......
Honoka POV
As Yume runs by me and..........it's almost as if time stops..
I look at her eyes and it's almost as if they say...
Help me! Save me!
I quickly turn on my heel as soon as I reach outside of the room I turn around. I see everybody trying to follow but I quickly slam the door. I press my hands against the cold hard metal door.
"Kousaka~San let us out!" Koharu yells.
"I can't! I'm sorry I can't....."
"Why?"
"Because!.......Because Yume's feelings have been so delicate...so fragile lately......almost anything can make her cry now.....she's already almost broke down more then two times. Before we got here she did brake down! And now I'm......I'm.........scared that y'all......y'all................broke her......
"That's why.....I think it's best"-I slowly grab a chair and place it in front of the door. I look up at them and slowly start walking away.-"if y'all stay in here for awhile......I'm sorry!"
I turn on my heel and start running. I can hear them yelling at me to let them out. I just keep on running. Tears slowly falling down my cheeks.
It happend again.....but this time.....to someone dear to me......
Yume POV
I take a deep breath. I gather up all my emotions. And place all the sadness aside. I look at Subaru and smile. And slowly place my hands on the keys....
3rd POV (aka nobody's)
[Play Song]
You've got that smile
That only Heaven can make
I pray to God everyday
That you keep that smile
You are my dream
There's not a thing I won't do
I'll give my life up for you
You are my dream
And baby
Everything that I have is yours
You will never go cold or hungry
I'll be there when you're insecure
Let you know that you're always lovely
Girl
Cause you are
The only thing that I got right now
One Day
When the sky is falling
I'll be standing
Right next to you
Right next to you
Nothing will ever come
Between us
Cause I'll be standing right next to you
Right next to you
If you had my child
Yume blushes and smiles
You would make my life complete
Just to have your eyes on little me
That'd be mine forever
Hime finds the others in the room. They all run out to go see Yume dragging Hime along with them
And baby
Everything that I have is yours
You will never go cold or hungry
I'll be there when you're insecure
Let you know that you're always lovely
Boy
Cause you are
The only thing that I got right now
Subaru and Yume quickly flip over the bench and are now standing. Microphone in their hands.
One Day
When the sky is falling
I'll be standing
Right next to you
Right next to you
Nothing will ever come between us
Cause I'll be standing
Right next to you
Right next
To you
Stand by my side
Side
Side
Stand by my side
The others watch as the crowed goes crazy. Yume smiles to herself. She walks in front of Subaru. Facing the crowd
Yume POV
"Minna~San! Arigato!"
I look down keeping my smile. I look back up at the crowd.
"Thank you all so much. Thank you for your love and support. Which is why.....it pains me to say this....
"I'm quitting as an idol. It's not y'all or anything it's just that.....I'm sick now....with Anaemia.....I can't continue anymore...... I'm sorry.......but I'm happy I got to put a smile on people's faces! Which is why I know y'all will understand thank you...........thank you all! I have to live somewhere else to be closer to my doctor. Thank you all.........I love all of y'all. Nijino Yume...........saying goodbye..."
I quickly place the mic down and run to the side seeing Honoka waiting for me.
We both start running to the front, where her mom is waiting for us.
"I put all your stuff in the car."
"Okay."
We stay quiet for awhile.
"Are you sure you don't wanna say goodbye to them?"
I look down.
"I'm sure....."
Koharu POV
Everyone went looking for Yume. When we got to her house she wasn't there.
"She....left something for y'all......in her dorm room..."
Miss Nijino says.
When we all got there I couldn't believe my eyes....
Everything was gone..
She really did leave.....
I feel the tears about to come out. And the last thing I said to her was so horrible....
"Hey guys! There's something on her desk!"
I walk towards it. I see five envelopes and a big letter next to them.
Dear everybody...
Please don't look for me. I promise y'all I'm fine.....for now at least. Depending on when y'all are reading this I might already be having surgery.
Each envelope has a name on it. Please don't read it until April 7th.
Thank You.
-Nijino Yume
???? POV
It's amazing how one tiny decision can effect your life.
I never knew how much one day can effect you...
In the car, I lay my head on Honoka's shoulder. That's when I let it all out. All my sadness, anger, fear, everything.
I always thought that it takes a long amount of time for something big to happen in your life.
She wraps her arms around me. We both turn sideways. I start crying into her shoulder. And she cries too. Just not as loud.
If it wasn't for when I decided to go get Ice Cream with Subaru.......I would've never started trusting him.....
If he never gave me that little pin we would've never found each other.
If it wasn't for him suggesting for me to participate in the Valentine's Day Contest I would've never met Honoka...and would be so lost right now...
If it wasn't for my birthday....I would've never found out I was sick...
If it never was for the doctor telling me about the surgery I wouldn't be moving in with Honoka and her family......
If it wasn't for today.....I would've never even be feeling like this.....
Yes there are some days I wish I could forget....but........I'll always keep That One Day in my heart, mind, and soul forever............
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
April 6th 11:59
???? POV
We all stand in a circle....ready to open our letters. I look at my watch and the second it says 12:00 I imdiaently yell ,"Go!"
We open our letters and when we finish reading them well..................let's just say we all wish we could take That One Day back....
That One Day
Or is it?
April 7th
Remember that day.........
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