My face is all bloody with aches and pains everywhere.

I have bruises everywhere on my body as well.

I stand up to wash my face because I'm in bathroom.

I turn on the water and wash my face from all the blood.

Great... black eye.

I hope someone goes to jail for this. I stagger towards the door and open it.

Well yes here I am, I'm beat up and in really bad conditions. You want to know what happened?

My pleasure... I mean it will be a little hard but here we go. I'll start from the beginning. I mean the way beginning.

*cough cough*

~from the start~

I wake up to an ordinary day off to school.

Monday.. I get up and first thing I do is look in the mirror.

I see I have a bad case of the bed head but I don't care.

I stagger sleepily to the bathroom. I look in the mirror once again and sigh.

I begin to take off my clothes and get all naked. (yes he's naked.)

I jump in the shower without even getting it ready.

I turn on the faucet and my eyes shoot open from the cold of it.

"ahh." I say as the cold hits me and I back up a bit.

It turns hot and I get on with the shampoo and conditioner.

Finally, when I'm done I hop out.

Like a dumb ass I forgot to get my clothes ready.

So I grab my towel and wrap it around my waist and go into my room.

Thank god I have my own room so I don't have to worry about people peeping.

I get my clothes on, wearing my same sweater as I always do. I like to hide away because I hate making eye contact.

Everyone at my school pretty much hates me. It's sad but I don't like to pity myself.

My parents obviously don't care if I get called shit because I'm tough enough to take care of myself.

Oh yes... I'm also a 'man' as my father always says.

Sometimes I wish I was little again so my mom and dad would care more. But hey.. that's life.

I grab my back pack and my phone along with my headphones. "bye mom have a good day!" I yell before I walk out.

I don't really care what she says back because I already know what she's going to say.

"You to Hunny. Don't get hurt! You can do it!" I used to feel so encouraged when she said that.

But now I just feel sadness when she does because every time I try not to get hurt and do as my mom says.

Well you probably know the answer to that..

But back to the subject. I get on the bus and sit in a empty seat.

No one ever wants me to sit by them. Well except Jason he's one of my friends.

By one I mean 'one' like only. I put my head against the window and keep it there.

I put in my head phones and listen to my favorite songs. All the songs I like are sad..

~small time skip~

were at Jason's house. I sigh and open my eyes to see Jason already standing above me.

I decide to take out my head phones so I can hear him good.

"Hey buddy ol' pal."He gives me a smile and sits.

He's the only one who could be my friend. Wow I am so lucky to have him.

I respond with a groggy voice "h-hey.." I put my head back against the seat in front of me.

"How are you today?" he asks with his bag in his hands.

"I'm ok. what about you?" I say back.

"Well.. I'm good, thanks for asking." I look at him and nod then put my head back on the seat.

A ride from his house to the school isn't even that far away.

I say this because we are here. I stand up

"See you at lunch my friend." I say to him as he gets off.

"yep." he nods and walks off. I wait till everyone is off having to look at the scowls that they give me.

Well most, others don't really care.

I get off and walk in the hallway with my hood on going straight to my locker.

Until I got stopped by a guy pulling my hood off.

"no hoods in school." he says smiling and laughing along with a couple of friends of his.

I swear they only do this to me so they can make people laugh.

Like everything is a fucking joke.

Sometimes I have thoughts of choking some of them to death.

But then... I think I'm a phycho.

I just remain quiet and walk to my locker as planed.

I put my bag in it and grab the books I need for the next class. I shut it and walk straight to class.

No need for breakfast.

Its not like teachers tell you to eat breakfast anymore like in elementary.

"Go eat breakfast it's brain food. Blah blah blah." like the dip shits they are.

Before I walk in the room I pull down my hood. I don't want to be criticised again.

I sit in silence... well not complete silence because I have my headphones in the whole and class practically screaming there fucking heads off.

'Eye brows on fleek!' Or 'The man!'
Fuck you all...

I look out the window for a while until I look over to see the teacher talking.

"We have a new student today!" She says loud and groggy.

It catches my attention "great another dumb ass."

He walks in... he's surprisingly really cute. What am I saying?

But doesn't everyone begin to Like someone but there not how you think they are?

Happens every time, sadly. He looks over the room. I see his eyes scanning.

Well I want to see how this turns out I suppose. I laugh to myself. I actually don't give a shit.

There's one desk open by me. The one and only. I sigh and put my head down.

I then look up to him and he waves, then sits. He whispers "hi."

I look over and quietly respond "hi.." he smiles.

I then put my head back down. I feel that I can't trust him...

Just going to see how it goes I guess. At this point I don't know what to do.

I look over to him to see he was staring at me. He quickly looks away.

Watch in a couple days or so he hate my guts because if he were to be my friend he'd get beat the shit out him.

~Time skip~

Time for lunch finally.. getting stares and stuff by the new kid.

My dumb ass teacher never told us his name. Figures...

I see friend and he waves. I wave back and he sits.

"What's up man?" He says starting conversation. I start to eat.

"Nothing much." I look up to see the new kid smiling and walking torwards us.

He sits and looks at us. "Hey guys, mind if I sit." I look at him.

"I don't mind." Jason responds. I shrugged my shoulders.

I didn't say anything but he sits. "so what's your names?" he brakes the silence.

"my names Jason." Jason says shyly. I look over and give him a groggy look. "I'm Alec."

he smiles at me. "nice to meet you guys." I look at my tray and start to eat.

"what's yours?" I hear him shuffle around and me getting impatient.

"I'm-" he gets cut off. "hey new guy. you a fag like this one over here?" the new kids looks up.

"if sitting and hanging out with him means I am then yes." this kid is cool. I've never been stood up for like this. I mean Jason did like once but I still cherish it.

"Get away from him if you know what's good for you." the bully says back.

"mhm and get away if you know what's for you." he shoots right back.

"your lucky were in the cafeteria dip shit." he walks away with a group of friends.

he sighs deeply and starts to eat. I look over at Jason to see him looking at me with big eyes.

I look over and decide I was going to dump my tray. "bye.. I'm going to dump." the new kid looks up. "and.. thanks.. a lot." I walk away.

what a day..

A/N sorry if its to long xD it will be so cute. promise you. alrighty hope you like it. I know, I know, its very depressing. perfect fit though. xD Have a good one!!