Rain started falling really hard when my mom started talking. She said that my grandad is very sick,even though it is not really visible yet. He had lung cancer from smoking too much tobacco when he was young. It was still in early stages but somehow they couldnt operate. No one wanted to do that to some old smoker that never really cared about anyone. He neede d treatment and that was really expensive andy family had no money. We had to help them but how. The only choice was selling our car to pay for it and stay here in the same place for another year untill he can go for procedure and further treatment. . .
I couldnt listen to her anymore , i could see the mouth moving but without any sound what so ever . As the loud thunder explodes above our house i knew my life was over. With my grandad illness and my almost deaf grandmother there was no way we would ever leave this place,nor that I would ever see that golden sunset again.
The old familiar feeling squeezedy chest and I felt my heart breaking in pain and all I could do was stare at the blank wall and cry in a pillow my mom gave while I was very small as that will change anything..