I posed for a few pictures and he actually clicked them for me, I was expecting him to get mad or something but he didn't, instead he took them. After a few clicks, I rushed towards him wanting to see.

"Show me how they look." I said as I stood beside him and our arms brushed against each other, I saw him clench his fists tightly, I just smirked as I swiped through the pictures he had taken and wow, I dint know he was such a good photographer.

The pictures had come out so good, I looked like a model, a very hot one actually.

"So do you like these pictures now, or do I still look horrible?" I asked as I looked at him and pouted trying to be cute.

"They are great, you'll definitely find someone now." He said as he turned around and walked out of the bathroom so I followed him, if he thought he would get away so easily he was wrong, he dint know how stubborn I was, I always got what I wanted.

"Can I get your t-shirt or something? It's cold." I asked, he nodded as he walked towards him cupboard to get one meanwhile I pulled out the sari.

"Khushi!" He said in a very strict voice when he turned around and found me just wearing the blouse and the petticoat which were wet so they were clinging to my body.

"What? Haven't you seen a hot girl before Arnav?" I smirked.

"If you think seducing me will work then let me tell you very clearly Khushi, it won't." He said angrily.

Why was this guy always angry? Couldn't he be cute and sweet just for once?

"Challenge accepted." I smirked as I walked towards him, pushed him towards the well and once he was stuck there, I moved as close as I could to him, brush my body against his, he inhaled a few deep breaths, his palms still clenched into tight fists and now he had shut his eyes.

He was trying really hard not to get affected by this and I was going to make sure it affected him, let's see who was going to win.

I traced my fingers from his eyes to his cheeks, I stopped at him lips brushing my thumb on his lips and he stood there still like a statue as if none of this was affecting him.

I moved my mouth closer to his, placing soft kissed all over his cheeks, I could feel him shudder every time my lips touched his cheeks, once I was done teasing him, I brushed my lips against his slowly, for a moment he almost opened his mouth to kiss me but he just somehow managed to control his desires, so instead, he opened his eyes, grabbed both my hands pushing them to my back as he held them together.

He pushed me towards the bed, made me sit down and then knelt down in front of me and looked at me seriously.

"You know if I'd want to, I could take you right here, right now." He said, damn that sexy voice.

"Then take me Arnav." Seriously I never thought I would ever tell any guy anything like this, but with Arnav it just seemed to happen out of nowhere.

"I dint finish my sentence. I would do it Khushi, and then you would leave happily from here and then I would disappear, break all contacts with you or just plainly ignore your existence and if anyone is going to get hurt from it, it's going to be you. You will feel used, do you want to feel that way?" He asked seriously.

"If it means having the only chance with you that I'd ever have then yes." I nodded. All I knew was that I wanted to be with him, even if it was for a day, physically, emotionally, any way he would like, I just wanted to be with him, I wanted to experience the actually feelings, and if this was my only chance at it, I dint care if I was going to get my heart broken.

"Please try to understand me Khushi, I told you the truth because I hoped you would help me, but you're just making things harder, don't do that."

"I am trying to understand you Arnav, but how about you understand me, I haven't felt like this before, for anyone. Look at me, I am Khushi Gupta, I don't beg guys to be with me, they beg me, but I am doing that for you and you're still playing hard to get."

"I am not playing hard to get Khushi, I just don't want to freaking hurt you!" he was literally screaming.

"But this is my choice Arnav, I don't care, I am ready for it despite knowing the consequences, why can't you be?"

"Because I just can't... I don't have the strength to do that to you."

"Why not?" I asked angrily, he was really making me mad now, I mean how much convincing did he need?

"Because I love you Khushi, why do you think I've managed to have this control on myself despite all your stupid tactics? Because I love you so much, it breaks my heart, even the thought of hurting you anyhow just scares the hell out of me." He looked at me sadly, all his anger faded away slowly, he looked so vulnerable.

The Arnav that usually threatened people was vulnerable himself and it was quite a heartbreaking site.

"Here, change into this, you're shivering, you might get sick." He said as he handed me his T-shirt. I nodded as I took it from him and headed inside the washroom to change, I couldn't stop thinking about what he had just said to me.

It wasn't about liking each other anymore, it was about love, he loved me. As for me, I dint even know what I felt for him yet, I mean of course I did like him, but love? I dint really know.

I grabbed a towel, wiped off my body and then put on the T-shirt he had given me and then I looked at my reflection in the mirror.

I loved how it looked on me, I loved the fact that it was his T-shirt, it just felt kind of good, it had his scent and it was quite intoxicating.

I sighed and walked out of the room, he was seated on the bed fiddling with his fingers, he looked up at me when I walked out.

"Are you okay now? If you're feeling cold, I could give you a blanket or something?" he asked.

"No, I'm fine." I smiled faintly, and just then a servant walked in with a bowl of soup, he handed it to Arnav and then walked away.

"Here, this is for you." He said as he handed me the bowl of soup. The first day I crossed paths with him, I never thought he could be this caring type of a person, the first time I saw this side of his was when he was caring for Jiya the day of fresher's party.

"I need to go check on Jiya, once you finish the soup you can go back home and please stop doing this things." He said as he tried to walk away but I grabbed his hand to stop him, he did stop, he turned to look at me immediately.

"You said you love me." I said.

"Yeah Khushi, I heard myself."

"You said you dint want to hurt me, but you doing this, trying to stay away from me when I don't want to stay away from you is also hurting me Arnav."

"Less than it would in the future."

"Is this your final decision?"

"Yes."

"Well it's your loss then, I mean you're missing out on this piece of cake." I said referring to myself.

"I know, my bad luck." He smiled faintly as then turned around to walk away, and when he did, I just somehow broke down.

It hurt knowing that there wouldn't ever be anything between us, it hurt knowing that he loved me but still he couldn't be with me, and it hurt knowing that I did all this but none of it worked.

"Khushi please." I heard him, I hadn't realized that he wasn't completely gone, he was just outside the door of his room and he could hear me. Damn it Khushi, now he would know how weak you are.

"What?" I said trying to sound normal.

"Don't cry. I really don't want to turn around because I know if I do, I won't be able to keep myself from... just don't cry please. Look you just like me, you don't love me so you will get rid of those feeling easily, I promise." He said as he stood out there facing the opposite direction.

"I am not crying Arnav, I won't cry for a guy that doesn't want me in his life, it's clearly your loss." Yeah right Khushi, who was just crying now?

"Good to know." He said as he finally walked away.

I quickly grabbed my clothes and rushed out too, I just wanted to get out of here as