Ashley's POV

I shoot up with tears rolling down my face as the night terror flashes before my eyes and sobs wrack my body "Cyndy, Cyndy, Cynthia please wake up" I sob as I shake her "what's the matter ash I'm trying to sleep" she tiredly "Cyndy please wake up" I sob "whoa ok what's up?" She asks as she wakes up fully and I brake down in tears "hey, hey, hey you need me to get Alex?" She asks and I nod and she runs out. I pull my knees to my chest as I sob Into them while shaking. The door busts open and I see Alex and jack and I reach out for Alex, he takes me into His arms as I sob hysterically into his chest, Cyndy hugs me from behind and jack runs his fingers threw my hair "you wanna tell me what your nightmare was about?" Alex asks softly "I saw tom" I sob "it was when I walked in and he shot himself" I sob "oh ash" he says sympathetically "I miss him so much lex" I sob

Alex's POV

"I miss him so much lex" she sobs "I know you do hunnie" I say softly, you have to treat ash like a child when it comes to tom, it fucked her mentally "Lexi? Can I see him?" She asks with hiccups "Ashley hunnie, I know you miss him, I do to, but he wants us to live and be happy" I say and she sniffs "he promised he would always be here Lexi" she whimpers "I know he did hunnie" I say "you won't leave like tom did will you Lexi?" She asks "no of course not, you need me" I say "good" she says "you good now hunnie?" I ask and she nods, I wipe her tears away and I lay her back down and cover her up, she falls asleep almost instantly and I turn to Cyndy "please keep an eye on her" I say "I will" she says "I'll stay with her" jack says "I'm trusting you" I say as he gets in next to her "I'll take care of her, I promise" he says in a serious tone and I nod "a-alex?" I hear Cyndy ask "what's up buttercup?" I ask "can I stay with you?" She asks not making eye contact "yeah, c'mon" I say and she smiles.

Jacks POV (didnt see that shit coming did ya)

Once Alex and Cyndy walk out I wrap my arms Tightly around ash and I hear her sniff "hey you ok?" I ask "no, not really" she says "you wanna talk about it?" I ask, she sits up and pulls her cover over her bed railing making a den sorta thing and she turns her fairy lights on "Can we talk about it?" She asks "yeah of course" I say as I sit up, I take her Hands into mine as I run my thumb over her knuckles "well, to start off I'm still really shook from loosing tom" she starts "but I'm better at handling it" she says and I nod "but im terrified" she whispers "of what?" I ask quietly "I dont wanna lose Alex. While I was close to tom, I was much, much closer to Alex and still am. He takes care of me. I'm scared no terrified I'll lose him" she says with tears in her eyes "its this what its about?" I ask and she nods "you wanna know a little secret?" I ask and she nods "Alex glares at any guy who even glances at you. He loves you very very much and wouldn't dream of leaving you" I say and a tear rolls down her cheek "he's scared of losing you. He thinks its his responsibility to take care of you. Your his little sister but you are so much more then that to him. Your His best friend, his better half, his snuggle Buddie, his escape and your his everything. He loves you so much its actually unbelievable how much he loves you, in a good way of course" I say and she chokes out of laugh "but mostly your the one person who he is absolutely terrified of losing. He wishes he could take every ounce of pain you have away and make you happy 100% of the time. He wishes you didnt have to see tom do that to himself. He loves you more then anyone can know. You two have a bond like no one else and you two are the closest I've ever seen anyone" I say and she smiles "he loves you and dont you forget it" I say "thank you jack" she says and hugs me, I smile and wrap my arms around her waist "no problem" I say

Cynthia's POV

Once we get into Alex's room he gets into bed and I sit next to him. I hear him hiccup and I look at him to see tears in his eyes "you wann talk about it?" I ask and he nods "what's up?" I ask "I just...ugh" he says and runs His fingers threw his hair "is this about ash?" I ask "yeah" he says "I'm scared" he says "I dont wanna lose her, she's so torn up about tom and its like I can't fix it" he says "I love her so much but I can't lose her" he says "Alex, look at me" I say and he looks at me "I'm gonna tell you something I promised her I wouldn't tell you but you need to hear it now" I say and he nods "she is scared, completely and utterly terrified of losing you" I start "she comes to me crying a lot of the time whenever you have an anxiety attack. She cries to me saying she doesn't know what to do and begs me to stop it. She loves you so much so when she sees you like that it scares her. She was close to tom but thats nothing compared to how close she is with you. She loves that you take care of her, it makes her feel wanted. But when she sees you crying or sad it terrifies her, she thinks that if one thing goes wrong she'll lose you and that completely and utterly petrifies her. She wants to be there for you and she wishes that she could take your anxiety away. She loves you more then you could ever know" I say "she looks up to you Alex. When she sees you on stage she always tells me she wants to be just like you and its so cute to see her like that. Your her hero Alex. When you have fights and she stays over here with me and jack she goes to sleep sick to her stomach and the reason jack always texts you after you two have had a fight is because she was worried about you and begged jack to text to see if you were ok" I finish and I see him smiling "I really mean a lit to her, dont I?" he asks with you smile "yeah, she loves you" I say "your her big brother but your so, so much more then that. Your her best friend, her hero, her human diary, her other half and her escape. She loves you with all she's got" I say

No ones POV

Ash and Alex both run out their rooms with jack and Cyndy following behind and the come face to face. Years roll down Ashley's face and the hug tightly. Ashley sobs into Alex's chest as he puts his face in her hair "I love you so much, you won't lose me I promise, I need you" she sobs "I love you to, and I pronuse I won't leave you, you need me and I need you" he says shakily. Jack walks to Cyndy and hugs her "I love you, I know we fight a lot but I love you" he says and she hugs back "I love you to" she says