Chapter 3
Jensen paused. "Of course I will! I don't like walking alone either."
"Thanks Jensen," Misha said nodding, walking beside him. A little too close beside him, but Jensen didn't mind it. "Jared usually walks and talks with me in the mornings."
"What do you guys talk about?" Jensen was staring him straight in the eyes, and they weren't paying attention to what was in front of them or where they were walking. Jensen's bright green eyes seemed to pierce Misha's heart instantly, and before you knew it Misha was on the ground. He had tripped in a pothole, and twisted his ankle.
"Owwww," he whined.
Jensen stopped and crouched down beside him. "Are you okay buddy?"
Misha didn't answer, he just sat there looking up at Jensen in shock.
"C'mere," he held his hand out. "Let me help you up!" Misha took the offer and grabbed his rough and gentle hands, and tried to stand up.
"Thanks, I'm sorry. Ugh god damnit. I always make a fool out of myself." Misha said in a grave tone. He was frustrated with himself. If that happenens again Jensen might suspect something.
"Hey, Calm down! Its okay, this is what friends are for. Is your ankle okay?" Jensen was genuinely concerned about his friend. He was at a loss for words at the same time. Every time he looked in Misha's eyes, he was lost. He got nervous. His heart skipped a beat. He was unfocused.
"Yea thanks Jensen. I'll be okay," Misha reassured him.
"Okay good! So what do you and Jared talk about in the mornings?" Jensen asked carefully, he had no idea. Maybe it was a touchy subject. He just wanted to be a good friend and considerate.
"Oh just about what scenes we are gonna be doing that day."
Jensen grew nervous. Did Misha know what scenes they were doing next?
"Well do you know what scene they need you for next?" Jensen asked shyly. If Misha didn't know, he was sure to get a surprise.
"I don't know, I'm just assuming its a scene with you? Right?"
I don't think Misha had realized this, but Destiel was already making their friendship awkward. Jensen could already feel the tension.
"Your assumption is correct... But I don't know if you will like it. They told me that in this scene they 'confess their love for each other.' Tomorrow is worse. I feel like this is a mistake. I'm excited, but I feel our friendship already breaking."
What Jensen said was true, except Misha didn't feel like it was breaking. He felt they were growing stronger as friends, and that was because of all Misha's unresolved sexual tension towards the whole situation. He was too shy to admit what he really felt, so he played along with Jensen.
"Same here. I can't loose you, you're my best friend. I say, we hang out tonight like we always used to."
Jensen liked that idea, he hasn't been to a bar in a while, he thought this was a perfect opportunity to go back. He nodded and a smile fell upon his face. They continued walking untill they saw Jared and Richard talking in the corner.
"SABRIEL!" Misha yelled, and Jared turned around and flipped him off.
Jensen laughed and playfully punched him. "Nice one," he whispered.
Eric walked over to Jensen and Misha and pulled them over to talk to them.
"Okay in this scene, the worst thing they do is hold hands and hug.What happens now, is Dean is worried about Sammy, and Cas reaches for his hand and tells him its okay. Then they hug and Dean says 'I love you.' Remember Destiel won't be in ever episode either so don't get mad at me." He turned to Jensen. "I see you as too manly for this fluffy crap, but oh well! We still have the same plot and stuff. Don't think the show is changing. We are just adding a romance on the side. It should be the least of your worries okay?"
They both nodded in agreement and went to their set. Misha felt very put down by what Eric had said. 'I see you as too manly for this fluffy crap,' but he was only talking to Jensen. Not Misha. That really messed with Misha. His depression was bad enough as it is. He didn't need Eric putting him down on top of that. Then there was the thing with the nervousness around Jensen. He didn't want the friendship to end. It was just too much for the poor little guy. He tried to be strong but he broke. Jensen knew something was wrong but he didn't want to break him anymore more, and was afraid to ask.
They started filming the scene, and when Dean said 'I love you,' that's when Misha broke. He ran back to his trailer in tears, being the good friend he was, Jensen followed him. He ran as fast as he could trying to catch him, but he couldn't run fast enough.
"MISHA WAIT!" He yelled, but Misha wouldn't stop running.
He ran until the tears wouldn't stop coming and he fell down on the pavement. He was on his knees, and his head was in his hands.
"Misha, what's wrong? Please talk to me," Jensen pleased. He couldn't stand seeing Misha like that, and it was making him really upset. It wasnt before long, there was tears coming from Jensen's eyes too... As he sat beside Misha and layed his hands on his shoulders.
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I'm working on this story with an amazing guy (mehitsme12) so credit goes to him as well!!!
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