A few weeks later

Jensen woke up alone. Misha was in the kitchen trying to cook. Jensen went down, following the smell of bacon. But he stopped when he heard Misha.

"I can't do anything. I'm a god damned adult, I'm loved, but i just dont feel it. He will thik I'm crazy and he will leave."

Jensen faked a yawn and hugged Misha from behind, he knew how much he loved that.

"Oh hi im just cooking." Misha smiled innocently.

"Yeah, okay... I love you." Jensen moved to kissing and nibbling on ear. "Tell me whats wrong? I heard you..."

"Heard what? the glorious melodies of bacon and toast?"

"No."

"Was it the pups? They were barking at something."

"Misha!"

He completely ignored Jensen and changed the subject. "Where are my little rascals? Andy? Gerard? Have you seen them?" He looked around to avoid eye contact with Jensen's beautiful green eyes.

Jensen steped foreward and grabed his shoulder. He quoted him perfectly. "'I can't do anything. I'm a god damned adult, I'm loved, but i just dont feel it. He will thik I'm crazy and he will leave.'" Jensen paused. "What's going on?"

"There's nothing to say Jensen. I love you and I'm o-kay... I promise."

"Just tell me the truth, i wont leave. I wont get angry." Jensen's tone softened.

Misha lifed his sweater to reveal one small shallow cut on his hip. "It won't scar. It will just scab over and heal. I think."

Jensen layed a hand over where the cut was located and he sighed. "I love you Misha this is my fault. I should have watched you better..."

"No, I'm sorry... We have wedding planning today though. Can we forget what happened? Please Jen..."

"Yeah... I guess..." Jensen just signed, but knew he couldn't forget it.

They decided to just cuddle on the couch, before Jensen brought it up again, and convinced Misha to go to a counselor. He was very surprised that Misha gave in so easily, and he did end up going...

The lady did help him, only by convincing him to listen to Jensen. Jensen kept praising him more offer and letting him be little so he could take over completely. He did whatever he could to keep him happy, even if that meant he went out of his comfort zone. (But he found something that he really liked.) (It happened to be animal roleplaying, so some little extent.)

"Where's my kitty?!" Misha exclaimed as he came back from therapy. Jensen ran in from the kitchen and kissed him. "Well there you are.." He smiled.

"How'd it go? How are you?"

"Im okay, but amazing now that i have my kitten."

Jensen just blushed and chuckled, purring and pawing at his chest. Misha just pat his perky a$$ with a smile.

When it did happen, they both enjoyed it. But most of the time, Jensen was Misha's daddy or master, depending on how deep in subspace he was. But it was getting all better as Misha's mind started getting happier. He was suddenly realizing how much Jensen really loved him and that his words held meaning. He knew that deep down, but just needed a bit of extra help. But there were still some spells. It was so weird. Most days Misha was his bubbly self and everything was perfect, and then some days it was all downhill. But Jensen always managed to make him happy when he was upset.

~•~

Misha woke up and started playing with Jensen's hair. "Good morning Jensen. How did you sleep master?"

"Good. What about you? Mm... You were warm." His eyes looked still a little tired and his voice was deeper from sleep.

"I couldn't really sleep. I only dozed off around 6 and its 8 now."

"You should have woken me up if you couldn't go to sleep..."

"No no its okay. I didn't want to bother my master."

"You're not a bother."

Misha kissed him so he would stop talking, and Jensen licked his lips. "Fiesty arent we?" Jen just smiled. "Daddy, you're so out of my league."

"No im not! You're out of mine." He protested and poked Misha's nose.

"Jensen mother fluffing Ackles is out of my league and he's boning on the reg! And omfg he's gonna marry me!"

He laughed at the word choice. "But im not out of your league."

"Look at your body!" Misha exclaimed.

"Okay. There's nothing special about it..."

"It's muscly and pudgy in places, but tanned and perfect."

"I love your body as well. And your face is stunning. Most of all, your personality. I fell in love with you as a whole. Not just your looks." Jensen rubbed Misha's chest gently.

"I'm not perfect, but I feel like it sometimes because of you. Your perfection rubbs off on me."

"Ill kiss you to death if you don't stop! Because you are perfect!" Jensen raised an eyebrow and looked at him with a smirk.

"I dare you."

Jensen kissed him everywhere, sometimes biting gently at his skin. Mish just giggled at the feeling of Jen's full and amazing lips on his lips and body.

Mish started poking him, making him laugh and break away. "You found the kiss monster's weakness!" He faked a dramatic death but couldn't stop laughing, Misha along with him.

"I love you soooo so so so so muchhh, Jenny!"

He went back to kissing him and let his lips attack Misha's neck. "How much? More than I love you?"

"More than everything ever. And I'm all yours. If you like it or not. I'm not ever leaving."

"Theres no one better than you, so I'm glad!"

~•~

Misha was really tired from being up all night and layed on top of Jensen.

"Gaayyyy," Jensen whinned and wrapped his arms around Misha, but his tired baby boy just had a plan to attack him back, with many kisses on his torso.

"So gay!" He mumbled and sucked on Jen's neck.

"Who?" Jensen acted clueless, and held in a moan.

"Me!" Misha snickered.

"Yup." Jensen agreed.

"Youre veryyy gay tooo, Mr Ackles!"

"Nope, just you Mr.Collins."

"Yesaa. You're gay Ackles!"

"Nope. Not at all." He kept denying it.

"So you wont like this?" Misha questioned before gently grinding against Jensens body.

"Mmm... Mew..." He smiled, being a kitty at the moment. It was weird how they judt switched. How Misha was suddenly dominant and Jensen was fully submissive to him.

"Rawr!" Misha growled. Jensen squeaked in fake fear, Misha held him closer. "My beautiful kitty.. You're still out of my league."

Jensen quickly snapped out of it. "NOOOO. LETS JUST AGREE THST WE ARE BOTH EQUALLY HOT PLEASE?"

"You're a listed model for frick sake!"

'I still think you are the hottest in the whole world. Your fans do tooo! You're my sexy devil."

"Thats a new one..."

"Sexy devil?" Jensen craned his neck to bite at Misha's lip.

"Someones playful. So cute." Misha giggled and Jensen shifted under him. Misha was laying on him awkwardly anyways."Jensen, ugh..." He started and they both moved to a very uncomfortable position.
"Fyi there is a foot on my balls.."

"Is it mine?"

"Wouldn't be the first time..."

Jensen moved his legs again, making Misha sigh happily as he un-tensed and layed on him more comfortably. Jensen was soon done with it, and the bed was getting hot. He didn't wanna sweat.

"Wanna cuddle on the couch and watch recorded game shows? Maybe the news for a bit?"

"Yes, as long as I can cuddle you."

Jensen picked him up and took him downstairs.

"Wow my kitty is strong!"

"You're warm..."

"But thats because you're cold daddy." Misha nuzzled him and rubber his arms to try and warm him up.

"Thank you Misha." He turned and kissed his cheek.

"Anything for you."