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THIS CHAPTER IS ALL ABOUT AVNI'S PAST READ CAREFULLY.

Avni- so... mere papa se mai bohot zyada attached thi....
I mean...us time i would only choose papa over everything....
Mumma was also happy...
After turning 17

One day...
I was sleeping in my room when my sleep broke due to the sound of crying...
I went to my mothers room...
She was crying while hugging her knees...
I went to her..

I asked her what happened..
She told me to ask my father...
I consolled her...
She told me that he came back from a bad place... where men go to fulfill their sexual desires...

I was very stunned...
I didn't believed her and went to my father...
I asked him..
Was that true?

Do u knw what i got in response?

Neil- no...

Avni- a tight slap ! A tight slap which broke all my feeling for my father... which made me understood....he was always bad... he just pretended to be good in front of me...

That too...why..
To use me in future to earn money..

I was shook...
The father i flaunted to my every child... the toys he baught me...the love he gave me... all those memories and i was falling apart..

His cruel voice broke my trance

Ad- jaati hai ya ek or lagau!

Tears didn't fell from my eyes...

I have heard People say manytimes.....

"Pain is like a disguised angel..
It hurts at the beginning defining the devil... but makes us stronger defining the angel..."

I and my mother we went far away from him...
Not before kicking his f*cking dick!

A person is more than nothing after he/she looses respect in one's eyes..

Neil- he did that only once?

Avni- no... he did that several times..
My mum didn't let me get a hint of it..
He went to that place every week..

I was confused i mean...
I have such a beautiful mother...
She is pure as gold...
Her slightly dark colour makes her even more natural..

After a year...

I was behind it like a damn investigator...
That question always parted me away from studies
That why! Why did he had to go to some other women while having such a gorgeous wife...
Finally!!!
I asked her...

She told me...
That....
It shattered me...u knw..
She said...
"She had twins"
I silly fully asked her where is the other twin..
She said...
She died in the womb..

When i heard "she" suddenly...
From nowhere i felt the loneliness
I have felt from my childhood being a single child...that too healthy and that too..
alone....
I for 1 min imagined all the happiness all the joy i would've gotten if my twin was there...
I wouldn't have been alone...

She whispered slightly while i came out of my trance...

U knw how dreadful it would've felt.... caring twins that is lot more difficult than normal pregnancies..... the happiness of having 2 babies....
And
Then comes the worst twist of life..
One comes out in a very critical condition and the other....
The other dies in ur hands....
She told me after that day she lost the ability to reproduce...

The feeling of Losing a child and not being able to get her back.....feels worst....

I hugged her tightly....

Now...
The loneliness she felt all those years.... can never be compared to the loneliness i felt...

She needed me...
But i didn't gave her timee...

I felt miserable...
I mean always running and jumping in ur fathers arms..
When ur mom is spreading her arms for years....

I realised...
How forgranted i have taken my mother....
And i knw we all do...kahi na kahi..

"We humans don't get the imp. Of something till it is present with us"

But after just imagining myself at her position shatters my heart..

How did she...
How did she do so much without even hissing...

I wiped the warm water which fell from my eye....

He kept a hand on her shoulder

Avni- i m fine....

After that we shifted from there...
It had been a almost a year...
We were finally living happily and forgetting the old dreads

My mother she was amazing in her job... but what feared her were now men...
She used to get panicked....
She was strong...
But a person has a limit...
And her limit was done that day when he did that...
So...
I used to do a part time job...in the coffee shop...
Finally i earned that much to get into collage...
Then....
I met u....
I told mumma about u but mentioning u as a girl...as my friend....as u were my friend then..

The day u proposed me to be ur girlfriend....
I went home happily...

At 6pm
Exactly...
The same guy who made my mom go through worse came again to show his filthy face to her and make her weaker...

I went after her...

She was stunned...
But there was a confidence i felt..in her at that time...

He tried to touch me...
But i stopped him right there...

He said my mother that he is not the same , he is sorry for whatever he did.
I looked at that man with disgust..
How could he even think of coming here and sorting out after what he did to her!

My mother looked at him and said confidently that she and i can stay alone we don't need him!
We trust each other and can live together..

He smirked and said...
Trust? He did what i didn't expected...
He said " Trust? Tum krti hogi trust lekin vo nhi krti tumpr tabhi toh tumse chupati hai ki uska ek boyfriend ban gya hai..."

She looked at me...
"Yeh sach bol rha hai??"
I shut the door on his face...

I took her to the sofa...
She kept on asking...

I consolled her...
That u r diff. U r not like other men... and all...

But she didn't approved it...

She didn't talked to me for the whole day...

Ofcourse she felt betrayed...

After some days .....
U made me feel same as like her..

HAR Maa har cheez me kahi na kahi sahi hoti hai....

Pta nhi kese...
Pr esa hi hota hai....

She wasn't already talking to me..
I went away from my house...

Then u came at my house...
She behaved strange...
As idk how she just felt that u did something wrong with her daughter....
So...she stayed cold to u...

She told me when i came back home from my job...

She looked angry and caring at the same time...

I was done!

It had been days that i have been hiding it from her...

But now i couldn't...

I jumped on her hugging her tightly....and started crying....

Feeling the betrayals she got and the way she handled it...
Made me feel more guilty...

I whispered to her sobbing....
"You were right maa... he...he...iss also the same...as other"
He is also the same...

I cried my heart out that day..
The whole night she kept caressing my back...
Not whispering anything....

I decided to skip college for somedays and go on my job for day shift...

She...
She is everything and best thing i have...

She made me my fav. Foods everyday...
But...i didn't used to eat it...
I didn't felt to...

I just did one thing every day....
" respect her...nd make her feel imp."

She even did the same thing..
Kissing my forehead daily and whispering i love u...

I ....
I lied to u that day...

Sirf tumhara pyaar nhi hai.....jiski vajah se mai lad nhi paayi...
Ya mai jaan bujh kr nhi ladi...

Maine isliye kiya yeh...kyuki mai apni maa ka dard feel krna chahti thi....

Every kick, every stick i got i felt her each pain...
" She had to stay locked up in that prison"
" She had to live with the person who cheated on her every week...for ME"
"She accepted to be supressed"
"She accepted to be his wife and my mother not "Neela sharma"

I just wanted to feel the pain and realise MY mistakes..

U knw.how strong i am!
In placing those dicks to their places...

But...

Seriously after feeling it for once..
I don't want it ever again...

I told her everything...

I just want to tell her...
I want her to live her life...to the full...
I want her to be happy again...

I want her to accept us...

This time the real "love"

What do u think? Will neela accept avneil ?
1530 words
After a very long time...
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