You will understand this if u have watched Fault Of Are Stars.So i just watched it and now i feel like why complain about my cancer free life when Hazel and poor Agustus have or had cancer.I just want to hug them but here i am not going through all that pain and depression and then them.Pain a word that kills.Pain cant have bravery with out pain.Pain the enemy.Pain is sometimes a battle that will remain unwon.Pain makes u feel unwanted.Pain doesnt just go away.Pain and oblivion my biggest fears.Hazel your my hero cause i feel like a grenade but it doesnt want to blow up.Pain.It haunts everyone.Pain.