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Currently it was the third day of Jungkook in the pack house and it's evening by now...Jungkook had handed Cho-hee to her mother few hours ago by now....

He was still sitting on the garden porch as he stared at the sun setting slowly with fairy lights in his porch lighting up slowly...

Beautiful was an understatement to describe the place and moment and Jungkook sitting there like an Angel made it even better...He was siting there since Jimin left him aggressively, He merely moved just to hand Cho-hee over otherwise he haven't eaten anything since Morning...He didn't even go to check over Jimin's Mother after...

He doesn't know what got into him, he never skipped meals like that since he never believed in losing of appetite for someone else....But today he did lose his appetite...

On the other side Jimin was tired after searching is whole room in attempt to find the broken pieces but to no avail so he decided to go to his mother to check on her...

He knocked and a faint voice allowed him in...His mother was growing even more weaker by the passing days and he can't do anything, that hurt him the most...

With a smile he went in to sit by his mother but was abruptly stopped when his mother grabbed his wrist out of nowhere and asked, "What happened to Head Alpha Jungkook?"

Her condition was weak yet she asked about Jungkook, Jimin didn't knew where Jungkook was nor he wanted to know anyway....

"Why are you asking about him? Now you should rest Eomma" Jimin said as he caressed her forehead checking her temperature...

"Just tell me" She replied back, it's not unknown to her about her son's hatred to the word 'mate' after his lover's demise.....

Jimin sighed as he looked at his mother in defeat, "Honestly saying, I don't know" 

His mother visibly frowned in response, "Go find him for me, I know you would never accept him and i will never force you yet I won't hate him either" Jimin sighed for the second time as he nodded, he was kind of glad that his mother knew Jimin won't accept Jungkook

Jimin stood up and went to Jungkook's room to call him. After several knocks going in vain, he concluded Jungkook wasn't in the room, he roamed around to find him with an aimlessly blank expression....

He could smell Jungkook's pheromones from the corridor connecting the garden to the pack house...

Jimin had his masking perfume on everyday since Jungkook came, he never wanted Jungkook to follow him or even know where he is....

As he went slowly all he could Jungkook lying on the carpet staring at the ceiling, knees brought closer and fingers tracing the pattern in the carpet....He was just lying blank there, he was smiling though..

Jimin went near and Jungkook noticed, still he didn't move just stare the person who now stood beside him...

"Eomma wants to see you, Get going there Head Alpha" Jimin said without looking to Jungkook, Jungkook hummed yet didn't move, When Jimin got annoyed with Jungkook just lying he turned his eyes to Jungkook and what he saw made him question himself...

Jungkook's smile was still there but his eyes screamed a different story, his eyes were glistening with deep rooted pain as he stared at the empty space...

Jimin was about to say something but stopped when his head started aching and all the memories started to flow like a waterfall, his love, his care, her demise, his mourns for her from all the past years... When he came to his sense Jungkook was already standing and was about to go...

Jimin was expected to go with Jungkook with his mother but he didn't.....He instead walked away from Jungkook and went the opposite side...

"I hate that I'm still hoping" Jungkook mumbled with a smile that was just fake and went his way...He doesn't know but he still hoped Jimin would listen to him once but to his dismay Jimin was too caught up with his past...He forgot to live his present...

Jungkook never apologized yet he is here now, waiting for a fellow Alpha, apparently his destined mate to forgive him...

With his tired body he managed to drag himself to Mon-min's room...He knocked and immediately taken in..."Good Evening" Jungkook greeted as he went near her and took a seat by her on a chair... 

"Good Evening" She greeted back as she smiled and leaned on the head board of the bed..."How is your health, Ajumeoni?" He asked as he looked at her worriedly, smile gone

"Much fine" 

Jungkook has grown much closer to her these days, he finds a comfortable relation with her, like mother-son....yet he can't pinpoint his worries anywhere...

Jungkook found a mother figure in her but with what's happening with Jimin and him, he can't help but feel guilty all the time...

"You can lie to them Ajumeoni, not me" Jungkook said with a soft smile, he can tell she was in pain yet she never discloses anything...

She offered a smile too, "I feel like my body is burning from inside" She disclosed and Jungkook visibly dropped his smile immediately, "I-I Let me call the Salutary in charge" Jungkook said with panic and was about to call the salutary who was sitting outside...But she held him back...

"Stop Please, it'd go away...No need to worry" She said and coughed right after..."I just want to say something"

Jungkook nodded in anticipation, "Go ahead"

 "Look after my Jimin after I die" That's what she requested with tears slipping her eyes 

Jungkook just wanted to run away, Why is feeling guilty again? Why is he feeling bad? Why is feeling defeated?

Maybe because he can't even seek forgiveness from the said Alpha...Or because Jimin doesn't even want to see him...He will never know...that's his guess

Jungkook hesitantly looked at her, maybe she got the idea she didn't say anything after..

"Holding back emotions makes a person vulnerable, what is supposed to be your strength becomes your weakness...Doubting someone else is lack of trust but doubting oneself is insecurity and deep rooted disappointment on oneself" Jimin's mother quoted and Jungkook froze...

‘She isn't wrong’

Zhou linked and Jungkook smiled.... She indeed is right yet he can't do anything about it...

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