I remember the day that led up to the current events, the day that had me throwing all the things Lawrence, or spy as he likes being called, had given me out the window, the day that led to me burning all the letters he sent me, while crying my eyes out.
   God it hurt so much to hear that call, to hear their moans. It hurt more than being shot, or burned to death. I remeber that day like it was yesterday.

Flashback

Brrrrrrrrnnnnggg brrrrrrrrnnnnnnngggg

"Hello?"

"Oh fuck! Oh Lawrence! Oh yes! YEs!! YES!!! Right there Lawrence!! I'm almost there!!"

"Hello?"

"OH MAH PETITE CHOUFLEUR! OUI! OH GOD!"

Click

Present

I couldn't listen to anymore after that... hearing the bed creak, and smash against the wall, the sound of skin slapping skin. I remember it all.

    I was warned. I was warned by everyone, medic, scout, engineer... and the rest. They all told me 'don't fall in love with that man. He's a womanizer. Never stays with one woman for long, or if he is, he's got a side whore' why didn't i just listen? Why? WHy? WHY?

Tears stream my face as i walk in, I have a mission to complete. I walk down the hall, and see the wooden door. I could just walk in, but i knock. Knock knock knock.

I hear movement from the other side, and soon the door swings open. "Bonjour mah- amour? What's wrong?!" He immediately wraps his arms around me in a comforting embrace.
     I take a deep breath... there's that smell i love so much. I-i can't leave him. Besides, he was likely drunk anyways, right? Yeah, yeah! He was just drunk.

"J-just hormones." He guides me in, and sits me in his lap, gently rocking me back and forth. I love him. I can't leave him.

I mean, it was only one time, so it obviously means nothing.