❤Angst!Medic x Worried!Reader

Requested by: MoneraTheDoctor

Medic's POV:

There's very few things that I love in this world, and most things I hate. My insanity has taken a toll on my life. The constant dread of hearing that damn voice, speaking to me, to kill...experiment...to torture. The insane side of me craves for the blood and screams of people, but it's too much to handle when my second side of me is begging for forgiveness.

I do feel remorse, I just don't show it..I can't. This world has cursed me with an entity so cruel and demonic that Im scared to go near my loved ones, especially mien sweet (y/n) for the fear I might hurt them, especially her.

No one's POV:

You have been noticing some changes from Medic, almost like he's switched personalities. He isn't as social or happy, he hasn't been coming out of his lab, and he barley spends time with you. You felt heartbroken about this. Your dear friend and somewhat love has made himself isolated from his friends. You missed having conversations with him, working with him, eating with him, and most of all being with him. You looked out your window from your bedroom. You were sitting down on the corner of your bed, thinking of what to do. You saw the rain falling gingerly on the window, making light taps and the bright lightning bolts that caused cracks of thunder to erupt from the sky.

You heared a knock at the door and assuming it was Medic, you quickly got up and opened the door, but only found Spy. The hopeful smile that you had was wiped away into a sorrowful and pitiful expression. "Hello, (y/n). I need to talk to you about somezing concerning the Medic." You turned t o look at him. "What is it?" You asked concerned. "Well you zee, he'z not doing zo good.." You turned away slowly advancing towards the window. "I know...I just want to know what is wrong..." You said with a croaky voice while dragging your hand on the cold window. You stared at your reflection, thinking of what to do. Then, an idea popped in your head.

"Spy, I need to see him." You said. Spy rubbed his neck and closed his eyes but reopened them. "Look, I zhink it'z bezt to leave him alone, mon amie." You glared at Spy through your reflection. "Look (y/n), zhe man ez not stable 'nough to be near anyone ok?" He saw how your face became dark as you felt offended of what he said about Medic, making him start to sweat from the tension. "Im going to see him Spy, whether you like it or not." You said through gritted teeth in a serious way. Spy gulped hard "but of course, (y/n), do as you wish." Spy left you alone and you got ready to go see Medic. You walked down the cold and dimly lit hallways, proceeding to go to the Med Bay.

As you were right infront of the doors, you gulped and carefully pushed the door open and walked in. You noticed the Med Bay was a mess. You gasped as you saw blood and organs spread out in the floor. You almost gagged at the sight. You proceeded your way around, until you saw a hallway and at the right side was a white door with a bronze colored handle. You shook slightly from the fear that you were feeling. You tried to open the door, but it was locked. You could hear faint muffled sobbing from the other side. You knocked on the door twice. "M-medic, are you ok?" You asked with a shakey voice. "Go avay!" You felt tears beginning to form. "Please Medic, I want to help you." Medic swung open the door. His eyes were wide and blood shot and his black hair was messy.

Your eyes widen and you backed away slightly. Medic started to sob again, falling on his knees. You got on your knees infront of him. You hugged Medic tightly and kissed him on the cheek. Medic gasped and looked up to you with wide eyes. "Please Fraulein, I don't vanna hurt jou!" He yelled with his voice cracking. You gripped his shirt. "Medic, please don't do this!" You cried out. Medic pushed you away. "I said go!" He yelled out in a slight growl. You, now with wide eyes and and tears, backed away slowly. "Please Medic... I know you won't hurt me!" Medic got quiet and stood up straight. You noticed how Medic was really tall and intimidating.

Medic advanced towards you, making you back away, ready to run if necessary. Medic gripped you by the shoulders making you flinch and wimper. "GO." Medic said in a deep and raspy voice. You pushed back Medic and ran out crying. After realizing what he did, he tried to call for you. "Vait, (y/n), (Y/N)!!" You closed the door behind you. All of a sudden, Medic pushed the door open. You froze in the middle of the room. "Liebe...please, put me out of my misery.." You cried harder. "No please Medic, don't leave me!" Medic smiled and grabbed a blade he had. "Im sorry, mien love." You slapped the thing out of his hand and pushed him up against the wall while gripping his shirt.

"Don't you fucking leave me Medic! Stop talking like that! If you could just let me help you, I promise...you will be fine.." You said. Medic smashed his lips against yours catching you off gaurd. You two melted into each others embrace.

2 Months Later:

You can feel the autunm season coming in. The cool breeze and the golden orange leaves flying in the breeze. You closed your eyes and let the wind blow your hair. You opened up your eyes from two big hands being placed on your waist. You turned around to be face to face with him. Ever since the incident, you helped Medic regain himself and his mind back. "Thank you, mien Liebe." You smiled and hugged him. "Hm, sometimes I wonder if jou are truly my gardian angel from the heavens." A tear of joy fell down your warm cheek but soonly got swept away by Medic's thumb. You intertwined your fingers with his, showing the deep and powerful bond you and Medic have together. Then, the last thing was the feeling of his lips against yours, showing how much you loved each other.

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