Kylie

I moved around my newly furnished apartment thinking about how blessed I was. Months ago I didn't think I would be here to see another day, but God has plans for ya girl. I sat on my sofa waiting for Drew to get here. I could here in his voice that something was wrong. I just hoped that it was nothing serious going on. I grabbed my phone taking a couple of goofy selfies just because I was in a good place. I was finally happy.

Seconds later Drew walked through the door looking fine as fine could be. He had on some sweats and a black tee with his Chicago bulls snap-back. As usual J's graced his feet. He walked over to me laying his keys and phone on the coffee table.

"Wassup sexy?" He asked as he sat down pulling my legs into his lap.

"That's what I should be asking you. What's going on with you?" I stared at him to gage his facial expression.

"Nothing really. I'm just tired been doing a lot of running."

I looked at him for a long moment and there was so many things that I didn't know about him yet I felt like I knew everything about him. One thing that I always wondered about was his parents and how come he had so much money. If I asked about his parents he would get all weird on me like they were top secret or something.

"Drew can I ask you something and I want you to be completely honest with me."

"What's on your mind?" He rubbed my calves.

"What's the deal with your parents? I mean like why don't you ever talk about them and do they even know that you are dating someone?"

Drew paused in rubbing my legs. It was like I asked I had said something that I shouldn't have by the look on his face. For a long moment he didn't say anything. Hell I didn't think that he was going to say anything for a minute.

"Ky, they know I am dating you and my parents are not up for discussion. I really don't want to talk about them."

"What the hell is that supposed to mean? They know about me, but yet you have never mentioned that did nor have you said anything about me meeting them. What is it that you are ashamed of a the girl that come from a fucked up background?" I moved my legs from his lap.

Drew blew out a frustrated breath. "Ky don't do this. I didn't come over here for this. I came over here to be with my girl and to just relax. I have a lot on my plate right now." He leaned up bracing his elbows on his knees.

"Don't do what Drew? Don't be honest and keep it real. Let's face it I know that I'm not the ideal girl that your parents would approve of because I don't come from money and I don't wear the finest clothes, but what makes me different is the fact that I love me and I have a heart as well as brains. Not only that I don't give a damn about how much money you have or what kind of car you drive. All I care about is you, not what you have. That should mean a lot, but I guess it doesn't" I stood leaving him there to digest what I had just said.

I laid across my bed thinking how dumb can he be. I wasn't a ho and didn't ask for shit from him or nobody. I was trying to go somewhere and be somebody in life, but being the good girl sometimes never counts for nothing. If I was a ho and blowing and riding every nigga then I would be that girl, but because I'm not that drop dead gorgeous girl with the designer clothes and a lot of money I'm in the backdrop of every girl that usually ain't about shit.

Drew

I knew that I was fucking up, but how do you tell your girl that you love with everything that your parents are on the education board at GSU. Not only that Star and her delusional grandfather ain't making shit no better. I am at a lost. If I stay with her then she gets kicked out of school. If I leave her that will result in me being a coward. I already know this shit is about to get crazy.

Hell Ky doesn't even know that because of Star she was the one that kicked out the first time. I ran my hands across my head. I stood up and headed upstairs. Ky was lying on her stomach with her head facing the wall.

"Ky." I sat on the bed moving her hair from her face.

"Drew leave me alone." She pushed my hand away.

"I can't. I love you too much. Shit just complicated on my end right now."

"What's so complicated Drew and why can't you be honest with me. There ain't a damn thing you don't know about me, but I feel like I know so little. What I do know is I love you, but I feel like you don't love me enough to be completely honest with me."

I felt a string of guilt at her words. I did love Ky. I just felt like I was protecting her, but then again maybe not. I needed to figure out something and I needed to figure out fast because school was starting back in a soon.

"Ky I do love you. Just trust me and be patient with me." I rolled her on her back boring down on her.

She looked away from me and placed my finger under her chin making her look at me. "Ky I love you and I don't give a damn about the rest." I pushed her legs apart and placed my body between her legs.

She wrapped her arms around my neck staring at me and I knew that no matter what happened I would always love Kylie. She pulled my head down meeting my lips for a kiss that took my breath away. I knew that if I didn't stop this right now I wouldn't be able to stop.

"Baby...Shit Ky!" I finally pulled back breathing heavily.

"Girl you trying it."

"I didn't do anything." She smiled innocently.

"Ky I want you, but I want your first time to mean something and be special because you are. Go change clothes so we can go get something to eat." I rose off her and she smiled dreamily.

I looked down and my dick was gladly saluting Ky. I shook my head and smiled at Ky. "Girl this what you do to me."

"And I better be the only one that does that to you." She lightly gripped me in her hand.

"Ky." I warned.

"Even though I ain't got it yet, I'm just letting you know its still all mine." She rubbed up and down the front of my sweats making me harder.

I gripped her wrist because she was about to start a fire that she wasn't ready for me to put out yet. I groaned in pleasure as she still rubbed on it.

"Ky go change. Now!" I said through gritted teeth moving away from her.

"Okay babe." She smiled and walked off.

God why you being so cruel to a young nigga

Desire (Two days later)

I was sitting the office downstairs when August walked in staring at me. I looked up from my computer and smiled at him. He smiled back like always. He walked on in the room standing beside my chair continuing to stare at me.

"What is it August?"

"Nothing. I just wanna stare at my amazing wife."

"Okay what do you want?"

"Desire a nigga don't want nothing. All I want to do is just be close to you. I like watching you work. What are you working on anyway?"

"Some new formulas."

"Oh hell. Desire don't be trying to blow nobody up or paralyze somebody."

"No actually this is something that I had been working on for a while, but with everything that has been going on I hadn't had to a chance to work on them."

"My baybeh so fucking smart."

"Thanks. Where is Day?"

In our room as usual watching tv. I swear he love our room and baby girl fell asleep right after I changed her."

I nodded and turned back to the computer screen. I had been at this for hours. I was working on formulas for in cancer research. When I found out my grandmother had cancer a while ago, I jumped on the bandwagon to help the cancer research association.

"Desire I love you and I appreciate you. Thank you for giving me two beautiful kids and thank you for being a dedicated and devoted wife." He turned my chair making me face him.

When I looked up at him he had tears in his eyes. I knew that he was reliving what happened and how things could have been different.

"August I love you too. Even though we have had some trials and tribulations I knew that you loved me. Everything that we have been through was just a test of our love. God has given us both a second chance and I know through prayer we will make it. I love you so much baby." I stood and wrapped my arms around him.

He held me tight whispering I love you over and over. One thing I have learned is that sometimes it takes something to shake you up in order to wake up.

Just to let you guys know this is not the end. I still have a few more chapters in the making.

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