feeling several emotions at once and its all blurring into meh

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this week has very little actual school tho so!! uwu

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i have a weird amount of excitement for my birthday even tho i dont think anythings gonna really happen?? like idk what im gonna do

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gay rights

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is there a logical reason for me changing my titles to kevin db and keeping my bio and location themed around him as well when i just changed my icon from him? no. thats it

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ah yes. mt favorite wtnv episodes

- company picnic

- old oak doors

- tessie's rad

- sandstorm

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convergence excess 🤝 adhd
making sure i can never finish any novel ever

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like even fanfiction is a struggle sometimes can we get an f

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lonely hours

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wtnv is like. the one fandom ill never read fanfiction for because im way too attached to my own personal perceptions of the characters which is prob a bad thing but eh

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i feel. very nauseous and i also frel like everythings too loud but my headphones hurt my ears so???? is there any way to really win??????? appears not

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okay it passed for the most part, now im jusy bored because my reading glasses'll give me a headache so its not like i can read and i dont wanna do anything auditory in case it becomes A Thing because its not a thing rn but it will be if i push it

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uhhhh talk to me im bored

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i wanna make like. a story arc with my dangan ocs but idk what to do quite yet

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especially considering they dont even have names

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dhskdjdj. sleepy hours

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joe tazuna and makoto naegi arent particularlt similar but they remind me of each other for unknown reasons

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also i love them

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feeling weird. like bad but not for any definable readon or in any definable way

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gonna try to read it devours without my reading glasses, its pretty well spaced so it should be fine??

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id die for darryl

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and nilanjana too honestly

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what the fuck why did my ears change

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the white noise in my ears just chajged dratocslly and i suddenly feel tired and my limbs feel odd what the fuck i havent taken my meds or anything ehat the fuck

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okay we good now

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this spam is Very Strange so im ending it here, bue!! heres to hoping i dont start feeling awful soon