yeehaw hello

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wanna do one of those pollsgo thingies

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AYE i did a kin matchup and i got gundham tanaka lets GO

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i also got aoi, leon, kyoko, chiaki, hajime, sayori, natsuki, and monika so B)

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i wanna cosplay wtnv for the sole purpose of wearing one of cecil's legendary fucking outfits

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or kevin's,,,, or carlos's actually i like lab coats. literally any wtnv character

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the amount of things that i do that are stims but that i thought were just things i did for literally zero reason is..... high

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!!!!! good day

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okay it is Several hours later essay writing and lack of motivation is the worst

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lemon demon good

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oh have some of my female comfort characters made in a picrew

kyoko and entrapta aint here because theres like. zero purple

miss mukuro

miss sonia

miss aoi

miss peko

miss mahiru

miss hiyoko

miss lauren

various miss michelle ideas- vote on which one u like best and/or think fits her best i wanna draw her but im hella indecisive on her design??

miss scorpia

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forgeot thigs spam existed agin and mood is eclining

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hdksbf s bofuck its bery bright my lifhts o brights its as dimb as it get sindont fet it?? and im hot im sohot why is it so hot why is si so horr everythings hot and im so fuckign worthless and i heard a loud nosie in my headphones when i essnt expecting itand PLEASE STOP TEXTING THE GEOYO CHAT thevivratoon is bad im going to SNAP and i dont udnerdtand i dont understand!!!!!! i dont FUCKING understand i dont gf it i dont get t what the hell did i do why dont i matter what an i doing wrong i try so hadd why dont i MATTER why am i so USELESS and i want to cry im about to burst out crying and i hate it because TODAY WAS SUPPOSED TO BE THE FAY I WAS HAPPY ALL DAY ive been loking dorwatfs to today for the ENTIRE MONTH OF FUCKING DECEMBER BECAUSE TODAY WAS THE DAY I WAS SUPPOSED TO BE HAPPY BECAUDE ITS A GOOD DAY ITS ALL SMILES EVE ITS LITERALLY KEVIN DB'S DAY IM SUPPOSED TO BE HAPPY I WAS SUPPOSED TO HAVE A GOOD DAY BUT INSYEAD I HAD TO WORK SO HARD ON STRESSFUL SHIT AND FEEL FUCKING STUPID BECAUSE I COULDNT DO THE ONE THING IM SUPPOSED TO BE GOOD AT BECAUSE I CANT DO FUCKING HELL ELSE!! THIS IS CLEAR FUCKING EVIDENCE ALL AROUND YOU!! BUT I CANT DO IT AND I HAD TO WORK TOO MUCH AND IM TOO STRESSED AND I HATE IT I HAT IT I HATE THIS IM NOT TALKING ABOUT THE ESSYABIM TALKIG ABOT IN GENERAL I AM SOSOSOSO SICK OF IT IM SICK OF IT!! IM SICK OF IT IM SICK OF IT IM SICK OF IT AND IM SICK OFBEING SICK OF IT BECAUSE CLEALR HIM NOT DOING ENOUGH NOW WHATLL THE CONSEQUENCES BE WRHN I DONT HAVE THE ENERGY TO DO MY BEST ANYMORE AND I JUST BREAK WHATS GONNA GAPPEN THEN ANDPLEASE STOP SENDIG TEXTS IN THE FUCKING GEOUPCHAT I AM GOING TO SCREAM IT HURTS IT LITERALLY FUVKING HURTS MY HEAD THE VIBRATIONS AND HOW HOT IT IS AND HOW LOHD THE WORLD AROUND ME IS ND DONT BRING ME INTO THE FUCKING CONVERSATION PLEASE MY HEAD IS KILLING ME AND ITS TOO LOUD AND TOO HOT AND TOO BRIGHT AND I WANT TO CRY INSTEAD IF FEELINF SO SHITTY PLEASE STOP STOP STOP STOP STIP STOP STOP STOP TEXTIN THE GROUP CHAT IT HURTS IT HURTS IT VIBRATED ANF IT HRUTS AND I DONT KNOW HOW TO MAKE IT SO I DONT GET NOTIICICATIONS STOP STOP STIP STOP STIPS STOP IM ALREADY ABOUT TOC EY OVER MY EMTOIONS WHY DOES EVERYTHING ELSE HAVE TO BE SO MUCH TOO NBOOHOBO STOL STOP PLEAS JUST LET EM DCRY OVE RFFS SAME STUFF I ALWAYS CRY ABOUT EHSVAJSE ITS NEBEF RESOLVED IN PEACEWITHOUT SKFL THOF THIS IM GOING CTO CRU IFMT NAILS TOUCH TWCH OTHER AGAINSTOL STOP

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upfate irs been a little bit i figured out how to put the groupchat on do not disturb and ivd changed into less heavy clothes and turned off the kightrs and i have my dog and im avoiding ll sensation so im not. crisis-inf anymore but i dtill feel kinda. shit so um. night ill see you tomorrow

please say,, i dunno. happy things? things about wtnv or compliments or happy nics things or just. something. you'fe not obligated i just nevermind im sorry

wheneve toure reading this im probably fine i always spiral itn the evenigns and ifs always over the same stuff ill probabyl get over it by the orning