UNDERSTANDING THE DEPTH OF LOVE

Arnav saw Khushi's eyes tearing up and at once he panicked.. Hurriedly reaching towards her.. He tried to calm her without an ounce of knowledge of her reason of crying.. The reason doesn't matter.. What matters and pained him was that his babe.. His Khushi is crying..

Sshhh.. Khush.. Don't cry please.. If you don't want to talk.. I will just go from here..

As soon as Arnav turned to leave he heard loud crying of her..

What the..

He turned towards her flabbergasted.. Why the hell is she crying now?

This crazy Khushi of his..

Yes His.. Because no matter what she is and will always be His..

He would definitely provide her with needed space and time to cope up with whatever issue she is having but then he won't take a no for their forever together as he very well know this is what they now 'mutually' want..

Why are you crying now? He asked cupping his face..

Khushi wiped her tears and with a tinge of pain said.. You are leaving me again.. Making Arnav go panic..

He thought she wanted that.. But was surprised to know that it is the reason for her crying..

But you only wanted so.. He said being a bit confused..

Khushi looked at him with anger and then giving him a slight push on his chest she literally shouted-

Did I say that?

And then slapping his chest hard making him frown and hiss an Aauuu.. complained-

How can you be so judgemental?

Arnav held her hand gently in his with a sheepish smile and puppy face while she said-

See.. This is where the actual problem lies..

Arnav met her eyes understanding what she meant.. Even he would agree to it.. And he was actually sad that he couldn't understand it still and happy that his Khush is now matured enough to understand that..

He saw Khushi's pain reflecting eyes and he allowed her to speak whatever was in her heart.. If she wants to vent it out.. So be it.. He would listen to everything maintaining his calm and keeping ASR at bay..

And once he was done with his self-talk.. His eyes looked at Khushi who was eyeing him angrily and was frantically blinking her eye lashes..

Its not about our equation.. Our understanding or our love..

It has nothing to do with our break-up..

Because the actual reason for our break-up was both of us being judgemental..

He too realised the truth in her words.. She was so right.. They were always understanding and the real problem in their relationship was that somehow.. somewhere they were bring so judgmental regarding each other and their relationship that it gobbled up their senses leading them to take such a hasty.. Awful decision

Khushi looked at an equal hurt and guilty Arnav and with frustation pushed him on his chest and kept doing it till his back collided with the wall behind..

She clutched his lapels with her palms and literally shaking him with rage asked-

You always say that you know everything.. You can almost read the thoughts of a person from their facial and body language.. Right?

But then what happened to you in our case?

How could not you understand my feelings?

Forget about me.. How dare you not understand your very own feelings?

What is use of being ever so wise if we couldnt handle the precious relationship of ours..

Arnav just stood at his place with guilt and pain.. He could answer back because he knew what she is saying is correct..

And here.. Khushi didnt know why she said all these..

She justed wanted to confess her feelings towards him and then forward for a happy future together..

But then.. It can't be done unless they realise their past mistakes and then get a lesson not to ever repeat it..

It was quiet necessary to settle the past before they enter into future together..

Khushi left him and started crying bitterly covering her face with her palms..

Arnav at once reached her side and forced freed her face from her hands.. Her cheeks and nose had turned red due to the vigorous tears falling from her eyes and well her eyes were a different story to tell.. Blood red due to crying.. It was conveying every hell pain she has been through post break-up and even now upon realising their mistake..

He hugged her tightly and she let him do so making his shirt wet with her tears and he cared lest..

He sat on the bed with her in his lap and began rocking to and fro as she is a baby.. She was snuggling in his chest wetting his shirt there while he dug his fingers in her hairs threading it and cooing-

Khush.. Babe.. I will listen to whatever you say but please don't cry..

I.. I can't see you crying..

It pains like hell here.. He pointed at his heart where her head was resting..

She looked at his eyes which had red hues to which she instantly cupped his cheeks and in next instant placed a soft peck on his forehead.. He felt blessed and couldn't help but smile one of his rarest divine smile..

She once again kept her head on his chest and asked-

Why did we do that Arnie?

What the hell was wrong with us?

Just because I was Immatured and you hot-headed.. We did such a grave mistake?

She was crying uncontrollably and her love was no less who was shedding tears as well.. They were so guilty and Ashamed to let go their relationship just like that

Arnav cupped her checks and kissing off her tears admitted his fault-
You were Immatured but I was matured enough.. A practical person.. I should have made you understand.. I should have been your mentor.. I should have pushed you to the right path if you weren't understanding..

Following him she accepted hers as well-
And I should have dealt with you and your anger issues with patience.. I should have comfort you.. I should have been made you realise that anger won't lead you anywhere.. I should have been the reason for you to smile..

She always had the potential to  speak far more than him and she utilised it today as well-

My antics.. My childish laugh and smile were enough to ease you down.. You had once told me to just smile whenever you get angry and you would be all fine.. My smile was only thing needed but with time.. I just shrugged it off..

We lost interest in each other and faith in our relationship because we could not find that very Arnav and Khushi we had fallen in love with..

Who used to fun and love.. Later on.. We got so busy in accusing and judging each other that it literally swallowed our relation..

Everything got messed up..

Now.. Everything is spoilt Arnie..

And once again the dam of her tears from her eyes had broken while Arnav sushed her down now forcefully.. It was pathetically terrible for him to see her like a broken doll..

She is much more stronger now and he won't let that Khush of his get lost in guilt and pain..

Khush.. Listen to me.. He said in a desperate yet determined tone to which Khushi looked at him..

Arnav shared a perfect eyelock with her never breaking it in whole of the process he is going to do now..

Do you really think everything spoilt?

He asked strictly..

Do you think there is no more love in between us?

He asked with an sarcastic smile this time..

Do you still believe that we won't respect the love and our relationship now?

He asked it with a tone we-both-know-its-not-like-this..

I.. I.. Khushi shuddered.. She couldn't speak although she had to say alot..

Kissing her on her lips to which she smiled.. He asked more like answered-

You do.. Right?

She nodded with a blush.. The guilt and pain reducing eventually..

You do believe that our love for each other is immortal and forever.. Right?

She nodded to his another question more like answer and this time the guilt and pain was long forgotten..

Arnav pulled her more close leaving no space in between and proposed-

Then.. Let's give ourselves a chance Khush..

Let's prove it to our love that we deserve it..

We will.. Right?

Khushi looked at the man in whose lap she had been sitting.. His eyes.. His words.. His actions everything shouted aloud today that no matter what this man won't repeat that mistake again nor will let her do that.. They jad understood what they mean to each other.. May be this separation phase of was only to make them realise what they mean to each other.. How irrevocably and hopelessly they have always been in love with each other and how they are made for each other.. They have a Together Forever..

And so giving her full smile she assured-

Yes.. We will..

The couple hugged each other thanking deeply for giving their love.. Their relationship a chance followed by a deep passionate promising kiss of togetherness till eternity..

There are least couples who shedding every ego speak their heart out..

Arnav and Khushi were one such couple who realised what they mean to each other.. How their love for each other is undying and forever.. And how easy it is to behave like a coward by breaking up a relation.. They chose to fight the weakness of their relationship together because they both were madly and deeply in love with each other.. They were made for each other..




Do we have a break-up with our Father.. Mother.. Sister or Brother when we have a tift or lack of understanding?

No.. A big fat no.. Instead.. We talk to them and if necessary even express our love for them..

Then why do we tear ourselves apart from a relationship if it is worthy enough to live in just because the is lack of communication or joy in it? Why do we fail to give respect to the person and relationship our heart chose and that person and relationship is worthy by all means?

Loosing someone in ego.. Confusion.. Anger.. Guilt or selfishness is easy but holding it with all might.. Fighting for it even if its against us but in favour of our heart and happiness and conquering the love ultimately is eventually a human needs..

So spread love and receive love..



To be continued..

Will be back with an epilogue.. Till then stay tuned..

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