Guilt

Samaira  was sleeping her hand was fractured making her actions restrict.
Her body was feeling sore, as the sedatives effects vanished, the pain began to erupt her back ache, maybe it had hitted the rough ground.
There were bruises on her hand and feets which  was now itching,paining making acknowledgement  of their existence.
Maybe it didn't matter her, cause something else was paining badly than this, it was her heart.
Which was broke  beyond mend.
"Her father broken her trust, while her husband he crushed her trust before it could build up.Can she ever trust any man ?"
She  felt lump in her throat, her jaws were paining due to stopping of the loud cries, she wanted to  cry her heart out but sensing the surrounding  and tensed atmosphere  she gulped her cries.
It has been two days she had seen her father, Lil she know he used to come but he didn't had courage to face his own daughter.
Randhir was devasted, his guilt was eating him up.
He couldn't face sanyukta,he would spend most of his time in office and rest in hospital.
He was running once again  from all the buried pain, guilt.
It took several years to get rid of those panic attacks, sanyukta and maya were the reason  due to which he recovered.
Sanyukta  was tensed seeing him she didn't wanted him to suffer again.
Sanyukta  felt worn out why not ?
On one hand it was her daughter who was battling for her self respect ,she wanted to nurse her bleeding heart but on other hand was her own husband  who had done many mistakes and he was repenting every mistake that was seen from his behaviour,
His attitude suddenly changed.
The man who needed everything  perfect does not care if his shirt is ironed or not.
He was acting like a robot.

Sanyukta wanted to talk to him once but again for that matter  he should face her but he was running away.
Gautam who was noticing everything felt like a tight slap on his face.
This was eye opener for him,he was going on the same path.
He was feeling sorry for himself,
Everyone tried to make him understand but he was so admant.
He had called Arya  to meet so that he could say sorry to her.
Arya was disturbed too,she felt  guilty for not sensing her best friend's  problems.
It's said that a friend understand your  problems but a best friend can feel your problems.
Did she failed as a friend?
She cried and cried for her best friend.
Her pain  was unbearable, that was cracking her heart.
Gautam  restricted her from achieving  her dream,yeah that was frustrating.
But could she ever imagine Gautam  with someone else.
No, that thought itself boils her blood.
Sharing him,never.
You can't share the reason  of your smile with anyone.
You can't share the reason of your blush.
You can't share the reason of your shyness...
Can you ?
No, A real woman can't share her man, that thought itself crumbles her heart in pieces.
Sanyukta  tolerated everything for just one reason.
No matter how Randhir was,
He stayed loyal,honest to her.
In every party filled with beautiful,charming ,attractive women his gaze was fixed on only one.
The other woman touch made him feel dirty,The malaika  incident was a remarkable.
He had literally  hide behind sanyukta  just to avoid that woman.
Sanyukta  had laughed when  he was narrating  how she looks at him,she looked like the old witch showed in horror films.
Samaira  didn't had that reason to stay with him.
But now she was helpless.
she couldn't  filed  for divorce.
As Avinash  was claiming about his partial  memory loss.
This was so patchy, Roughy ,edgy.
Every time she faced such situations she had her father beside but he wassnt trustworthy  too.
She wanted to cry in her fathers arms but she felt that this place wasn't secure anymore.
Once which was the epitome  of security felt the most unsecured  place in this world.
Her mother was already Broken.
That time samaira  realised that
"In every  woman's life there comes a point at which she feels ,
No need of a man"
And that was the point where her life stood today.

Precap :Maya's  love interest.
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