Guilt
Samaira was sleeping her hand was fractured making her actions restrict.
Her body was feeling sore, as the sedatives effects vanished, the pain began to erupt her back ache, maybe it had hitted the rough ground.
There were bruises on her hand and feets which was now itching,paining making acknowledgement of their existence.
Maybe it didn't matter her, cause something else was paining badly than this, it was her heart.
Which was broke beyond mend.
"Her father broken her trust, while her husband he crushed her trust before it could build up.Can she ever trust any man ?"
She felt lump in her throat, her jaws were paining due to stopping of the loud cries, she wanted to cry her heart out but sensing the surrounding and tensed atmosphere she gulped her cries.
It has been two days she had seen her father, Lil she know he used to come but he didn't had courage to face his own daughter.
Randhir was devasted, his guilt was eating him up.
He couldn't face sanyukta,he would spend most of his time in office and rest in hospital.
He was running once again from all the buried pain, guilt.
It took several years to get rid of those panic attacks, sanyukta and maya were the reason due to which he recovered.
Sanyukta was tensed seeing him she didn't wanted him to suffer again.
Sanyukta felt worn out why not ?
On one hand it was her daughter who was battling for her self respect ,she wanted to nurse her bleeding heart but on other hand was her own husband who had done many mistakes and he was repenting every mistake that was seen from his behaviour,
His attitude suddenly changed.
The man who needed everything perfect does not care if his shirt is ironed or not.
He was acting like a robot.
Sanyukta wanted to talk to him once but again for that matter he should face her but he was running away.
Gautam who was noticing everything felt like a tight slap on his face.
This was eye opener for him,he was going on the same path.
He was feeling sorry for himself,
Everyone tried to make him understand but he was so admant.
He had called Arya to meet so that he could say sorry to her.
Arya was disturbed too,she felt guilty for not sensing her best friend's problems.
It's said that a friend understand your problems but a best friend can feel your problems.
Did she failed as a friend?
She cried and cried for her best friend.
Her pain was unbearable, that was cracking her heart.
Gautam restricted her from achieving her dream,yeah that was frustrating.
But could she ever imagine Gautam with someone else.
No, that thought itself boils her blood.
Sharing him,never.
You can't share the reason of your smile with anyone.
You can't share the reason of your blush.
You can't share the reason of your shyness...
Can you ?
No, A real woman can't share her man, that thought itself crumbles her heart in pieces.
Sanyukta tolerated everything for just one reason.
No matter how Randhir was,
He stayed loyal,honest to her.
In every party filled with beautiful,charming ,attractive women his gaze was fixed on only one.
The other woman touch made him feel dirty,The malaika incident was a remarkable.
He had literally hide behind sanyukta just to avoid that woman.
Sanyukta had laughed when he was narrating how she looks at him,she looked like the old witch showed in horror films.
Samaira didn't had that reason to stay with him.
But now she was helpless.
she couldn't filed for divorce.
As Avinash was claiming about his partial memory loss.
This was so patchy, Roughy ,edgy.
Every time she faced such situations she had her father beside but he wassnt trustworthy too.
She wanted to cry in her fathers arms but she felt that this place wasn't secure anymore.
Once which was the epitome of security felt the most unsecured place in this world.
Her mother was already Broken.
That time samaira realised that
"In every woman's life there comes a point at which she feels ,
No need of a man"
And that was the point where her life stood today.
Precap :Maya's love interest.
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