Conversation

Samaira was breaking from inside,witnessing the love bond of Gautam and Arya.
The way love was glittering in their eyes and attraction shining in their smile.
A pang of jealousy rose up like bile,and then following guilt.
She felt so insecure and desperate at times.
That was the side effects of one sided love.
She was parched for love...
She was quite in nature with thunder of storms in background.
Without anyone noticing her stormy thoughts she left the lovebirds and walked away...
The park was full of people but secluded area made her stop.
She sat down gazing at the grass lost in deep thoughts.
The vaccant side beside her was now occupied.

"So is the grass getting plenty amount of water ?"
She heard a male voice,
She gazed in his direction.
He smiled ,she blinked...

"Ishaan. ...you. ..
"Yeah,me actually  I cannot leave a beautiful girl like you alone...so...
"Drama Queen "
She muttered under her breath.
"Thank you thank you "
And she smiled at his antics making his sense loose forever.
"Samaira ...you should smile often "

"I don't feel like smiling "
"Y ?"
"I don't feel like I am capable of making people happy ....I just feel so lonely...its frustrating "
"Avinash? "
"Hmmm. ...and da. ... Mr.shekhawat"
"You love your dad right ?"
"No I hate him"
"Y"
A deep silence followed...With her heavy breathing...
"He slapped my mom....how could he ?"
"Okay ....can you answer  a few questions "
"Did you received beatings in childhood from your parents or when you have committed something wrong ?"
"Mm. ..yeah...not exactly beating but yeah received slaps many times "
"Why do they perform kanyadaan?
Or what's the meaning behind that ritual ?"
"Ummm. ..its like bride's father give his daughter  responsibility to the groom "

"Did you ever thought  it to be right to slap when you are wrong ?"
"Yeah parents have the right to slap us scold us "
"Y ?"
"Because we are responsibility of them ...
"Wife is responsibility  of husband he is responsible  for her every action.Look,samaira  the TV shows and everything had made this small issue much bigger I agree what Avinash  did with you is a type of domestic violence.
What your dad did was the reflex of his anger.Your dad have anger issues,didn't he ?
You must be thinking he is also from male species so he will advocate the male but  what I think is its not about male and female it's about our perception level.
Will you be  proud of thing that  your mom beats your dad ?

"No. ...its ...
'I told you its all about perception  about image in our mind...its  fit in our mind that if a man raises his hand on his woman he is no longer man and if he is slapped or beaten by his wife he is no longer man ,
I know raising hand is a wrong attempt to make things right but some time they just happens and most important it's between your parents'

'But mumma wasn't at fault '

He placed her palms on his

"Do all of your fingers are of same size ? "
"No"
"Exactly ,every person doesn't have similar thinking and perception level.
Every individual  have different thinking, what you felt right must not be in right of his,
Think about it "
Ishaan left leaving samaira  and sanyukta who listened to everything as  she came in search of her in a deep thought.
This new theory was slowly capturing their minds and shadowing their heart.
It was seeping inside.....deep inside
Rupturing the old thought....
Breaking the old image...

Samaira dialed her dad's number.
After two or three ring he picked up his hoarse and lonely voice formed a lump in her throat.
"Dad. ...
"Samaira....are you fine ?"
His care touched her heart.
"Dad ,come back soon I need you "
"Yes I will come back tomorrow  itself "
"Dad...
"Shhhh  don't cry everything is gonna be fine your dad is gonna set everything  fine "
Randhir jumped in joy after conversing with his daughter.
After so many days,they shared a talk.
In this period,somewhere a realisation was popping,
Did his mother felt the same incompleteness  he felt when his daughter didn't talked.
Was she hurt by their rude behaviour ?
BUT, the ego shadowed the care and it disappeared ,occasionally  showing it's presence.
Everything was just messed up.

Precap :
Marriage and jealousy.

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Hey guys thanks for being patient  all the while .
As now my exams are directly on 28th and then 30 I can provide you with smaller updates till then.
Hope you enjoy and do comment your view about the above "theory".

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