I opened my phone to see what Tae had send me. the text read "I swear, Yoongi-hyung was staring at you." I glared up at Tae, but he just wiggled his eyebrow in return. I harshly typed "Stop being ridiculous, I'm sure he wasn't, and even if he did he properly watched both Hoseok-Hyung and I. It's not like I care anyway!" I pressed send with a roll of my eyes. "sssuuuuurrreee ;)" "You should still treat me with respect, I AM your hyung you know!" Taehyung just responded to that with a pound.

"Hey, you two stop texting each other while you are right by one another" Namjoon demanded. "Aish, do I have to take your phones away again!"

Yeah Tae and me always texted each other when we had to say something kinda private, that the others weren't allowed to hear. And one time we did for so long that Jin had to take away our phones for us to actually participate in the group. Instead of waiting till later, texting was a faster and easier solution, we just tended to take it too far.

"When you do it in front of us, it just feels like you are talking bad about us." Jungkook pointed out with a deep frown. Taehyung closed his phone and put it down. Held out his arms and shook his hands along with his head in Jungkooks direction as he fastly explained that it was like that at all. "Well if it's not anything like that you might as well share it with the rest of us" Yoongi declared in a bored tone. "yeah yeah, we get it... really m'sorry, we'll stop. I swear" I said trying to sound cute, not wanting to read our previous messages loud. Luckily they all let it go pretty quickly and all kept eating.

While eating I keep glancing at Yoongi every now and then, but I don't think he spared me a single look or even glare. For some unknown reason I really wanted his attention. So I did multiple things trying to gain it, but I didn't want it to the obvious either. First try "Hey guys, let's listen to some music while eating." I suggested as I pulled out my phone to find some. Namjoon nodded in agreement. "I'll just shuffle my playlist, is that okay?" I asked looking up for approval, mostly looking at Yoongi. He simply shrugged, still not removing his eyes from his food.

I tapped into my playlist, the plan was to find one August-Ds song, aka Yoongi and pretend that it was just shuffle play, hoping to get some kind of reaction from the older. supconsenally I smiled to myself as "Daehwita" started playing. When the beat dropped in the beginning Hobi, Tae, Kookie and I started nudging our head to the beat. We stopped when the first chorus ended. Giggling I look over at Yoongi with hopeful eyes. Yoongi was smiling indeed but not at me. But Hobi. They were both smiling at eachother. That's when my giggling stopped. My heart ached at the sight. I wanted him to look at me, smile with that fantastically adorable gummy smile of his.

A deep frown took place in my face and of course Namjoon had to notice. "are you okay Jimin?" That caught everyone's attention "Yeah yeah, I'm fine" I shied away from the others stare. RM said okay and even though it properly were obvious that something was up.

Come on Jimin you can't get caught in your feelings for him..... crap you shouldn't even HAVE feelings for him in the first place...... no no no I don't have feelings Yoongi... of course not. My eyes widened at my own thoughts.

The others had distracted themself by starting a conversation. i hadn't been listening at all so i had a hard time following. I understood that they were talking about something with first kisses. "Well my first real kiss was when i was 16" Jin announced proudly "Real kiss?" I questioned looking at him. "Well you know, I had kissed other people before that but like pecks in an awkward closed mouth kinda way." He explained.

"My first kiss was when i was 13. And it was actually mý best friend at the time. He apparently had a crush on me. I was so shocked when he kissed me and kinda really sad that he took my first kiss, but at least it was to someone I really cared about." J-hope said with a small chuckle at the end. "What happened when you told him, you didn't feel the same way, well i figured I didn't at least?" Jungkook asked.

"It started being awkward between us, and we eventually started growing apart." J-Hope shrugged "but it was such a long time ago. so it doesn't really bother me anymore. I mean sure It hurt at first. He was my best friend. But life goes on i guess" he smiled. We all nodded.

"So, what about the maknae line? How was your first kiss." J-hope said in a teasing tone while wiggling his eyebrows.

Both Yoongi and RM looked at eachother "What about us?" They teased.