You Matter| Kelly Oubre Jr.


Kelly Oubre Jr as Himself

You as Y/N

The restaurant filled with chatter expect for you. As bright as it was outside the darkness that covered the table for two was undeniable. Silence. That was the only thing going on between you and Kelly.

Your wine glass was empty. Just like your soul.
You couldn't even look at him. Your head was turned to the window. Looking at the beautiful scenery before you. The sun was out and the birds sang their songs. One couple caught your eye. They were smiling and laughing. You sighed. That was something you could never have with Kelly again.

Meanwhile, Kelly stared straight into your head. The engagement ring that sat on your left ring finger was no longer there. Even though your hands felt effortlessly light you would never forget how the weight of that ring felt.

"Are you guys ready to order?" The bubbly waitress asked taking out her notepad.

"I'm good." You quickly said before returning to stare out the window.

Kelly roller his eyes at your demeanor. It was rude the way you were acting. But it wasn't intentional. Kelly ordered whatever he wanted. Your hands rested on the cold menu.

Clearing his throat Kelly asked, "Are you going to look at me?"

"You know I can't do that." Your voice cracking slightly.

"We need to talk about this, Y/N."

Shaking your head you checked your Apple Watch. Kelly was the one who called you. Without that simple phone call you'd never would have spoken to him ever again.

"Y/N look at me, damnit."

Taking a few breaths you finally turned to him. Just like the first time you got caught in his eyes. Eyes were the window to the soul. And you could tell how bad you had hurt him.

You sat up fully resting your back on the red booth seat. Today was the day you would tell the full truth. No lying. Just the cold hard truth.

"What happened when I was gone?" His hands were shaking nervously.

"I told you what happened." I responded coldly.

"No. You told me the condensed version. Please don't lie to me, Y/N. I can't keep doing this with you."

"I slept with him." The tightness in your chest increased with every word.

"Why did you do it? Was I not enough? What did I do that was so wrong?" He questioned running a hair through his wild hair.

You waved your hand to stop him, "No. I was extremely lonely with you on the road. We were trying to get over that hump in our relationship. It just happened. He was a warm body."

Kelly's hands were holding his head as he tried to process everything. His fiancé cheated on him when he was away playing ball. This wasn't the Y/N he knew.

"For the record. I never meant to hurt you, Kelly. I loved you. I realized that I was never meant to be with you after the affair. That we should have never existed. I wanted constant love, something you couldn't give me while being away months on end." Y/N poured her heart out as she wiped the tears spewing from her red eyes.

Kelly watched her silently. A stray tear fell down his flawless face. Wiping it away he immediately toughened up.

"So that's what it was! You could have just talked to me. I was there Y/N. You were there when I came up on nothing. Your were my best friend, my soulmate. And you go and do this shit." He said letting his emotions ruin him for a moment.

"I'm sorry Kelly. That's all I can say is that I'm sorry. One day you'll find it in you to forgive me." You reached out to touch his hand for the last time.

"M-Maybe we can work this out-"

You shook your head once more, "No, that can't happen. One day you'll find someone worth it. More than I'll ever be. Goodbye Kelly. You matter. Don't let me take your own worth. "

Grabbing your things you left the booth hearing some of Kelly's cries for you to wait. You didn't look back. That would only add more fuel to the fire. You exited the restaurant feeling free. Your happiness mattered too.




Authors Note: ummm this was in my drafts and I know I said I have a Roddy Ricch imagine coming and I do. I'm still working on it. Anyway this was sad as hell. Excuse any errors my computer is still not working.

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