ANNA (P.O.V)
I leaned my head against the window letting a few tears roll down my cheeks. The car was silent I looked over at my sister. She seemed so different now in my eyes. Everything made sinces, why she acted so strange.
She stared blankly at the road in front of us. Snow fell softly, outside we followed Kristoffs car in front of us. I stared at my sister, she was dressed in dark blue, her hair was up in a bun small pieces escaped. From her red eyes you could tell see had been crying.
Her eyes flicked to mine causing me to look away, "Im so sorry Anna," she spoke softly, "For lying, and ruining our relationship, your life."
I frowned, "I told you I didn't mean what I said, you didn't ruin my life Elsa, its to early in it to be ruined anyway," I said, "If anyone should be apologizing it sould be me, I trusted people I never met and fought people I didn't even know, I tried to kill you for years."
She laughed softly, "You couldn't kill me, Im The Snow Queen, remember? I always find away to come back."
"Im thankful for that, I don't think I could make it without you," I tell her.
She looked at me again, a sad smile, "Yah you could, theses last I don't know how many years I spent locking you out, I left you alone Anna, I might as well have been dead to you," she whispered, "Its you I couldn't live without, just knowing your alive keeps me going."
The car went silent again. It remained that way for a few minutes intill I spoke again, "Jack gave me that letter, he said he was only supposed to give it to me if something happened to you, but gave it to me because I needed it now."
She nodded parking the car by the cemetery. Our friends started to get out there cars. I looked at Elsa who made no attempt to move, "Im gonna make it up to you," she suddenly said, "All thoses years of shutting you out, im gonna try and be the sister you deserve."
I unbuckled my seat belt and hugged her tightly. More tears fell from my eyes, "You already are," I tell her, "I love you Elsa."
"I love you so much Anna, you have no idea," she replied.
We stayed like that for a bit before pulling away and wiping our tears. We looked at our friends making the way down the snow filled path, "You ready to do this?" I asked.
"Im never ready, but I have no choices but to," she replied.
***
We stood around the small casket, flowers of all colors sat on top of it. Everyone stood closes trying to keep warm. Our feet were cold and wet from snow but nobody payed attention. Every snowflake was here, along with all the Nightmares.
After the headquarters incident the two were combined. It was strange how so many things can change in a small amount of time. A few weeks ago we were two different gangs trying to rid of one another now we a one.
The cold wind blew making us shiver. We all had red cheeks and tear filled eyes. It was hard lossing someone, even if you didn't really know that someone. It was also sad for someone so young to die.
We listened to the preacher, I played with my fingers intill they were grabbed. I looked up at Kristoff giving him a small smile. He returned it, oh how I loved him. We were nearly complete opposites, no one would expect us to get along.
It was funny how love was so powerful and strange. You can't always choose who your gonna love, because its not really up to you. You don't just hand your heart over to someone, your heart does that on its own.
True love is the most greatest love of all, simply because its true. I squeezed Kristoffs hand I then looked at Jack pull Elsa into a hug. I smiled they were good for each other. I then looked at Merida who elbowed Hiccup in the side for probably saying something smartass.
They were...something.
But hey true love was different for everyone.
"Now is time for Elsa Arendelle to say a few words," the preacher says.
Elsa slowly walked so she was next to the preacher and facing us. Unlike the flowers people usually would lay on the top she held a snowflake made out of ice. Her blue eyes looked at everyone not at really more like though.
"Here I stand, in the light of day, standing here its all so clear im where im ment to be, on top of the world on top of it all, trying to feel invincible, I will fly, chase the wind and touch the sky, and at last I see the light and its like the fog has lifted, the wind is howling like this swirling storm inside, were darkness has its secrets, I will hear there every story, be as strong as the sees are stormy, with something to prove nothing to loses, here I am living the dream that I cant hold, here I am, here I stand, let the storm rage on the cold never bothered me anyway, im dieing on top of the world," she sang softly along with a few others.
When she was done she looked at the casket tears falling down her cheeks. Everyone was quiet for a moment. She wiped her tears with her free hand running her thumb across the snowflake with the other.
"Melody told me love was putting someone elses needs before yours, whats odd is my mother used to tell me the same thing," she said, "They were right, but theres more to it, love is more than that, it means more, more than words can describe, every snowflake is different, were all different,
In ways love is just like a snowflake, besides the fact it has more than sixs sides to it, its unique, different, never the same for anyone, some say love doesn't exist, or that love is a weakness, but there wrong, love is the only thing that can keep someone goings,
When you losses someone or something you love, your left with this big hole that nothing elses can ever fully patch, your love can be broken, scarred millions and millions of times, but the strength of it doesn't go away instead it finds something elses to hold on to,
Of course the love for the thing you lost never goes away its just becomes easier to live without, we've lost a lot in this war everyone has, but the past is in the past, im not asking you to forget, im asking you to let go of how it was lossed and remember before it was, im asking you to realizes that what we lost isn't gone, as long as we remember it, and all the good memories."
ELSA (P.O.V)
Everyone looking at me nodded softly. I looked at the snowflake curling my fingers around it letting it shatter into small ices crystals. As Melodys casket was lowered into the ground I let the crystals fall into the whole with her.
She would fill the whole in the earth while leaving one empty in the hearts of everyone who loved her.Nobody moved as we watched the dirt being filled in the whole. It was early still and cold not that I noticed.
Anna came to my side, her gloved fingers laced into my pale bare ones. I looked at her and her red cheeks cold and chapped. "This might be one of the worsted times in history to ask this question but Do you wanna build a Snowman?"
"No not the worst times possible the best, Of course I wanna Build a Snowman," I replied she smiled a bit before pulling me towards the others. Who now stood at the top of the hill near the cars. When we got up there nobody started to apologies for our loses.
In fact we didn't say anything for a bit, enjoying the sad yet calm atmosphere. Nobody cried, or movied intill Hiccup opened the trunk of Meridas fixed car Angus. "We knew that everyone needs something warm and to lighten the mood so we brought," Hiccup started.
"Hot Chocolate with marshmallows for every one," Merida finished.
"I CALL FIRST CUP!" Jack exclaimed.
"Nope I don't think so!" I said taking the cup Hiccuo held before Jack could get it.
"Hey thats no far!" Jack pouted.
Before I could take a drink, Emma took it from me taking a drink, "Mmm warm!" Shs smiled.
"Hey!" Me and Jack glared.
"What can I say sucks to be you," she smirks.
Just then a snow ball flew hitting her in the faces. She gasped as Jack laughed, setting down her chocolate she threw one at him only to hit Hiro who was standing by his brother Tadashi. (A/N:If you haven't watched Big Hero 6 thats were there from and in this story Tadashi isn't you know for people who watched it...)
"Good look for ye nerd," Merida said, just as Hiccup put snow down the back of her shirt, "COLD COLD!"
She turned watching as Hiccup abandoned the hot chocolate and ran to hid behind Jack who yelled, "SNOW BALL FIGHT!"
When someone dies you spend months crying about them. But in thoses months there are moments like this were you feel like everything is okay. Like there not really gone. You spend moments being happy like they'd want you to be.
We spent the rest of the day, having snowball fights and building snowman, warming ourselves with hot chocolate. Laughing, and remembering. This was what we had fought for, not only for the safety and freedom of the people we cared for, but for the moments like theses.You can't tell me that what we lost was all for nothing.
Causes looking at this moment I know it truly wasn't.
Tell Me Im Frozen,
Brave,
Tangled in this messed up life.
But I already know that.
Now let me tell you something,
I won't change its.
Although my life is not a fairytale, and bound to never have a happy ending.
I have these moments that are more than a happy ever after or a The End in my opinion.
Why settle for one small happy ending when I can have a billion small happy moments.
Looking around I knew this moment won't last forever but another would come. I also knew this war was over but there would be another, big or small who knew? I am The Snow Queen, and one of the biggest prices was a constant fight.
I said many times before I came in to this world fighting and id leave doing the same. What I left out in that sentence was I wouldn't be fighting alone. Covered in snow, drinking hot chocolate outside a cemetery, here was were I stood, by the people I loved, and the people I was starting to get to know. I would never be alone not with them.
So now if you think im gonna say The End or happily blah blah blah after you obviously haven't been paying attention. Cause this isn't the end of our story, its only the end of a chapter in the story.
This is were the page turns and new chapter starts, with new dreams to follow, new lessons to learn, and new hearts to thaw. Were Tangled in this Frozen life with no other choice but to be Brave.
So go ahead Tell Me Im Frozen, tell me im stuck, because your right I am. But I don't care because, I got my little sister Anna, a idiot Jackass boyfriend Jack Frost, my best crazy friends Merida and Rapunzel, and a family made of Snowflakes and old enemies once Nightmares. I might be stuck in this life but I had everything I could ask for.
I used to want to be alone, and free.
But now id rather be trapped with the people I love, than free without them.
So now I guess its time to let go of this chapter,
And beginng something knew.
Tell Me Im Frozen
Tell Me Im a Snowflake
Tell me Im Different
Im Elsa Arendelle I am The Snow Queen
This Is Me
(A/N:Oh my gosh I suck at ending storys this is only the Second full length story ive ever end sorry if it sucked. So we have the Epilogue will be posted along with the first Chapter Tell Me Im Brave, so can add it to you library if your gonna read it.
I loved writing this story although it didn't turn out like I planned I liked it.
SKYE
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