"I'm not kidding. Three of them were just immature ones. Like we were kids in fourth grade just trying to be cool. So I don't think that's counted. 

My first love was this ex of mine in seventh grade. But, we had to part because of a misunderstanding and also because neither of our families supported us because we had different religions. His family came to know and then we parted. We went out for about an year or so. And I still held feelings for him till the end of eighth grade. 

Then I tried moving on with a classmate of mine but, failed again because he cheated on me.

 A really close friend of mine proposed to me and I denied but, an year later we started growing more feelings for each other and then bam he ditched me because he saw this photo of me with my childhood friend and misunderstood and then he deactivated his account. And a week later he was back with his ex. I wasn't over him so my friends would set me up on a type of blind date. They sent me off to two dates. But, it never really worked out. 

Then the guy that had moved on with his ex came back and he said he really love me and blah blah shit. I refused his advances for a while but, I couldn't really hold out any longer because I was kind of obsessed with him. Later on, he toyed with my feelings till about another one and a half year.

 But, the last straw was when he recovered data from my account without asking me. Then my brother hacked into the Gmail id that recovered my account. Then he didn't even apologize and instead started bombarding me with the name of the person that hacked into his account. I was so pissed and I told him you either choose to get the name or you choose me. He didn't even hesitate and said the name. I ended the call. I texted him that it's over between us. I cried for like five minutes and  then my sister's boyfriend said the line- "He invaded your privacy! Why cry for him?!" and then I was done crying for him because if there's one thing I value that's my privacy. 

And about a few months later I met ghost. And ghost and I bonded really quickly. But, ghost had a girlfriend and she had cheated on him. Ghost knew about it but, didn't really do anything about it. He had a lot on his plate at that time and being his best friend I went through it with him. Then one day I was really pissed at his Gf because she made out with another guy in a cafe. I told him enough is enough, he needs to break up with her. Which he did. But, he didn't tell her about the cheating fiasco, he instead told her that his family found out, he said he didn't want to hurt her.

Months later, when ghost and I met. We hugged as usual but, he also pecked my forehead and for some reason I felt really happy. Later that night I asked him if he loved me and he was like of course . Then I asked him not as your friend but as a girl and then he shyly replied with a yes. I said I might have feelings for him too. We went out for 9 months and exactly on the next day of completing our 9 months, I broke up with him. It was so bad but, well we got through it. We're still friends" She ended. She mentally hoped the boys wouldn't judge her for her past actions.

"So out of 9 only 2 of them treated you well?" Taehyung asked hoping his calculations were correct. "Yeah " she answered. "Douchebags" Jungkook commented. "You're crazy. How do you believe in love when it's so bad for you?" Jimin said blinking his eyes as his brain adjusted to the newly entered information. "What does love have to do with it if my life sucks?" she countered ."True" he said. "Don't you have a good story?" Taehyung asked. "Well would you want to know about my childhood antics?" she asked as the two nodded. 

"When I was really small about 4 years old. I used to really love milk like crazy. One day my mum left it to boil and went to take a break. I was standing right there near the stove with my cup in my hand. The milk boiled and frothed it's way out of the vessel. I couldn't just stay there and watch the milk be wasted. So I jumped up towards the counter but the cup hit the vessel and the vessel spilt boiling milk over me and fell on my hand. Boy, was it hot. I got tanned really bad." she said as Jimin was holding back laughter and taehyung gave me a weird look and said, "True foodie". "Definitely" she said as she answered her phone that was buzzing. "We didn't get you a sim so how is anybody calling you?" jungkook asked. "Snapchat" she answered as she picked the call.  She joyfully talked on the call in a language that the boys did not understand. 

"Okay small question. If I were to go out alone. What is the longest I could be out for?" she asked. "Zero. You're not going anywhere alone specially not with a pervert on loose" Jimin said firmly. "Is it your ex again?" taehyung asked. "Well his dad landed in yesterday. And his dad wants me to stay with them at least once overnight. Just to make sure I feel safe and happy and stuff. Ghost probably told him about the live. His dad is very friendly. He  even supported when me and ghost dated. He dotes on me a lot." she said. "No ways." Jungkook ended the topic. "One night. I'll be just fine" she says. "No more discussion over this. You're going nowhere" Jungkook said. "Fine!" she said as she wrote a text back to ghost, apologizing. 

"Does his dad dote on you just as much even after your break up?" jimin asked. "Yeah why?"

"Just asking"