Dear God

Jessica's POV.

My head is spinning, I feel like I'm dying. I'm terrified.. I-I don't know what to do.
I can't talk to anyone about this. I feel so alone, and confused. I should call Danny, but I can't tell him like this.
I don't even know for sure what's going on yet. Dear God, please let this be a dream.

***

On Monday after school, Danny drove Jessica to their hidden away cabin.

"Danny, I have to talk to you."
"I have to talk to you too, baby! Guess what?!" He smiles big.
"What?"
"Colleges are already begging for me! Ohio state is one of them, and they are one of the biggest football colleges ever!"
"Oh my gosh, that's great baby!" She smiles then reaches over to hug him.
"Thank you! Jess, there are so many other colleges that love me! Do you no what this means?!" He smiles big.
"You're really good?!" She giggles.
Danny laughs and says, "It means that all of our dreams will come true! Come with me to wherever the best for us is, and I'll become a famous football player. We can get married in any beautiful place you chose. We'll have kids... Not for a while obviously!  But we will!  A boy and a girl." He smiles and grabs her hand.
"But before we have kids and talk about marriage.. I want to have my time with you.  To travel the world together and to soak up every second of just the two of us." He hugs her.
"Doesn't that sound nice?"
"Mhmm.." She says with tears in her eyes as he hugs her.

I couldn't tell him.  He was so happy for our future.  How could I ruin that for him?  I don't know what to do... I wish I was dead.

Jessica sat in her room just thinking and crying.
She felt that she had no one to talk to.  She didn't want anyone to know of the possibility, but she couldn't hold it in any longer.  She had to find out.

Jessica knocked on Jane's bedroom door.

"Come in!"
Jessica slowly walks in with her head down.
"Hey Jess."
"Hey..." She says in a shaky voice.
"What's wrong?  Have you been crying?"
Jessica's lips quiver and she continues looking down.
"Jessie, what's wrong?!" She stands up.
"Did Danny do something?  Did he hurt you?"
"No!  No, he didn't do anything to me... Well he did something to me, but he didn't hurt me."
"Then what happened?  What did he do?"
Jessica looks into space and breathes a little heavier as tears fill her eyes.
"Jessica?!"
"I.. Oh god, I can't even say it!" She walks past her and lays on her bed.
"Jessica, you can tell me anything, remember?"
"Yeah.  But I can't.  I can't say it... Not this."
"Jessica please tell me what's going on, you're scaring me." She sits beside her, pulls her up by the arm and looks into her eyes.
"Okay..." Jessica takes a deep breath then looks at Jane and starts bawling.
"Jess.."
"Jane." She says as she sobs.
"What?"
"I think I'm pregnant."
"What?!"
Jessica nods her head and continues to cry.
"Pregnant?!" Jane asks as her heart drops.
"Jessica, are you sure?"
"No I'm not, but.."
"But what?"
"Well I'm late."
"How late?"
Jessica swallows hard and says, "Two weeks."
"Two weeks?!"
"Yeah, and I've been tired, and I-"
"You've been throwing up!" Jane's eyes widen.
"Yeah.."
"Oh Jessica!" She starts to cry.
"Jane, what am I gonna do?" Jessica cries.
"I don't know, Jessica... I don't know."
Jessica looks down and Jane asks, "Does Danny know?"
"No.  I-I was gonna tell him today but I couldn't." She says before she burst into tears again.
"He's gonna be a football player.  He has such an amazing future ahead of him.. He was telling me all about how all these different schools want him and how he's gonna give me everything I've ever dreamed of.  How he wants to get married and have kids, but before that he wants to enjoy his time with just me and him.  Ha!  How the hell am I supposed to tell him that I'm pregnant?"
"Jessica, stop it.  You don't know!"
"Yes, yes I do know.  I'm pregnant, Jane."
Jane starts crying more and hugs her tight.
"I'm so stupid!  How could I have been so stupid?!"
"Jessica, you are not stupid!  Listen, I'll go to the store and buy you a pregnancy test so we can know for sure.  Maybe you've just had a stomach bug and it's making your period late.."
Jessica looks at her like she's crazy and Jane says, "Well I don't know!  You just can't be pregnant, Jessica!"
She looks down and says, "I don't know.. I just can't believe that I'm in this situation right now.."
"Well you're not alone, Jessie." She grabs her arm.
"Thanks, Jane.  I love you."
"I love you too." Jane gives her a long and tight hug.

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