Happy new year guys (and Merry Christmas even tho it's late) ! ❤️ we're gonna pretend it didn't take me ages to post this.

Remember that these are the characters answering not me, so plz dont feel offended if a character (especially the psycho ones) didn't answer nicely lol.

ANSWERS:

Aaron

1- Would you ever consider talking to Mommy and Daddy? Like, once they are done with their treatment?

Aaron: "Nope. Never. Especially not Cara. She was all over my personal space and I've had enough of her anywhere near me for the next three lifetimes."

2- Would you actually see Lou as an uncle figure if he was sane?

Aaron: "Yes, I think so. He'd definitely make a good uncle."

3- Do you think you and Lou could've actually gotten along if you hadn't met like that?

Aaron: "Yeah."

4- Do you know how incredibly brave you are????

Aaron: "Aw that's sweet. I actually don't think of myself as brave, but thanks, seriously!"

5- How did you stop yourself from crying or completely lashing out?

Aaron: "That's the art you learn when you live with an amazing father like mine all your life. I'm used to keeping everything to myself.

And please nobody remind me of the breakdown. I'm still ashamed."

6- Would you ever visit your real dad in prison?

Aaron: "Yup. Just to show him my middle finger for everything he did to me."

7- Why didn't you go to the police sooner about your dad, considering you had physical proof then. If you already tried, why wasn't anything done?

Aaron: "Okay this may sound stupid, but telling the police isn't as easy as it looks. Otherwise, you'd never find an abused child. We'd all just simply tell the police. At some point, I used to think the abuse was normal. That I really should always keep everything to myself and dad was just teaching me how to do it. And my dad used to tell me that he'd catch me if I ever try telling. I kinda figured then that I just wanted to finish school and live alone."

8- How's your stepdad treating you?

Aaron: "He's a good man, I guess. He's good with me. But I kinda keep myself distanced, because I have horrible memories with anyone related to a 'father-figure'. First my real dad then Dominic. I've had enough."

9- How did you invite Erika to your house without revealing what your dad was like?

Aaron: "Ah, don't you worry about that! Both my dad and I used to work on acting like there's nothing wrong in front of everyone. The last time I didn't act like it was all fine between us around people, dad beat me up pretty bad after. And honestly, I never wanted anyone to know. So I put up an act too."

10- Do you think if you had met Leo on different terms, you would've gotten along as well?

Aaron: "Yes, definitely! I think if he lived normally and went to school we would've easily become best friends."

11- What would you do if Erika got kidnapped by the captors instead?

Aaron: "Panic a lot and worry and freak out. But she has good parents, so I'm sure they wouldn't wait for me to call the police. They would do it themselves and turn the world upside down to find their daughter.

Exactly what my dad did, right? Hahahahahaha.

This hurts just a little."

12- Why do you think you have such a strong, brotherly bond with Leo?

Aaron: "Um I think it's because I didn't judge him for the way he acted at first. He warmed up to me too because I was good to him. And besides the fact that we both had horrible fathers so I guess in some way we understand each other."

13- Are you going to marry Erika?

Aaron: "Question caught me off guard haha! Uh... I mean yeah I'd love to when we grow up a little more."

14- What's your relationship like with your mom and step dad?

Aaron: "Good! I'm just a little distant I guess with my step dad? Only because I'm not really fond anymore of any kind of 'father' in my life."

15- I know it's hard to live after being abused and I know Aron's a fictional character but what drove him to live? Like besides Erika and Leo what made him really want to live?

Aaron: "I'm right here you can talk straight to me! Anyway good question. Erika obviously makes things a lot better for me, but she wasn't the only reason I wanted to live. I had my own dreams. I had my own plans that I wanted to achieve away from dad. I guess it was that hope that someday I'll grow up and live alone and do everything freely that kept me hanging on."

16- What you wanna do in the near future? / How do you feel about your future, realistically speaking, like jobs and whatnot?

Aaron: "College is starting soon and I've applied for mechanical engineering. My dream is to build a space rocket. I'm really into astronomy. But yeah that's the main thing for the future. Other than that, y'know, just live good with Leo and my mom and step-dad. I just want a peaceful life."

17- Although still an equally bad situation, if the captors had taken you, but allowed you to live as a normal teenager free from the abuse of your father and treated you well, would you have preferred that as a life and want to stay or a life with your father and try to escape them?

Aaron: "I'd definitely escape as well. I mean, it's still kidnapping that way except without the baby crap. Nah, I wouldn't want that either. I don't like a pointless life, just constantly cared for and loved. Honestly, I'd rather be abused and have my freedom(at least somewhat freedom with my dad) than that."

18- Aaron what do u think about me staying up late just bc of u guys? Like now for instance?

Aaron: "I'm flattered you're staying up for us!"

19- DO YOU LIKE CAKE BALLS / Do you like chicken wings??

Aaron: "I like almost everything edible, so yes!"

20- Did you ever like want to listen to music at the time you were kidnapped? If I were you I would have been DED.

Aaron: "I don't think music ever crossed my mind at all with all the shit that was going on."

21- Whats your last name?

Aaron: "Williams." 

22- What happened with you and your mom that your had to be shipped off to live with your dad? How bad could it be that she didn't even check up on you which in the end would've prevented you from being abused to such an extent? Do you feel any resentment towards her?

Aaron: "Good question! Prequel explains it more. Our relationship wasn't the best at first. Kinda resentment on my part, a bit of awkwardness. It was horrible but it got better. Sometimes, the things that you go through make you change your perspective. That's kinda what happened. We worked it out between us."

23- How did you feel finally being able to do things on your own again?

Aaron: "Amazing is an understatement. I'm so relieved I can finally be independent again. I absolutely hate the idea of someone taking care of me for life now."

24- How do you think Leo's mom died?

Aaron: "Leo actually got to know exactly what happened from police interrogations and all, and he told me. But I won't tell you, you'll find out in the prequel."

25- How's life with Leo?

Aaron: "Amazing. Best little brother I could ask for. He's also improving much faster than before, so that's good."

26- Aaron I don't really want to ask you anything. I just want to say that you're so strong.

Aaron: "Aw that means a lot to me. Thanks!"

27- Aaron, when you were kidnapped, why was it so hard to act? You knew you were going to be free, so why couldn't you pretend they were your real parents?

Aaron: "My father abused me, so pretending they were him would've made it harder. Yeah, I knew it was going to help me escape, and that was what kept me determined on maintaining the act like I did. But that definitely doesn't make it any easier. Not at all. Complete strangers kidnapped me and were forcing me to be their baby. They disgusted me on a whole other level but I had to keep cuddling with them and all that shit to escape(ew I don't want to remember). I already hate to be touched. It was harder than it sounds."

28- Do you like horoscope and zodiac-type things? What's your zodiac?

Aaron: "Nope, I don't believe in astrology. But I'm a virgo."

29- What was your first impression of everyone. Like Erika, Cara, Dom, Lou, Leo, the police psychologists etc?

Aaron: "Dom/Cara/Lou: what the actual hell

Leo: what the hell—but a victim like me, bro I'm gonna save you.

Erika: too hyper.

Police: oh wow you were actually searching for me I'm impressed.

Psychologists: can you stop talking to me like I'm five?"

29- Please tell me you're going to be child free after this terrifying experience. If not will you work with boys from abusive homes to get their life back on track?

Aaron: "Yeah, not ready for kids. I'd love to work with them! I'd help them... not waste the first 18 years of their life in misery and pain."

30- After what happened and how you were treated by your captors, do you think you'd have a hard time considering having kids of your own in the future?

Aaron: "Definitely not ready for kids."

31- Had you ever considered that Daddy, Mommy and Lou could love you like a real life family or did you know straight from the start that something was up? Thank you!❤️

Aaron: "No, never. I knew straight up there was something wrong. No problem!"

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Leo

1- WILL YOU MARRY ME

Leo: "Um you always said that you loved me so much and you were so supportive of me all the time, so I guess yeah, I'll marry you! But you gotta give me lots of love and care. And please don't break my heart like Carly did."

2- Why are you so cute?

Leo: "I am?"

3- Out of 1 to 10, how much do ya like Erika?/ How do you feel about her [a/n: I love how people who don't like or trust Erika asked Leo about his opinion omg xD]

Leo: "9, I guess? Because she makes Aaron happy and I want my brother to be happy. I just kinda get... jealous. Because I'm not used to sharing Aaron with anyone."

4- what was the biggest obstacle when adjusting to the normal life you should have had?

Leo: "So. Many. People. I wasn't used to that! Now I'm better, but at first, I'd literally feel suffocated if there's more than, like, six people in the room. Other than that, I had to learn how to behave like I should and it was so hard. There was so much I had to stop doing. And I had to be... uh.. this is embarrassing... potty trained."

5- Do you miss how easy life was when you were still living with Daddy, Mommy, and Uncle Lou? Are you able to adapt to the life in the real world?

Leo: "I agree it was easier, but I don't want it back. I'm happy with the progress I'm making. It feels good to know I'm becoming independent. Uh, I mean, it's taking a lot of effort to adapt, but with Aar around it's a lot easier! (love you brother)"

6- WHEN DID YOU START USING DA POTTY WORDS?

Leo: "Blame Aaron! He keeps saying them and I was just influenced!"

7- What's your zodiac???

Leo: "I was born on October 5th, so libra (that's what Aar told me. I had no idea what a zodiac is)"

8- How do you feel about the captors now after living a normal life with Aaron?

Leo: "I'll admit I actually had Stockholm Syndrome for a while after I got saved, and I was like 'I love them so much I want them back'. But my therapists helped me out of that. I don't hate them now though. The therapists can convince me that they were terribly wrong with what they did, but they can't convince me they're bad. They were just sick people convinced I'm their baby boy.

I appreciate they saved me from my dad, I can't hate them. But now, I don't want that life back. I'm happy with my brother like this."

9- What makes you trust Aaron so blindly?

Leo: "I have no idea. It's just something about him and how he treated me. I've always felt safe with him. I wouldn't want any other brother.  I love him."

10- Would you say you liked the kind of attention and love Dominic and Cara gave you?

Leo: "Yeah... until I realized how messed up it was. I think the only reason I ever accepted it is because I didn't know what love and attention really were. I thought what they were doing was okay. But now, yeah no thanks that love was messed up."

11- How do you feel about being in bigger areas (compared to the limited space you had access to back there)? Love you <3 <3

Leo: "The world is so biiiig I was so shocked at first! So much space and so many different places. I've literally never been in big places. First I was stuck in dad's basement then Dom and Cara's house. But honestly, it was intimidating at first. I was so scared because I felt like I could get lost so easily. But my therapist is helping me get over it, I'm getting better. Aw love you too!"

12- Why do you think Dominic and Cara did what they did to you now that you know it was wrong and how do you feel about them now?

Leo: "I'm pretty sure they did that because in their messed up minds they were convinced I was their baby boy who needed protection and love. In all honesty, I can't hate them. And I never will. I'll always appreciate them. I kinda feel sad for them now, I hope they get better some day."

13- Do you go to public school?

Leo: "No, of course not! I'm way in the back compared to teens my age. So I'm taking private lessons, basically getting homeschooled."

14- Mommy or Daddy?

Leo: "Ooh good question. It used to be Daddy before he started getting way too mean with Aaron. I used to love him the most because he was the first face I saw when they took me, and the first I warmed up to. I used to see him as a 'hero', not anymore though. I still appreciate them all, but what he did to Aaron kinda made me lose half of my love to him."

15- How was life with Mommy and Daddy before Aaron came long? / Did you ever get lonely before Aaron came?

Leo: "It was pretty normal before he came I guess, I mean just the four of us. And yeah it did kinda get lonely there, but I never complained because everything was bliss compared to my previous life."

16- Do you think you'd still be living with Mommy and Daddy if Aaron was never brought home?

Leo: "Yeah, I think so. Because if it wasn't for him the police would've never come. Thank God he was brought. Otherwise, I would've been still there oblivious and I wouldn't have met him!"

17- Have you ever had nightmares since being rescued by the captors? (Btw nightmares of the captors, not his satanic father)

Leo: "I think you mean rescued from the captors? Yeah, but not exactly just about them. I had nightmares that I'll never see Aar again and that I'll live my life without my brother, and sometimes I used to have nightmares about how Daddy used to hurt Aar."

18- Do you have any love interest?

Leo: "It used to be Carly from iCarly, but now it's @/staIia She proposed to me and I agreed!

I hope Carly gets jealous as hell when she sees our wedding."

19- did you like your foster parents? / How was the family you were living with before getting adopted by Aaron's mom like?

Leo: "They were good foster parents. They treated me well and all except I didn't exactly want anyone at that point. I just wanted Aar. I swear I didn't even want to cooperate with them or the doctors at some points. But I listened to everyone only because I promised Aar I would do that before I left. I didn't want to disappoint my brother, so I went along with everything."

20- Are you doing okay Leo ?

Leo: "Much better than before, especially now that I'm living with Aar. Thanks for asking."

21- What made you have a crush on Carly?

Leo: "I have no idea. I guess love at first sight?"

22- What do you think about school and the real world?

Leo: "I don't go to school. I mean the real world's great and all, but I'll admit it was so hard for me to adapt at first (still kinda struggling now too). There is so much space and so many people, and I wasn't used to that at all. But otherwise it's good to be free and independent. It's nice to explore even if it's kinda scary, and Aar's helping me with it too."

23- What went through your head when you found out the sun isnt a lamp?

Leo: "I was like no wayyyy Aar was right!"

24- How were you kidnapped? You would never step out of the basement (different from Aaron, who was always walking around), so how did you end up kidnapped?

Leo: "Prequel explains it!"

25- If you had met Aaron along different terms, and if you had been forced to be his brother, how would you have reacted to him?

Leo: "Hmm I'm thinking something like maybe I was normal and the kidnapping never happened but somehow his parents adopted me and we became brothers. I'm pretty sure I would have reacted the same. I'm sure Aar would've been as amazing as he is now no matter what!"

26- Favorite animal?

Leo: "Koalas. I only recently learnt about them haha, but they're cute and cuddly. Like me."

27- Did the man and woman that kept you a secret with your dad get thrown in jail too?

Leo: "Yup!"

28- Did you ever ask Mommy and Daddy and questions about why tv character's lives were different from yours?

Leo: "Yeah. But they used to tell me that's how big, strong people live. They said I was their baby boy and I was too 'fragile' to live like that and that I needed their protection."

29- Whats your last name?

Leo: "It used to be Sayre(which I never knew until police told me) but now it's Williams like Aar's, since I got adopted."

30- If you could get revenge in your father would you do it?

Leo: "Honestly, no. I don't want to see him ever again. Not for revenge or for anything. I want to forget him completely."

31- What went through your head when you were escaping, Dom hurting Aar, aars breakdown, being rescued etc

Leo: "When I was escaping I was just scared and tired all the time but I only went on because Aar told me. And I felt like Dom betrayed me when he hurt him. (No on touches Aar. I will fight). I wasn't there during his breakdown, I only came after it. But if I was there I would've given him the biggest hug ever. When I was getting rescued all I could think was that I trusted him."

32- When you and Aaron almost escaped and you started walking towards your captors... why did you? Didn't you see that Aaron didn't want you t g to them?

Leo: "I actually didn't walk back! Aar told me to go behind a tree, then Dom caught him and Cara got me."

33- I would ask you to marry me but you're 5 years older so... can I be part of your family? Please... and I love you

Leo: "Of course you can be part of my family! I heard that you always wanted to protect me. I love you too!"

Do you like solid foods or not?

Leo: "YES especially chocolate."

34- Leo, do you ever wish you got to know your Dad better, like with a regular father/son relationship or are you glad that you never did?

Leo: "No. I'm glad I never did. Aar is enough, he makes up for everything and everyone."

35-  Leo, how do you think of Aaron's behavior when you guys were with the captors now? And, have you ever thought of visiting Dominic and Cara and telling them how you feel about the situation now? What are your thoughts on their twisted mindset?

Leo: "Aar was super nice to me back there, so I appreciate that even though now I realize how creeped out he must've been. Sometimes I want to visit them and tell them that despite everything, I'll never forget them, but sometimes I feel like it's a bad idea. I realize how twisted they were now. But there's always a part of me that just... appreciates them? I don't know! Hard question!"

36- Does he miss his 'parents'? Has he got any plans to confront his father or the captors for closure? Has he been able to move on enough mentally to ever be ready for a romantic relationship and maybe even kids?

Leo: "Mom, yeah. But at the same time I'm still convinced she hates me. It's hard to get the idea out of my head, so maybe it's better this way. Dad, no way. I still get nightmares because of him. And I'd never confront him. Ever. I don't want closure, I just wanna stay away from him. Romantic relationship... like Aar and Erika? Maybe, one day. But not now. Not ready."

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Lou

1- Have you been single Pringle all your life? ;)

Lou: "Yeah, you can say that. That's what happens when you have an overprotective brother. Every time I told Dom about a girl I liked when we were younger, he'd say 'no Lou trust me heartbreaks aren't cool' And the only girl he approved of for me to date was also the only girl that friend zoned me in the face.

Tragic, I know."

2- When did you begin to have doubts about what you were doing? / What made you realize that what you guys were doing was considered wrong by most of the world's population?

Lou: "Aaron started making me doubt until I realized. Things started getting a lot clearer when he came. Leo also defied us at first, I know, but he didn't understand what was happening. Aaron understood, and the things he said, especially in his breakdown, I guess knocked me back to my senses. Kinda, at least."

3- Do you think you could've done much more to stop Mommy and Daddy from doing what they did to Aaron and Leo? If so, what would you have done?

Lou: "At the beginning, no, I was far too blinded (explained more in the prequel). But after Aaron came and after things gradually becomes clearer to me, I was planning to call the police myself but Dom and Cara took my phone away(yes we had phones but we were super cautious around the boys. They never even saw them). And I never exactly had the keys either.

So basically the sad thing is that when I finally realized all this shit was wrong, it was too late and I couldn't do much to help the boys anymore :("

4- How are you? / How's therapy, bro?

Lou: "I'm fine, thanks! Uh, I mean, therapy was great because it meant I could finally become sane. But also horrible because how everyone treated me there. Like 'woah dude you're insane we need to fix that shitty brain' but I guess it's true that my brain is shitty considering I participated in the entire thing at one point."

5- Send nudes ;) jk. Why did you go with Dominic's plan did you feel you owed him something? / why did you agree to "adopt" Leo and Aaron?

Lou: "Prequel explains a lot more."

6- What was going through your mind when the police came and you had that knife in your hand? / Why didn't you just drop the dang knife?

Lou: "A lot of crap. You know when you make a decision beforehand, and like you're sure of it, but then when the actual moment comes you start doubting? Yeah that's basically what happened to me. That's also the reason I didn't drop it immediately."

7- What do you think would've happened if you had cut Aaron's neck when the police arrived?

Lou: "Aaron would've died? And I would've most probably lost my mind. I don't even want to imagine it. Thank God I did the right thing."

8- If you get out are you going to try and find Leo and Aaron or if not are you going to try to apologize? You seemed to be genuinely doing it because it was best but what do you feel about it now?

Lou: "I already saw Aaron, it was great to see him again! I don't know if apologies mean anything compared to what I did to him, but he seemed forgiving(God bless his big heart). And I absolutely hate everything I did now that I realized it's wrong. I hate how I deprived Leo from learning and tortured Aaron with all the humiliation. It's horrible. My intentions were to help even when I was still kinda blind about the situation, but still, it's horrible."

9- Lou-- if you could have one day before you could never see someone you know again--a whole 24 hours--who and how would you spend.

Lou: "With Aaron and Leo. I miss them so much :("

10- How badly do think going with everything Dom did, will damage your reputation in society?

Lou: "Very bad. It's already happening. I can't find work because of that.  I'm mostly relying on my drawings and paintings. Thank God I'm talented."

11- will you marry me if Leo says no :') would be illegal but idc you're too hot boi

Lou: "Aw I'm flattered babe but I heard that Leo said yes, so I'll be there at the wedding haha.

Don't you dare break Leo's heart.

Don't. Do. It."

11- Would you still go through everything you had if you knew it'd end like this?

Lou: "I don't think what I did is right, I mean I wouldn't do it again. But the way it ended was good, 'cause you know, Leo and Aaron are brothers now and their dads are in prison,  and I'm sane and Dom and Cara are getting therapy. Sometimes I just wonder that if this thing didn't happen, maybe Aaron and Leo would've been still abused and don't even know each other..

But at the same time, I don't like to think how much humiliation we put Aaron through. Even if it ended well after all. So I guess I'd rather approach Aaron and Leo in other ways? Help them like normal people would? But maybe then they wouldn't have become such close brothers.

I don't know. Hard question."

12- Don't judge me. But I have a crush on you. Lou please marry me. / I actually don't know why the hell I have a crush on you.. but will you marry me?

Lou: "Aw I actually didn't know someone would want to marry me knowing my past, so thanks ladies! I mean I'd love to marry you but I'm honestly worried 'cause I have the shittiest flat ever and I'm still not very settled! But we'll talk about when I get settled better, yeah?"

13- where'd ya learn to draw?

Lou: "Who said I ever learnt? I was born with a natural talent I guess.

Also born with zero modesty I'm sorry oops."

14- Did you live alone before being with Dom and Cara and Leo? If so, what was your job?

Lou: "No I still lived with Dom. Prequel explains more :)"

15- Did you buy the lot of the house by yourself, are you three really expensively rich???

Lou: "Prequel!"

16- ALSO DO YOU LIKE MEMES

Lou: "haha yeah why not I guess."

17- Are you ready to start a new life without your brother?

Lou: "Yeah. It's sad to see how bad his mental situation is, but I know have to keep moving on my own. I'm trying my best with my new life."

18- Do you feel guilt about abusing Aaron and Leo?

Lou: "You have no idea. The guilt is eating me alive. But I deserve it for the shit I did."

19- Hey Lou, I hope your therapy is going well. Do you feel like your therapy is helping? How long till you get a job?

Lou: "Hey! Thanks, it's going well. And yeah it definitely helped a lot. I think it's going to need quite some time for me to get a job lol, but I'll manage hopefully."

20- Do u wanna start a family with Aaron and Leo? If so may I be their sister?

Lou: "Aw yeah why not? You have to be nice to your brothers though."

21- Are you ok? I mean... REALLY ok?

Lou: "Nah screwed up in the head considering that I contributed in the entire thing at one point but hey, my therapy years helped a lot, I'm much better now. So yeah, I guess. I'm okay!"

22- Do you like waffles?

Lou: "And crepes and chocolate and sweets. I love food."

23- What was the asylum like? Did you forgive your brothers and what's your relationship with him now?

Lou: "The asylum wasn't cool but I obviously needed it. Honestly I'm just sad for him, his mentality is so messed up. He's my brother, I can't hate him. I visit him in the asylum from time to time, it's hard and awkward. But I guess I deserve all this."

24- Does he want real kids after the whole ordeal?

Lou: "No. I kinda just hate myself so much at this point that I just prefer to isolate myself. I try to convince myself that other people won't accept me, but the the bigger problem is that I can't live with myself anymore."

25- Did Cara raise you? Please tell me you're staying childfree.

Lou: "Well... she pretty much raised me. With Dom. Yeah, I'm staying child-free."

26- Are you visiting your brother and sister in law? Are they responsive to you?

Lou: "Only Dom. I don't want to see Cara's face."

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Daddy(Dominic)

1- How and why did you choose to kidnap Leo if he was always stuck in a basement? / How did you find out about Aaron and Leo's abuse? / How did you come up with the entire idea?

Dominic: "Prequel explains a lot."

2- How and where did you fall for Cara? / What was your first kiss with Cara like? *wink wink* (I find you guys' relationship romantically messed up)

Dominic: "How we met and whatnot is explained in the prequel. Cara actually only gave me a proper kiss after we got married. It was good, I guess."

3- If you had a choice to save yourself or Lou, which would you choose? And why?

Dominic: "Definitely Lou. Because he's my little brother and I love him much more than I could ever love myself."

4- Do you still hate Aaron? / Do you still blame Aaron for everything that happened?

Dominic: "No, I love him even after everything. But yeah, I blame him for lots of stuff. I blame him for being so stubborn and for the way he thinks he doesn't need help and that he can do everything by himself."

5- Who do you care about more? Aaron or Lou? (You have to pick one, you can't pick both, and you HAVE to answer)

Dominic: "That's a hard question. I honestly can't choose. Lou is my little brother, and Aaron is my baby boy. I love them both equally so much. I know Aaron pissed me off at some points, but I still care about him."

6- Did you not realize that you were becoming Aaron's biological father?

Dominic: "I don't really understand what I'm doing when I'm super angry. So no, I didn't realize that. But honestly, Aaron pretty much asked for it with all the stubbornness. Kinda his fault there."

7- How did you get the groceries if you live so far away from everything?

Dominic: "Every once in a while I'd actually go out(usually late, so the boys won't notice) I'd go and buy everything we need. I used to stock up enough so I don't have to go out too often."

8- When did you realize you had anger issues? Where you born with it or did it begin to happen when your father would abuse you? / When did you first develop your anger issues?

Dominic: "I've always realized I had anger issues, and it's harder than it looks. Good question, you'll learn all about that in the prequel."

9- If you weren't a psychopath, what would your goal for the future be?

Dominic: "My goal will always be to live with my family. I just wish things still are the same. I wish my family is still together. I wish my baby boys and my wife and brother still live with me. I miss them all."

10- Do you realize how bad of a person you are? / Finally realize you were wrong?

Dominic: "The therapists here keep saying this. Telling me I'm wrong. Maybe I am, but all I ever wanted was to live with my family and baby boys and protect them. If wanting to live with my baby boys is wrong, then maybe I want to do the wrong thing."

11-  Are you mad at Lou? / If you get out of the asylum, would u forgive Lou?

Dominic: "I'm not mad at him, just disappointed. And I don't need to forgive him. Even if I don't agree with his opinion and all he said, even if what he did is kinda like he betrayed me after all I did for him, I can't hate him. And I'll never hate him. I'll always love him."

12- Was there a plan to kidnap someone else?

Dominic: "No. I felt my family complete with just Aaron and Leo. We didn't want anyone else."

13- Do you still consider the boys "family" or do you realize what you and Cara did was wrong?

Dominic: "Still family. Always family."

14- Why treat Aaron and Leo like babies?

Dominic: "Because they're our baby boys. More explained in the prequel and there's a hint in chapter 38 here."

15- What was did you do when you returned to your dad in the flashback?

Dominic: "Prequel."

16- Why were you so mean to Aaron? I know you wanted discipline but that's not the way to do it.

Dominic: "He was so stubborn it made me angry. And you can say I'm quite unaware when I get angry."

17- What would you have done if Cara became pregnant? Would you let Leo and Aaron go? Or would you keep them all together? Would you have let your biological child out of the house or keep them hidden away too?

Dominic: "Aaron and Leo are enough and they're always going to stay enough. Cara and I don't want other children, biological or not. More explained in the prequel."

18- If Aaron and Leo became seriously sick or injured, would you bring them to the hospital despite the risk of people finding out they were kidnapped?

Dominic: "We'd never let them get injured that badly. That's why we were always there with them. But don't worry, there's always a way around things if it gets so pressing."

19- What medications were you on while this was happening?

Dominic: "I never really took real medicines. I just took calmatives and tranquilizers on my own when I felt too angry."

20- Did you ever think that kidnapping is illegal?

Dominic: "Pretty sure what Leo and Aaron's dads were doing is illegal too."

21- If there was anything you could have changed about your past, to fix things, make them right, would you change and why?

Dominic: "I think I'd only fix my anger issues. Because they are so hard to control. Otherwise, I wouldn't change anything. I still want my family with my baby boys."

22- How did you guys stalk and find and pick Leo and Aaron. Sorry if this question had been asked before.

Dominic: "You'll find out in the prequel."

23- WHAT KIND OF SICK FREAK ARE YOU KNOWEST THEE NOT OF THE MENTAL TRAUMA THOU HAST CAUSED THY BROTHER???

Dominic: "lol what."

24- Do you know how sick u r?

Dominic: "No."

25-  Dominic do you smoke CRACK?

Dominic: "Nope, I'm all against smoking."

26- Dominic, Do you know how much you were hurting Lou? The entire time you protected his physical form, were you aware how much you were killing him mentally?

Dominic: "The doctors say that too, but I don't think so. All I knew was that I couldn't let anyone touch or remotely even hurt Lou. That was all that mattered.  I needed to protect him was the important thing and it was all I could think of. Physical pain would've destroyed him too. He needed me."

28- Were you impressed with how carefully Aaron planned his escape? Like the acting and the thought and the threatening to kill himself situation?

Dominic: "Honestly at first I was like 'Hah baby boy thinks he can fool me' but then he actually cut his throat, and that was impressive for me. That's when I realized he wasn't messing around, so I had to step back. And yeah, the sweetheart acted very well, I fell for it."

29- Have you ever choked?

Dominic: "Yeah, twice. When I saw Aaron and Leo on top of the fence and when Aaron slit his neck."

30- do you realize that you hurt Lou? You sheltered him to a point where he felt like he'd be useless in society and used that to your advantage (tricking him into thinking it's ok to kidnap children so that he wouldn't tell anyone what you did to Aaron and Leo). Is this just you telling yourself that you're protecting him? Also, do you realize that it was your fault he got shot? You told him to kill Aaron in front of a police officer, what did you think was going to happen?

Dominic: "Lou needed me to shelter him. He's not mature, he never was. Leave him alone for two minutes and he destroys himself. I'm not tricking myself, I had to protect him. This one, yes—I know it's my fault. I was desperate. We didn't have time to sedate them like we planned. I knew he might get shot, but I wanted him to get it over with first because I couldn't."

31- Does he still love Leo and Aaron as his sons? Does he blame anyone for the ordeal and if so who? What does he think of mommy? And how he rationalise Lou and Aaron's choices in his worldview? (Of protecting them and both leaving)

Dominic: "I will always love them as my sons. Sometimes I blame Aaron and his pride. It's the thing that annoyed me the most about him, the way he pretends he can do everything on his own. Sometimes I blame Lou. Sometimes I blame myself, because I should've been more prepared for when the police come. I should've acted faster. It feels like they betrayed me, both. Aaron and Lou. The way they left. But now I can't do anything, can I?"

32- Is there any part of you that knew this was wrong?

Dominic: "At the beginning, I was unconvinced a bit. Prequel explains it."

33- Dominic, do you understand how you and the others hurt Aaron and Leo, even if it was unintentionally? If so, how do you feel about it.

Dominic: "I never hurt them more than their fathers did. Compare what I did to what Leo's dad did. Compare what I did to what Aaron's dad did. I never hurt them. I never meant to. All I ever wanted was to protect them."

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Mommy(Cara)

1- Where did you and Dominic first meet? What was your first impression?

Cara: "You'll find out in the prequel. But here's a hint; first impression of him? Asshole."

2- Did you ever attend college for anything of mental or physical health? And have you ever worked in those fields with or without degrees? If so what major and how many years? And if so what job was it?

Cara: "Yes, actually. At first I studied in college physical therapy, but then I changed to nursing. I also attended a hairstyling workshop. I'm the one who used to cut Dom and Lou and Leo's hair when it grew in the two years we were there."

3- What changes during the whole thing did you notice about Dom and do you think you could have done anything to help?

Cara: "His anger issues were getting worse. I used to be able to calm him down so easily, I could hold his hand and he'd relax. But then things started getting out of control(especially when he skipped his medicines and completely flipped out on my poor baby Aaron). I forced him to take his medicines again, but they don't exactly solve the issue, just lessen it, so no.  I couldn't help much."

4- How did you gradually fall in love with Dominic? / What is it about Dominic that makes you love him to the extent that you'd kidnap teens for/with him? Would you still love him and be with him once your time in the mental hospital is up?

Cara: "How we fell in love and our relationship is all explained in the prequel. It will help you a lot. And yes, I'll definitely stay with him after."

5- If you were given a chance would you kidnap them again or let them live life freely? / If given the chance would take Leo and Aaron back or are you happy for them?

Cara: "Kidnap them again. I wouldn't mind doing this all over again and ending up here in the asylum if it means I can be with my baby boys even if it's not forever. I've heard that they live together as adoptive siblings. That's the only thing I'm happy for them about."

6- Why the lotion?

Cara: "Duh to keep Leo and Aaron's skin soft and beautiful."

7- How do you have domination over Dominic's decisions so easily?

Cara: "You'll understand that more in the prequel."

8- Were you ever scared of being abused by Dominic?

Cara: "Never. I was never scared of him. Prequel will help you understand more."

9- I understand why Dom and Lou are little insane. But what happened to you that knocked you off the mentally stable path? / Dominic was fucked up because of his father but what made you want to be with him? Do you really love him that much

Cara: "Prequel. And yeah, I love him more than you think ;)."

10- How and when did you did you get the house?

Cara: "Prequel."

11- Did u know about his father being that way, or was that night the first time?

Cara: "No I knew before. Way before."

12- Why did you decide to adopt two boys instead of a girl?

Cara: "It's not that we decided to adopt boys not girls. It's just that we found Aaron and Leo and took them, and they're boys."

13- Do you still consider you, Daddy, Lou, Aaron and Leo to be a family?

Cara: "Of course. Always family."

15- why didn't you and Daddy have biological children? Or go through the adoption process to get an abused child that had no family at all?

Cara: "We just wanted Aaron and Leo, our baby boys. Plus prequel explains more."

16- Did you ever think about what Aaron wanted or ever listened to him?

Cara: "No because Aaron's the type that will always deny help/care. He doesn't know what he needs. I knew what's good for him, I didn't need to listen to him."

17- Cara I know you have a foot and knee fetish.

Cara: "lol."

18- why did you want to kill the boys? You always said you wanted what's best for them... you really love something you should let it go...

Cara: "Because they are my babies and I know what's best for them. And it? My babies aren't things."

19- Do you guys ever eat? Never heard of you eating

Cara: "We used to eat when the boys finish."

20- Cara, are you happy with yourself now, you evil bitch?

Cara: "No, because my baby boys aren't with me."

21- How old were you when you started taking crazy pills? Also, I know you have a foot fetish, and nothing you say will ever make me think otherwise

Cara: "Lol whatever you say."

22- Why are you so touchy when you have ALL of Dominic to cling to? How the hell did you manage to control him skip well that a professional kickboxer and a fit man are both terrified of you?

Cara: "Dominic is my husband, not my baby boy. It's a different type of clinging. Prequel explains the last part."

23- Did you become a mother figure to Lou as well?

Cara: "Well... Our relationship was very rocky at first. Then we gradually warmed up to each other. So it took some time for me to become a mother figure to him. On my part, at least. Pretty sure Lou never considered me a mother figure."

24- Why didn't you and Dom have acutal children? Did you only agree with all of this because you "love" Dom? Do you actually love him or is it like how Dom and You "love" Aaron and Leo?

Cara: "Prequel, prequel, prequel. Falling in love with Dom came afterwards... after spending time with him."

25- why didn't you tell the police about Aaron and Leo's situation and then try to adopt them? I mean, forcing them to be babies still would've been so wrong in so many ways, but it still would've been less illegal then kidnapping them then forcing them to do things against their will

Cara: "Because they're my baby boys."

26- Did you have any part of you that thought this whole kidnapping thing was wrong?
(I asked the same question to Dominic. We'll see...)

Cara: "No."
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Erika

1- What was the best memory you had with Aaron?

Erika: "There was a party at school. We both weren't really interested so we snuck out and sat together away. We were still just friends back then, but I love how much we talked. How calm everything was (well sort of calm because we fought in the middle) Aaron almost told me about his dad then. But he didn't, because Aaron will be Aaron."

2- Did you have a crush on Aaron before you started dating? If so when did it start? / Did you have feelings for Aaron before he was abducted? / When did you realize you loved Aaron?

Erika: "We were just really close friends before the entire thing happened.  I loved him with all my heart, and I even used to get jealous when he was around other girls. But I guess I didn't realize that I actually liked him at that point? Emotions are weird. You can say I fully realized it when he disappeared and in the two years after that.  I was with him most of the time as he slowly healed, and we both confessed that we liked each other at one point."

3- Did you ever feel hopeless that you could not help Aaron?

Erika: "Yes! I mean, I was his best friend so I could always sense there was something wrong with him. Except that he never admitted, and always acted like there was nothing wrong when he was around his dad. He's really closed on himself, and it was so hard to get the slightest thing out of him."

4- Do you get good grades?

Erika: "Normal! I don't fail, but not straight A's all the time either. Math is going to the end of me. I remember trying to tutor Aaron math( you don't know how much he hates it. He literally gets a headache just by the sound of it) and we ended up both failing the test lol."

5- What age are you?

Erika: "Just a few months younger than Aaron."

6- Do you want kids with Aaron?

Erika: "Oh my gosh, I mean, sure, when we get married someday."

7- What do you feel about Leo?

Erika: "I love him! He's a sweetheart."

8- WHAT DO U DRESS LIKE?

Erika: "Modest and casual mostly."

9- How did you feel when you found out Aaron was missing?

Erika: "Complete mess. I panicked so much and I was so damn scared, and it made it worse that his dad wasn't trying to do anything! He was legit like 'don't worry he'll come back' most of the time and that really pissed me off. Like wth dude be worried your son is freaking missing."

10-Did you know about Aaron's dad before he was captured?

Erika: "I kinda started assuming that at one point. But it's actually so hard to figure it out, especially when both Aaron and his dad used to act like father-son goals around each other. And Aaron always refused to talk about anything like that."

11- Have you seen any changes in Aaron before he was taken?

Erika: "Good question! And yes, actually. He's kinda more laid back now? After healing, of course. And a little more confident. Nothing major though."

12- Do u REALLY love Aaron?

Erika: "Nope lol.

Kidding! Of course I do!"

13- Are you short?

Erika: "Average."

14- WHEN DID YOU CONFESS YOUR UNDYING LOVE?

Erika: "Neither of us exactly confessed to the other, we just both realized it and we talked about it and easily agreed."

15- If, God forbid, you fall out of love with Aaron (yes I'm jaded that way), would you still stay with him knowing you're a supporter for him or would you leave knowing that there's a chance it would hurt him yet again in his hard AF life?

Erika: "oh my gosh, I'm sure that won't happen! But if it does, I think I'd actually stay just so I wouldn't hurt him. I don't know. That's a hard question. I mean, I know he's strong enough to handle a heartbreak, but I still wouldn't want to hurt him even the slightest bit after everything he went through, so I'd stay?"

16- Do you like peanuts??

Erika: "Not really, but I don't hate them either."

17- What made you fall in love with Aaron?

Erika: "Other than the fact that his eyes are the most attractive things I've ever seen, he was such an amazing best friend. He is the sweetest and cutest (and also most annoying jerk sometimes lol) boy I've ever met."

18- Erika, how does it feel knowing that your best friend has been stalked for months, and how have you been coping with everything?

Erika: "I'm creeped out for him. Can't imagine realizing I've been stalked for months. He's actually still paranoid sometimes. He gets nervous if a car's been behind us for a while, or if he feels like someone's staring at him. About coping...Well, it was hard at first. Aaron came back even more closed off, and it was so hard getting him to open up again. But we went through it. And now he's better than before."

19- Have you ever seen any of Aaron's stalkers before he was kidnapped, and if you remember seeing them, what did you think when you saw them after Aaron was rescued?

Erika: "I think I did! Once when I was hanging out with Aaron, a lady ran into me and made me trip. Now that I think about, I'm pretty sure it was Cara."

20- How are you coping with Aaron's issues? How do you feel about Leo, was it hard to understand or like him?

Erika: "I'm trying to help him as much as I can. Leo's a sweetheart! It was a little weird at first, the way he behaves, but Aaron had already explained his situation so it was perfectly understandable."

21- How is your emotional state in helping Aaron and maintaining a relationship?

Erika: "Sometime's it hard, dealing with Aaron. Even after he saw a therapist and healed. It's like...being reserved is just part of him. And I respect that. But as I said, it's hard sometimes. Because I want to help him. I want to be there for him, and sometimes he just doesn't let me. This affected our relationship at some points but we went through it. Always."

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Author

1- Who's your favorite character?

First, Aaron. I love him because he's underestimated. It was interesting to see through him how people would react to a male protagonist like him who isn't perfect in terms of physical build(he doesn't have abs. Mostly scars and whatnot because of his dad's abuse) and I wanted to see if that would affect people liking him or not. And unfortunately, it kinda to some extent did.

Then Leo. I love Leo because he's the most unique character I've ever written. He's so innocent and pure, and we really lack those two things these days.

2- When the idea of the book came to you, did you ever see yourself ending the book? Or where there points where you almost gave up? If so, how did you get over them?

Never. I never thought about giving up. The moment the idea came to me I knew I was going to finish this book, and I'm so proud I did. You guys and your amazing support have been such an inspiration to write <33 however, there were some points where I got pissed off at two types of people, but of course not to extent of giving up on the book. Never.

i. People who act interested in the book and constantly comment only to 'subtly' (even though it wasn't subtle and I easily noticed) advertise their stories on mine and try to steal my readers. Like that's pathetic and desperate and rude af. Instead of trying to steal other people's hard work, just work on your damn stories and readers will come on their own. You don't have to be so desperate.

ii. People who underestimated the plot. The ones who were like 'where's the abuse in that hahahahaha that's so funny hahahah' the plot isn't funny and it isn't ridicules. I've worked hard on planning it with all the character developments and everything. It's so sad that some underestimate the power of mental abuse/torture. You can't see past your noses.

Yeah so these types of people pissed me off but not the extent of giving up on writing.

3- Will you ever consider a sequel if you think of a cool plot for it! Thanks for writing this amazing story!

Quite some people asked about a sequel but I honestly don't think so :(. But hey there's a prequel(I actually posted it) and a new book so coming, so I hope that makes it better? And aww thank you! <33

4- where are you from?

I like to stay anonymous for personal reasons, but I can tell you that English isn't my native language :)

5- was there any chapter that made you emotional/made you cry?

yeah, I actually cried writing Aaron's breakdown to the extent that my eyes  were blurring and I couldn't see the screen anymore xD and I also cried writing the final chapter, the part where Leo realized he shouldn't be scared because he trusted Aaron, and as I wrote the very last paragraph too. It felt so surreal to finish a book. I have lots of half written ideas and books, but this was the first I ever finished.

6- Favorite color / favorite book? Luv you btw

Black! I'm so so dark lol. And the entire Maze Runner Series. omg legit the best books I've ever read. I highly recommend reading them all! Love you too sweetie <33

7- How did you maintain your schedule?

I have no idea. I'm still surprised I actually managed updating once a week throughout the entire book xD but yeah I'll admit there were times it was already Friday I barely had half a chapter written. The panic was real then but I still thankfully managed haha. But that's probably why there are some shitty chapter in between lol.

8- Did you ever intend for the book to end differently? If so what was the original ending?

Great question! Oddly enough, no. This was the ending I wanted the moment I thought of the book

9- What inspired Aaron's character? Was it someone or did you just make him up in your head?

Nah, I just made someone up in my head from scratch! :) I wanted to create a male protagonist who doesn't act 'tough' and 'nonchalant' because he's a 'man' and literally get himself killed first day like most ones I've read. I wanted him to have his insecurities and flaws like a normal human. I don't particularly like how in most books (most, obvi not all) the male protagonists always have the hottest bodies ever and usually seem so unfazed by the entire situation. He's a male, not a stone. Males have emotions, too.

10- How are you so awesome? / How do you cope with being so amazing?

Awww haha I love you guys so much, what did I do to deserve you <333

11-fav tv show?

Okay, first let me introduce my self; the biggest procrastinator you'll ever meet. And that's exactly why I love so many tv shows that I haven't even watched yet xD I really want to watch riverdale and stranger things and Teen Wolf but whyyy do I keep postponing?? Help me lol.

[edit: 2 years later i actually watched teen wolf recently lol]

12- Where did you learn how to write?

I didn't exactly learn how to write. I used to write ever since I was like 8 maybe? I used to write short stories on papers (plus little drawings too xD) then staple them together and be like wooo I wrote a novel! I kept writing as I grew, so I guess I just improved along the way. Writing is my biggest passion <3

13- Did you enjoy writing it [this book] ?

Of course! All of it was such a ride for me. I especially loved writing the captors POV because delving into what and how the antagonists think is such an interesting thing! I've always felt like books never put enough emphasis on what the antagonists go through, so I was like 'hey I'll write one then'. And writing Leo was so much fun, he's like the most unique character I've ever written and I'm going to miss him and his innocence :( and Aaron of course, my MC AHHH I love him :((. This sounds dramatic and cheesy but I swear it actually makes me emotional to think Aaron's ride is over. I've been writing (mainly) about him for several months and I'm too used to it :(

14- How did you capture mommys character so well. It was an amazing pov!

First aww thank you! Really means a lot to me! <33 and honestly I have no idea how I did that. I just write what I feel is right and omg this is so hard to explain lol.

How do other writers explain these technical things lol. I'm such a failure at this

15- What made you write this kidnapping book? /inspiration and whatnot + all related questions to this.

I have a weird mind lol, that should explain how I got the idea haha. There's no specific inspiration too. (I'm so not profesh lol). I wrote this book because I love writing about mental abuse especially since it's way too underestimated and I don't see a lot of authors writing about it. It's mostly physical abuse/torture in thriller books. And I also excluded sexual content because not all types of abuse have to include that, I wanted to change.

That's basically why I went for this story and plot :).

16- what's your writing process?

I legit just hold my iPad(yes I write on my notes and not on a laptop. I'm weird) and type the chapters when I feel like writing. That's how it happens. Nothing fancy, nothing big. 

17- Why do you love psychology? Also why do you want to study psychology?

It's absolutely fascinating, that's why. I've always found the spiritual side of us humans (I mean the soul, the way we think, mentalities, emotions etc.. these not physical things) so interesting. Especially how these work when they're damaged(like the captors' mentalities) Not sure I'm going to study that in college though. I'm a senior I still don't know what I want to study for sure I'm a mess help xD

18- If Aaron was a real person in your school how would u react to him.

He has grey eyes so I'll probably high key fall in love with him on first sight haha xD (grey eyes are so beautiful ybysjebburfhu don't even argue)

but no seriously,  I think we'd actually be pretty good friends haha! I love astronomy too!

19- Do you have any tips for writing? I'm not that good so I'm wondering some tips.

Aw don't say that! Trust yourself <3 honestly, I suck so much at giving advice and tips, but I guess a classic one is to write when you feel like it? Like don't force yourself? Because I write trash when I'm not in the mood to write(again, possibly why there are some shitty chapters here xD)

20- How do you keep your pace? / How did you keep writing when you were discouraged?

Okay first, I have. No. Idea. I swear, looking back now, I almost can't believe how I managed to keep my pace. But I think it's because you guys were so amazing and I was always eager to finish up a chapter on time for you<33

Yeah there were times I was discouraged (I always have these moments where I feel I'm a crappy writer and so I don't get in the mood to write), but I used to go back and read all the supportive and lovely comments you guys blessed me with, and I'd feel good again and write. <3 also, whenever I felt discouraged I used to think of all I had planned for the book, so it kinda makes me want to go on and achieve it?

21- Can I be your friend?

Of course! you and all my readers already are my friends. I love you <3

22- HOW DO YOU WRITE SO WELL???

OMG I DO? PRETTY SURE IM THE WORST WRITER EVER (confidence issues lol) but aww that's so sweet haha, thank you!! <333

23- Is it weird that I don't trust Erika at all??

No it's not! She's only been there for a few scenes; some people immediately despised her lol, others really liked her because she was the reason they got saved, and some don't know what to feel yet! It's completely normal for a new character! :) the prequel will help you figure out what to feel exactly, and it's not a problem if you still don't like her then!

24- Was there any scene or characters u had to cut out/wished to add in the story?

Omg great question! Those are the characters I've initially planned, there weren't any I had to cut out or wished to put. But yes, there was a scene I had to cut out. It was supposed to be somewhere after Leo confessed to Aaron about his past and all. In the scene Leo was going to ask Aaron what the real life is really like, and then a little deep talk and whatnot. But I had to cut it out because there were lots of things happening already.

25- How did you prepare to avoid huge time gaps in writing and writer's block?

I didn't xD I told you I'm unprofessional haha. I just started writing and posting here, and I guess I was too eager and excited to ever feel bored of writing it or get a writer's block. And I also was super hyped on top to write because I was getting readers faster than I thought I would <333

26- How can this book be so beautiful????

How can you be so kind omg I love you

27- Are you thinking about writing another book?

YES! Other than the prequel, I have a new mystery thriller planned. I think I'm going to post it while I'm writing the prequel, but I won't actually start writing it until I finish the prequel! :)

28- Why did you adopt the adult baby theme for this book? (Get it? LOL sorry) I've tried finding something similar to this that didn't have any sexual content too but it's impossible so you're really unique in that aspect.

Haha yeah I get it that pun LOL. And honestly i have no idea why i went with this theme lol it just came to me. Aww thank you so much that's so sweet<3

29- Did you plan this out before you wrote it or did you go with flow?

Omg of course I didn't just go with the flow! xD it was entirely planned out from the beginning till end before I even started writing it! :) I had to plan before because obvi it will be more organized and because there was lots of foreshadowing for the future in the beginning!

28- What do you want for your career? You're so amazing!!

Not sure yet. I was thinking something related to psychology but now I'm altering towards nutrition or something. Aww no you're amazing <33

29- When should the prequel be out?

IT'S OUT NOW. LIKE LITERALLY YOU CAN FIND IT ON MY PROFILE NOW. It's called Teenage Troubles. But I only posted a before you read thing. Please make sure to check it out and add the prequel to your reading lists and libraries so you get notified when I actually upload a chapter! <3

I'm a little worried because of the very few reads, I hope y'all didn't change your minds about reading it haha x

[edit: reading my old responses and i'm just here wondering why tf i used caps so frequently?? why do i keep yelling stuff?? someone plz strangle young me]

30- Will there be more bonus chapters?

Someone suggested a bonus chapter about Leo meeting Lou again. Not sure yet, but if you guys would like that, why not? Tell me :)

[edit: lol this one actually ended up happening it's the prequel bonus chap]

31- What are your pronouns? I don't think I've ever asked and not sure if you've mentioned lol. Also how do you get over writers block if you ever experience it? (srry if theres any typos)

She/her! Tbh while writing this book, i never got writer's block, but rn i'm in kind of a slump :( i'm trying to get out of it by forcing myself to write. It helps! idk why but when i force myself to write for a bit, that's when the inspiration comes back?? It's like i force myself to slip back into the writing-mindset and everything flows smoothly afterwards.

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I loved doing this, thanks guys <33