"I'm not good enough for you am I?!?!" I said yet another tear slipping down my cheek, I was in the pouring rain, just like when me and Derek had our first kiss except this time it wasn't even close to romantic.

"I never said that."

"Then what are you trying to day, Derek?" I ask him ignoring the rain that continued to fall

A flash of lightning went off in the distance, "I-I..." He looked hopeless

"What is it?!?!" I yell

"Nothing!"

"No it's something and you better tell me before I get in my car," I pause trying not to cry harder and my voice cracks, "before I get in my car and drive away."

"Y/n, please..."

"No. You know what? If I'm not getting an answer then I'm leaving."

"Y/n, I'm sorry... I can't."

"Good bye, Derek." I opened the door to my car and got inside, I closed the door.

"Y/n." He comes up to my window, I close the window and drive off feeling a pang of guilt in my chest and I instantly shake it off