I'm Free (Letters)

This is where I will add any extra letters. I'm not going to write them unless you ask me, so...

I got asked to share Derek's. Here ya go, dylanstilllinski  ❤️

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Derek,

You're so strong. You're the rock in our group. You're so unbreakable and tough. You always boosted me and held me high without even knowing it. I can never fully thank you for that.
  Isacc and Liam aren't as strong. Isacc is my friend and he finally let his walls down for me. You know how he saw unstable I was immediately. He saw my weakness and cringed away because he thought I'd kill myself sooner. Help him. I feel bad for leaving him like this.
  As for Liam, he's like my little brother. Where Stiles is strong and goofy, Liam leaned on me for everything. He'll need you to lean on now, as much as Isacc will. Please, find time to grieve. Don't lock it all away like you always do. You were my friend too.
  You were genius, never getting too close. But you were kind too, never pushing me away. You've done so much for me Derek. Now let me do something for you. I will
give you answers, since I know you hate to not know.
  First, you cannot share what is in this letter with anyone besides Isacc and Liam-they've been told the same. Second, don't be angry with anyone. Please.
  I'm in love with Stiles. Yeah. You called it. I can imagine you rolling your eyes. But think about when your sister died. You told me how much that ate you alive because you were so close. Now imagine ten times harder and being not as strong emotionally as you are.
  Yeah.
  You have to take my place, pick up the pole. Things'll fall apart without someone for everyone to lean on. But don't suffer in silence like I did. Don't talk to anyone leaning on you-which will happen eventually-but talk to someone. Maybe even someone not there. It'll kill you if you keep it in.
  And hey. Find love.
  Someone... Other than me. Yeah, I know that too. That you were in love with me.
  I can only imagine...
  You must think I'm so selfish. But just know, that after all this time of sacrificing myself in every way, I'm finally happy.
  Goodbye Derek.
  Be strong.
    Love,
       Y/n

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Dear Scott, ( a_gardner5 it was already up )

Well. I guess you didn't expect this, huh? I'm sorry. I know you depended on me to make some of the decisions. But you're a great leader, Scott. Just trust yourself.
We all believe in you, Scott, we all trust you.
I've left Derek with directions to care for everyone, but that he should focus on Isacc and Liam. Let him.
I've also told Malia and Lydia the same thing I am about to tell you. You three are the closest to Stiles and you must make sure that what I say happens.
He must stay happy, Scott. I'll burn in hell, but I'll be okay with hat as long as Stiles is happy. Please, Scott. Please. If I have one last wish, it's that.
Now, you must be wondering what I have to tell you. Simply, I love Stiles. I could go on and on about the long story, but I won't bore you with the details.
Just think of it like this, to understand my actions. Think about when Allison died. Let yourself think that, instead of dying, she simply didn't love you, and went with someone else. You would have someone to talk to. You'd have me. But I don't want to burden anyone with my pain. You have enough.
I couldn't see them together Scott. Please forgive me. Please understand. Think if it was Allison, or Kira. Please forgive me...
Keep him happy, Scott.
I love you like the brother I never got.
Good bye.
❤️ Y/n

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Kira,
Hello. I didn't know you as well as I knew everyone else. We were simple friends.
I have given everyone orders to keep Stiles happy. He was closest to me and will take this the hardest. But, with you, I want you to keep everyone else happy. Derek is focusing on Isacc and Liam, so focus on Derek. Let him talk to you and confide in you. He'll need that. Tell him I told you to be his rock. He'll understand.
Focus mainly, though, on Scott. Lydia has Stiles and Malia... Well, focus a bit on her too. Derek and Malia are important, but so keep your most important thing Scott. You love him, I can see it. You two are a good couple.
Know that I think Allison would be very happy that you're there for Scott, making him happy, while she's gone.
I thank you for her.
I'm sorry I didn't get to know you as well.
Good bye.
-Y/n

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Liam,
...I'm sorry.
I'm so very very sorry.
Thank you for everything. You made me laugh, helped me when I cry. You're the one who saw my hidden pain when no one else did, and helped me the most. I think I only stayed alive as long as I did because of you.
Trust Derek. Lean on him. He's such a firm person. Strong, dependable. Depend on him. I want you to focus on yourself. Be okay, Liam. You're like my little brother. The pup of the pack.
That's not a bad thing. Be okay, for everyone's sake. They'll need your smile. Your laugh. I couldn't stand myself if you were sad. I would hate myself for taking away your innocent, plain happiness.
Never change, Liam.
Never change.
Love you so much!
Good bye. 😊
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❤️ Y/n

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Isaac for Drama_Queen_Jamie

I'm not going to bother with hellos or pleasantries, I'm going to be real with you.
   I'm such a bitch.
   Fuck, Isaac I'm so sorry.
   I can never be okay with you pretending to be okay, so don't pretend. You hate me right now, and you should. You called it and you warned me and as promised so much. God, Isaac please hate me. Hate me because if you forgive me I'll hate myself. Because if you do forgive me, it'll mean that I was that predictable. That I was that stupid when you saw through all the bullshit from the start
   I'm not going to pretend I'm happier or try to justify myself. But I did what I did and I'm a raging bitch for it. I won't deny that either.
   So hate me.
   But don't let that hate stop you.
   You know Liam? He's so happy and dorky, you'd love him. You think you don't but he has everything you're going to miss about me. Make friends with him. He's real and kind and gentle and fantastic. Honestly, you two would get along so well. He reminds me of you, but a bit different. Where you're reserved, he's more let lose. You're both angry but in different ways. And you deal with it in different ways too.
   Honestly, you were my twin. You could read me so easily and it was great. You knew everything about me. I told you everything. You knew about Derek and Scott and my depressions and Lydia. You knew about the letters I used to write to Stiles.
   Speaking of, why don't you do that? Write letters? You don't have to send them but it really helps. Write them to me, I don't know.
   I love you, and I'll think I'll miss you most. Honestly.
   See you on the other side.
         Always,
               Y/n

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