for those of you who have been wondering why
i haven't updated at all in this book for literally almost 2 months, this is an explanation. if you came from worlds away to read this book, you most likely already know the reason. but, i just thought i'd explain it to my new readers!

first of all, i am NOT discontinuing this book. i'm simply taking a break from writing so i don't have anymore stress upon me. i truly love this book and i have so many ideas for it. i just can't seem to focus and write in it right now.

on feb. 3rd my uncle/dad passed away suddenly and it's been hard to focus on pretty much anything. don't think i'm tryna guilt trip y'all or anything, y'all just deserve an explanation and i'ma give it to you.

you guys have no idea how bad i just want to sit down and write in both of my books. i've added so many ideas for this book to my list, it's insane. i don't understand why i can't just sit down and write. i can't concentrate on it at all even though i want to so bad.

it sucks, but i don't want you guys to think this book is over.

it's not.

i'm not gonna stop publishing in this book until i'm finished with it.

i'm truly so in love with the plot, the characters, and the ideas i have for it. i love that it isn't just a louis partridge fanfiction, it's also a coming of age story, mental illness awareness story, and it's also going to look upon some of the issues we have in today's world. don't worry, i'll put a trigger warning in every chapter that has that type of content.

i need some tips though.

don't you hate it in fanfiction when a character has any type of mental illness, but it makes zero sense? like in the first chapter, the mc has depression or something but once the love interest comes in and it's suddenly gone? ME TOO.

so if you have any tips for me to make my characters with an mental illness make more sense, please let me know. i want it to be as accurate as possible. if not, it would be extremely disrespectful and i don't like that.

and if you have any tips about my writing overall, PLEASE comment. i love constructive criticism. ( don't be mean about it though, i'm sensitive! )

a few weeks ago i randomly thought of a plot twist ( it's probably gonna be obvious but i still want to put it in ) and i'm kinda excited to write it, even though it's a tragedy. it's something that's been on my chest lately. it won't happen until later on in the book though, WHICH MAKES ME SAD. but it's fine.

i can't think of anything else i need to say, but if i do, i'll be editing this!!

thank you guys so much for your support through everything. this book already has 3k views and i don't understand why. you all mean the world to me.

i love that i'm in a community that also shares a love for writing, reading, and many different types of fandoms.

before i go, i have very important statements to address.

noell jane langdon supremacy.

augustus baylor supremacy.

rosemary banks slander.

salem warner slander. ( kinda )

lydia avenfort slander. ( that will change very soon, i promise )

and lastly . . .

louis james patrick partridge slander. ( that will also change very soon in this book, don't worry )

I'M NOT DRAGGING LOUIS BY THE WAY, I ONLY SLANDER HIM IN THIS BOOK OK

i love you guys so much! i'll post chapter 3 as soon as i finish it! thank you for understanding 🤍

also can we talk ab how cute laurie and jo are

i don't want any amy march slander in these comments though. JO AND LAURIE WERE PLATONIC SOULMATES!!