Tyler trys his best to calm me down but nothing works. I'm full on sobbing now. Drew's going to be put through the test now and there's nothing I can do to stop it. My best friend who I've known ever since I was in preschool is probably going through the test as we speak. Just thinking of that makes me son even harder. Tyler just hugs me tight. He knows I'll calm down on my own, he knows how hard this is to me, and I know its hard on him as well but hes nothing crying. He's just trying to comfort me, and I thank him for it."Tyler what are we going to do? After Drew's done their going to put us through the test. We can't just sit here and do nothing."I say looking up at Tyler."Its OK Lucy. We'll get through this. I promise no matter what happens WeNll be OK."says Tyler. I manage a weak smile, tears still running down my face. He reaches up and wipes them away. He then bends down and plants a kiss on my forhead. His hands were on my shoulders. I moved my hands and grabed his."I love you Tyler. You and Drew's are better then any friends i ever hoped to have. I love you both."I say. He smiles at me."I love you to Lucy. I'm glad i got to be your friend."says Tyler. I wipe away more tears. Then i realize what were doing."Tyler is this our way of saying goodbye?"I ask."I think it is. I wish it wasn't."says Tyler. i break into yet another hard sob."I don't want to say goodbye Tyler. I don't want to."I cry. unable to control the sobs that are coming out of me. And that's when Tyler starts to sob as well. I've seen him cry but I've never seen him sob before. He hugs me tight."I don't want to say goodbye but we may not have a choice I'm so sorry Lucy."cried Tyler. I buried my head in his neck and sobbed harder then I ever had before. I don't want to say goodbye. I never wanted any of this to happen. I just thought my friends and I would be going to a good university. If I had known what the true meaning behind this university was at the time I would never have done this. I should stop crying and let go of Tyler, but I can't i never want to let him go again. After that car crash I spent most of the day on that couch praying he wasn't dead. I can't lose him. He's basicly my brother. I love him so much. Why do goodbye's have to be so hard? I already had to say goodbye to my boy friend and one of my best friends. I don't want to say goodbye to anyone else. I hug Tyler closer to me and he just hugs me back."It's OK Lucy. They'll never tear the family bond we have with each other. No matter if we don't remember each other, we'll always know in our hearts."says Tyler and I know he's right. No matter if I didn't know who they were I always would in my heart."Thank you Tyler."i say. He doesn't respond. We just stand there for a long time. I'm no longer scared if what's to come. I have something now that they don't have thanks to Tyler. Hope.