Known As Official Boyfriends (Pt. 3): Solar x Ruin (SAMS AU Oneshot)(Final)
(A/N: Finally part 3. I wasn't planning on making this but decided that I should. Other than that this is the part you've all been waiting for. This is the part Solar and Ruin finally come out to the celestial family. However I don't know how long it will be considering idk what to write really so we'll just play it by ear. Either way I hope you guys enjoy anyway. ;3)
~ Solar's POV ~
- Time Skip -
It was finally nearing the end of the day and most of the kids have been picked up. There were only a few kids left here. So with knowing that I head into the main theater to meet up with Ruin. Once he sees me he gets off the stage and comes over to me.
Solar: "Hey hun."
Ruin: "Hello~"
Solar: "Let me guess... you're tired."
Ruin: "I suppose a little yes."
Solar: "You should go quickly charge before everyone gets here."
Ruin: "That was the plan. However, before I do... we should come up with a game plan."
Solar: "W-What do you mean?"
Ruin: "You know... plan for what we're going to say."
Solar: "I was kind of just thinking I'll come out in front of them while on stage holding your hand and then kinda just figure out something from there."
Ruin: "Fair enough."
Solar: "Now please, let's take you to charge a little while everyone is still coming."
Ruin: "Alright."
With that we leave the theater and I take Ruin to a charger then waited.
- Small Time Skip -
It's been about an hour so everyone should be in the theater by now just waiting for me. In fact as if it were perfect timing the charging port's door opens and Ruin exits it.
Solar: "Better?"
Ruin: "Better than I originally was yes."
Solar: "That's good."
Ruin: "Ready to finally do this?"
Solar: "I... *sighs*... I guess as ready as I can be."
Ruin: "Nervous?"
Solar: "Yeah. I mean I have been all day."
Ruin: "I know, but remember Darling... we're in this together."
Solar: "Right."
Ruin: "Lets get this over with then."
Solar: "I guess it's better now than never."
Ruin: "Precisely. Now let's go. They're all waiting."
Solar: "Yeah..."
With that I take a deep breath then hold out my hand and Ruin takes it. After that we start heading on our way to the theater once again. Once we got there just as I said in the text... everyone was there. Seeing everyone there immediately makes me anxious again.
Solar: "Ruin, I can't do this."
Ruin: "Yes you can. You got this Darling."
Solar: "But..."
Ruin: "You got this Darling. Plus I'll be with you the whole time. You're brave. I know you are."
Solar: ....
Ruin: "Come on."
Solar: "F-Fine."
I take another deep breath then start heading down the theater's ally Ruin's hand tightly in mine.
Ruin: "My, my. You really weren't kidding when you said you were nervous. It's like in the matter of those few moments you only got more nervous than you already were."
Solar: "Maybe I did."
Ruin: "Solar, you are shaking and your hand is as sweaty as a pig. We can't even sweat so I'm honestly surprised."
Solar: "I-It's not that bad... right?"
Ruin: "Ok, perhaps I did exaggerate there but at the same time... it is still rather sweaty and you are still shaking. Are you sure you're feeling alright Darling? It's a sweat and a shake like you're almost sick."
Solar: "I won't lie, I do feel a bit sick to my stomach now but it's the one caused by anxiety. You know, when you get so anxious you can sometimes make yourself ill even if you aren't even sick to begin with."
Ruin: "Darling..."
Solar: "I-I'm sorry... I... I just can't."
With that I actually drop Ruin's hand and was about to turn around and head back up the other way in order to leave. That's when Ruin stops me.
Ruin: "Solar Darling, it's too late to go back now. Everyone is here. You can't just leave after you were the one who texted them all to meet you here as a plan to begin with."
Solar: "R-Ruin... I... I can't do this. I just can't."
He then places both his hands on my cheeks and looked me directly in the tear filled eyes.
Ruin: "Yes you can Darling. You are the bravest person I know."
Solar: "No... No I'm not. I... I... I feel sick..."
Ruin: "Solar..."
Solar: "I... I can't do it hun. I... I just physically can't."
Ruin: "Yes you can Darling."
Solar: "No I ca—"
I was then cut off with Ruin placing a soft kiss on my lips immediately shutting me up. I had shut my eyes letting the tears fall down my cheeks. He then pulls a way.
Ruin: "I will keep saying this Solar Dear. You can do this. You are the bravest person I know. Plus as I've been saying as well, you're not alone in this, you never will be."
Solar: "But..."
Ruin: "Look at me Darling, I promised I'd be there for you when we did this. That I'd chime in and help you if need be. And I am not living down that promise, I shan't ever live down said promise. It's a promise that's set-in-stone. I. Will Not. Leave You. Love~"
Solar: "Love?"
Ruin: "Have I really never called you that?"
Solar: "N-No."
Ruin: "Well, I'll be damned. British and never calling the one I date "Love" like a few Brits do? That is quite odd don't you think?"
Solar: *scoffs* "I guess."
Ruin: "There. That's the Solar I know. Such a perfect smile and laugh even if it's just a scoff and nothing more. It's always a treat when I see or hear it as I rarely do."
Solar: "I... *blushes*... Shut up."
Ruin: "Whatever you say Love"
Solar: "It's so weird to hear you call me that."
Ruin: "Well get use to it. I might begin to call you it from time to time along with the common "Dear" and "Darling" I already call you."
Solar: "I..."
Ruin: "Either way, let's get out there. You... no, We can do this Love."
Solar: "Y-Yeah, we can."
Ruin: "That's it Darling. Now, lead the way Solar Dear~"
With that I just give another little scoff and take Ruin's hand again then continued down the theater's ally that leads down to the stage. Once we got in front of everyone they seemed confused as to why I had Ruin with me.
That's when I let go of Ruin's hand once we got there then spoke trying not to sound as if I was scared or anxious as hell. I forcefully hid it which I'm luckily very good at hiding my true actual feelings and emotions.
Solar: "So, you're probably all wondering why I texted you all to meet me in the theater after work so I could tell you something. You guys are probably all wondering what that something is too. Well that's what I'm here to say."
I looked back at Ruin before continuing as a form of me showing anxiety and like "What do I say? Help me." However he singles for me to just keep going. That's when I just shut my eyes and sigh then kept going.
Solar: "You see, there's been something on my mind that I've been meaning to say for a few months now in order to get it off my chest. So after a lot of thinking I thought I might as well say it especially with what month it is..."
"...You may not believe it but I have decided on a sexuality after a few long months of thinking about it. So with that being said I have decided that I'm gay as I've noticed I've only ever been attracted to men..."
"...However, that's not all of what I wanted to say. The reason I came out with Ruin here next to me is because him and I have been secretly dating ever since February. In fact he's been my boyfriend since the blind date Luna set me up on during Valentine's Day. This is the reason I'm coming out now because today marks the exact date Ruin and I have been secretly dating for 5 months straight..."
"...During these 5 months the only ones who have known about this the entire time have been Glamrock Luna herself as she figured it out day of, and the computer. Yet I have been very adamant about Luna and Spaniard keeping this a secret and not at all telling any of you...
"...The reason I did this, why we've been keeping this from all of you was actually for both me and Ruin's sake as the both of us have not at all been comfortable about sharing this information with anyone or making it public up until now..."
"...Ruin and I wanted to tell you all on our own accord. At a time when we were both confident, comfortable, and ready enough to share this information. So we decided on a day and that day was finally today, June 14th. We planned for it to be today on the 1st of June..."
"...So now that you guys know the truth I might as well say it. Yes, I've been lying about being "just good friends" with Ruin so none of you would've caught on to what we truly were. I know Moon caught on to me spending a lot of time with Ruin in the past and this is exactly why..."
"...Yet I will say as it's not fully incorrect, Ruin and I did start out as just good friends. But after Valentine's Day, after the date we were set up on we became something way more than just that and I couldn't be happier that we did..."
"...However, I will also say, I do feel incredibly bad for lying about such a thing for so long and I apologize greatly for that. I just wasn't comfortable to outright say it about Ruin and I. In fact even today alone took me a lot of effort and confidence to finally say it. I've been anxious and scared about doing this all day. Ruin had to comfort me and boost my confidence about it this morning and once again just a few minutes ago when I saw all of you guys here...."
"...So now that you guys know the full truth, I hope you don't look at me any differently than you did prior because I really don't want that. I want to be a part of this family and continue to be seen as another brother..."
"...However, if any of you want or do look at me any differently than how you did prior now that you know the full honest truth, I understand fully. I know you aren't on great terms with Ruin. In fact the both of us know and are very aware of that. So neither me or him would be offended if you guys so choose that outcome. This is all I wanted to say and can only hope you guys can understand."
With that I stop talking and look away waiting for someone to say something however they didn't. In fact the first person to stand up was Earth and she immediately hugged me.
Earth: "I'm so proud of you Solar. I don't care what anyone thinks you're still my brother and I won't look at you any differently. You choose who you want to love. You are your own person."
Glamrock Luna: "She's right. I couldn't say it any better than that. I'm proud of you to Sol."
After Luna said that she was the one who hugged me next. After that was Sun, then Lunar, then finally Moon. I was now trapped in a family group hug.
Moon: "I knew you and him had something going on."
Lunar: "Yeah. Plus if anyone thinks or see you differently because of dating Ruin... fuck them. You're still our brother."
Sun: "Exactly. And we'll support you with whatever you choose."
Solar: "Thank you. A-All of you."
Earth: "You're welcome Solar. We're all so proud of you. We will always love you for you no matter what."
Glamrock Luna: "Yeah. I or we all know that wasn't easy. We all know how scary coming out can be."
After that, they all pulled away from the hug as I was now almost in tears. That's when I look at all of them then Ruin. When I did he just comes up to me and places a kiss on my lips for the first time ever in front of everyone in the family and I couldn't help but to return it.
When we did, everyone in the room started clapping. And I won't lie... it felt good, it felt so good to not keep this a secret. In fact now that everyone knew we didn't need to keep our relationship to after hours or in our bedroom. We could go about it freely and I couldn't be more grateful to have such a supportive family.
After a little bit Ruin and I pull away. We then all started chatting for a little while breaking off here and there. That's when Moon comes up to me.
Moon: "So... you and Ruin huh."
Solar: "Yeah..."
Moon: "I'll be honest, you and Ruin hitting it off like this is something I wouldn't have ever expected happening in my lifetime. I don't think any of us did."
Solar: "Yeah, I figured as is."
Moon: "But I guess it does make sense. I knew you hanging out with Ruin so often wasn't just a coincidence."
Solar: "Yeah, I think one of the reasons we hit it off so well is because Ruin and I have a lot more in common with each other than a lot of people think. Like... being hard working individuals, being different eclipse variants, fleeing our home dimensions as an act of self protection, feeling as if we were outcasts that don't at all fit in here, losing ones we cared about, watching ones we cared about go insane around us, being rare occurrences in the plethora of endless dimensions to name just a few."
Moon: "I can see that."
Solar: "Yet at the same time we also have nothing in common with one another too."
Moon: "Yeah, most people in relationships do have things in common and not in common. It's what makes you work together in a sense.
Solar: "Heh, you and Luna. I swear the both of you are total opposites."
Moon: "We are."
Solar: "I can tell. I don't even know how you two hit it off for so long and are still going strong."
Moon: "Neither do I. I honestly don't even know what she sees in me."
Solar: "She just loves you for you I suppose."
Moon: "I guess."
Solar: "Mmhm."
Moon: "Have I ever told you the story of how Luna even became my girlfriend?"
Solar: "I don't believe so."
Moon: "Well then... long story short or as short as I can make it. Luna use to date Monty in the past that was early on in the golden years of the Pizzaplex. They went incredibly strong for 1 maybe 2 years to the point I guaranteed Monty was bound to propose and marry her thus becoming husband and wife. That was until Luna started helping Sun and I with the daycare during her free time to lighten up our work load with the kids. During the time Sun and I still shared a body but Luna still started growing closer and closer with us. The three of us grew to become really close friends. Yet suddenly things started to change the more she hung out with us. Luna had clearly started to crush on me more than she did Monty for some reason to the point she started hanging out with us on a daily basis instead of time to time. Monty found out about her spending so much time with Sun and I after he separated me from Sun and began to grow increasingly jealous. Eventually Monty just snapped from jealousy and confronted Luna which erupted in the nasty break out of a terrible fight between them. That's when the two of them broke up and went their separate ways. After that Luna came to the daycare for comfort and asked for me, so Sun directed her to where I was. I remember this day so well too, I was in the room above the ballpit working on something on the computer I'm pretty sure it was the star. I then suddenly feel someone hug me from behind and sobbing against my back. When I turned around I saw a sobbing Glamrock Luna with her makeup running down her cheeks in thick streams. This was the hardest I think I've ever seen her cry the only other time being during and after my death. Seeing her like that made something click inside me and hurt me in ways I didn't even know I could feel. It was the first time I actually felt pissed off about someone hurting someone that wasn't my brother. It was someone I thought I didn't care so much about but apparently did. That's when I stopped and dropped everything I was working to pay full attention to the wolf that was so deeply hurt. After she told me what happened with her and Monty I pulled her to my bed and comforted her the entire night to the best of my ability. In the end we ended up dating the next day. Now we're here and I couldn't be happier to be lucky enough to have her."
(A/n: If you want to know the full story of how Moon and Luna came to be and not just some quick rundown here's the link. https://www.wattpad.com/1273861060 Hopefully it works. If it does it is a 6 part oneshot. If the link doesn't work it's in my Book 1 of Sun and Moon Oneshots and Smutshots. The 6 oneshots on this topic are called "How It All Began" and it's honestly really sweet I suggest reading it after this. Other than that back to the oneshot in this book.)
Solar: "That's actually really sweet."
Moon: "Yeah. Also sorry about that rant, I didn't mean to do that."
Solar: "No, it's fine I like it. It was again very sweet."
Moon: "I know. But I feel bad because I completely changed the topic which was originally about you and Ruin."
Solar: "It's fine really."
Moon: "Alright, but I'm still going to ask about you and Ruin."
Solar: "Fair enough."
Moon: "In that case to get back on the original topic. If you don't mind me asking, what stage have you and Ruin been in?"
Solar: "Eh... about the stage you've been in with Luna."
Moon: "Really!? That quick!?"
Solar: "Yeah..."
Moon: "So have you guys already... ya know~. As well as like... live together?"
Solar: "Ehhh... yes and no."
Moon: "What do you mean by that?"
Solar: "Ruin and I have done that a few times. One of which was actually funny enough after the very first date together. When we just became new boyfriends that same exact night. I'll be honest, I'm still a bit ashamed about that. We should've eased into our relationship and worked our way up to doing that instead of jumping so many rungs like that. But it is what it is, you can't change the past.
Moon: "Wait... You Both Fucked After The Very First Date!? After You ONLY Just Became Boyfriends That Same Night!? What!"
Solar: "Yes..."
Moon: "Geez Solar, So much for the question of "how far would you go on a first date?" I wouldn't think anyone would go THAT far on a first date but apparently I was wrong."
Solar: "Shut up"
Moon: *doesn't stop* "You really just couldn't wait to put it in and breed with him could you~" *teasingly elbows him in the side*
Solar: *blushes hardcore* "Listen! Ruin and I had a few drinks that night so we were both very drunk at the time! We wouldn't have done that if we were both sober!"
Moon: *laughs* "Relax, I'm just messing with you. You know my love language for the family is jokes and teasing."
Solar: *sighs* "Sibling dynamic."
Moon: "Exactly."
Solar: ....
Moon: "However, I actually kinda understand where you're coming from with that. Because you have no idea how much I do with Luna when drunk."
Solar: "I did not need to know that."
Moon: "Uh... heh heh..."
Solar: "But who am I to judge, I know you loosen up a lot and become fun when you get drunk. Basically you become the entire opposite of how you act daily when sober. I've seen it before."
Moon: "Yeah... It's...*blushes from embarrassment*... It's embarrassing."
Solar: "Not nearly as embarrassing as mine. I'm a fucking honest-emotional when drunk. I've said some things I wouldn't normally say when sober. Some of which are things I have regretted saying after being drunk in the past."
Moon: "Fair enough."
Solar: "As for your second question about Ruin and I living together. I guess yeah, we do live together since we share a room. We have since February. But Ruin actually didn't officially start sharing it and "moving in" with me until March."
Moon: "Ah."
Solar: "It's your old bedroom above the ballpit. I hope you don't mind."
Moon: "No. I don't mind it at all. Sun and I haven't lived up there in forever. Ever since we got a house we don't care about what the hell goes on up there. If anything I'm just happy that room has a purpose and is useful again. That it's now used again for more than just extra storage."
Solar: "Yeah."
Moon: "Its going to be so weird getting use to seeing you and Ruin dating."
Solar: "I figured as much when I told everyone."
Moon: "Fair."
Solar: "Other than that, there's actually more of a reason as to why Ruin shares a bedroom with me that isn't just because we're dating."
Moon: "Oh?"
Solar: "Ever since you guys made Ruin a theater performer, it's been a pain in the ass for him to live in the Fazcade which is literally on the complete opposite side of the Pizzaplex to the theater he's assigned to work at outside the daycare. So because of that he kinda just started sharing a room with me one day so he could have easier access. It's in all just more convenient for him considering the theater is quite literally right outside our room down a singular hallway, behind a poster. It's only a bonus that this resulted in him sharing a bed and sleeping with me."
Moon: "That actually makes complete sense."
Solar: "That's exactly what I thought. He thinks the same thing."
Moon: "Anyway, thank you for telling all of us the truth. I'm again so proud of you for coming out like that. We all are."
Solar: "I... heh, you're welcome I suppose."
Moon: "Now, it's getting late everyone is starting to head off so I will too. Thus leaving you 2 love birds be."
Solar: *lightly blushes a a barely visible blush* "Thank you. Take care Moon."
Moon: "You too Solar."
With that Moon leaves the theater along with Luna, Sun, Lunar, and Earth. It was now once again just me and Ruin. That's when he comes up to me again.
Solar: "Hey hun."
Ruin: "Darling~"
Solar: "Heh..."
Ruin: "Ready to head off like everyone else?"
Solar: "Yeah. Plus you're probably tired. Like more tired than me currently. I mean you only charged for an hour after your performances."
Ruin: "Eh, to my surprise I'm actually not as exhausted as you think."
Solar: "I guess you are pretty use to it."
Ruin: "Precisely."
Solar: "Either way, you might not be exhausted but I am."
Ruin: "You always are Darling."
Solar: "I... hey!"
Ruin: "I'm not wrong am I?"
Solar: "No, you're not. It's just the way I am."
Ruin: "I know. You probably hurt too."
Solar: "No, not really."
Ruin: "Really?!"
Solar: "Meh... I'll be honest, my body isn't super achy but it is a little. Nothing I don't deal with on a daily basis."
Ruin: "One day. One day I'll get you a proper body. Whether I have to force you into it or not."
Solar: "Ruin, can we please not talk about this. I really don't want to. It's so constant and it's honestly starting to get on my nerves at this point. I don't want a new body because I don't need one and that's that."
Ruin: "Fine. But I mark my words on that."
Solar: "Whatever."
Ruin: *says under breath* "Not like I'm already working on one for you and it's almost complete"
Solar: "What?"
Ruin: *says in a rather higher tone of voice with a smile* "Nothing Solar Dear~"
Solar: "Uh huh... sure."
Ruin: "Let's just head off to bed ok? Ok. I'm rather fatigued."
Solar: "But you just said you weren't."
Ruin: "Did I? Well... silly me. Maybe it just crept up on me."
Solar: "Uh huh..."
After I said that Ruin just leaves my side and starts walking up to the room like he was keeping something to himself and avoided telling me. I was now even more suspicious of him than I was prior.
Either way I put the thought out of my mind knowing it was probably just my superstition kicking in and Ruin didn't at all just hide something from me then blew me off. Instead, I just followed after him to the room.
After that we kinda just stayed silent with each other while we got ready for bed. Once we were done with that we both climbed into the bed and were now just staring at the ceiling in the dark room. That's when Ruin just decided to break the awkward silence and spoke to me.
Ruin: "I haven't said this yet but have been meaning to since we told everyone."
Solar: "Hm?"
Ruin: "I'm so proud of you Darling~"
Solar: "For what?"
Ruin: "You know exactly what I'm talking about."
Solar: "You mean telling everyone about us?"
Ruin: "Indeed."
Solar: "Aw, I'm proud of you too hun for that same exact reason."
Ruin: "But you were the one who mainly did the talking."
Solar: "So? We both technically came out together like you said we would."
Ruin: "I suppose. But again, you still did the majority of the talking though."
Solar: "I guess."
Ruin: "That is why I am so proud of you."
Solar: "It was nothing really."
After that I turn away from Ruin now having my back face him. That's when I feel him sit up beside me and place a hand on my shoulder. He then forced it back thus making me roll back to laying on my back. After that he placed his other arm to my other side and was partially pinning me so I was forced to look up at him and unable to turn away.
Ruin: "Darling, I actually mean it. I am more than proud of you for doing such a thing as that."
Solar: .....
Ruin: "I know it was hard for you. That's why I'm so proud of you."
Solar: "I... heh... thanks hun."
Ruin: "Of course Darling."
Solar: "We should honestly be proud of each other. Not just me."
Ruin: "I suppose I'm proud of us. However I'm more proud of you than myself."
Solar: "Fair enough."
Ruin: "Plus, we no longer have to keep this between just us anymore and when we're alone. We can now show it freely around the others. Isn't that just spectacular. It's absolutely freeing."
Solar: "It does feel pretty good now that everyone knows."
Ruin: "Exactly. We no longer have that consistent weight of being scared about others finding out about us and have speculations."
Solar: "Yeah."
Ruin: "Plus, like I said this morning, I told you they wouldn't look at you any differently than they did prior. They've always loved you for you Solar."
Solar: "Yeah..."
Ruin: "We should celebrate our coming out at some point. Treat ourselves to something nice."
Solar: "Maybe tomorrow? I mean it's Saturday. We could like, go out or something. That is if you aren't busy tomorrow."
Ruin: "No, I actually have tomorrow completely free all day."
Solar: "Same."
Ruin: "Then it's settled. We'll go out tomorrow. However it's my treat since you did everything last time we went out."
Solar: "Ugh... fine."
Ruin: "Splendid!"
Solar: "Yeah, yeah. Whatever."
Ruin: "You know, this is completely off topic but today was actually the first time I think I've ever seen you show the most emotion."
Solar: "Shut up."
Ruin: "No it's true. I never see you show much emotion like that. In fact I think you should."
Solar: "No. It's embarrassing."
Ruin: "No it's not. It's a perfectly normal thing. It doesn't make you weak, soft or anything. If anything I think it makes you stronger."
Solar: "I just don't like showing it ok Ruin."
Ruin: *sighs* "Fine."
Solar: "Thank you."
Ruin: "Anyway, in the meantime, we should probably head off to bed like we were planing on doing originally."
Solar: "Yeah... I'm pretty tired."
Ruin: "So am I. I wasn't lying when I said the fatigue crept up on me."
Solar: *scoffs* "Fair enough. Come'er~"
With that I freed my arms, wrapped them around Ruin's lower torso and pulled him down on top of me immediately making him blush.
Ruin: "D-Darling!"
Solar: *chuckles* "You love it~"
Ruin: "I... *sighs*... I do."
As soon as he said that he wrapped his arms around my neck and gave me one more kiss. Of course I couldn't help but return it.
Ruin: *pulls away* "Goodnight Darling~"
Solar: "Night Ruin."
He then got off me and laid beside me. After that he got comfortable and quickly fell asleep. I fell asleep shortly after him.
End A/N:
And I'm ending it here. In fact this is the end of the oneshot called "Known As Official Boyfriends". However, that doesn't mean it's the end of the book because it isn't. I have plenty more ideas for this book coming up as I've really grown to love this ship so much. However I don't really know when the other ideas will be posted as I have many ideas for my other books too even with the constant state of writer's block I've been in. So just stay tuned for the other ideas and be patient with me. Other than that, I have actually never written a character coming out before, so this was the first for me writing that. I hope it was good, I think it was but I don't really know. Either way I hope you guys enjoyed this oneshot as it was approximately 5230 words in all by the end of it. So until next time...
"Stay Awesome, Stay Safe, Have A Great Day Wherever You May Be And Remember I Love You All And I Will See You Guys Escalater Peace Out My Pups" ;3
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