A Blind Date (Pt. 7): Still Kinda Solar Centric: (SAMS AU Oneshot)
(A/n: So I do t have much to say on this one aside from here's part 7 for you all. I hope you guys enjoy it ;3)
- Last Part -
~ Solar's POV ~
Glamrock Luna: "Now go take care of your boyfriend as well as yourself like I said"
Solar: "That's the plan."
Glamrock Luna: "Good. Anyway, I'm glad to see that your date with Ruin I set up went down way better than I was initially expecting for it too."
Solar: *blushes* "Y-Yeah. Also I'll say it again... please don't tell anyone Ruin and I are dating now. We'll come out and tell people when we're both ready."
Glamrock Luna: "Don't worry. I won't. Your secret is safe with me. I promise."
Solar: "Thank you"
Glamrock Luna: "You're welcome. Now, excuse me for being in such a rush. I have a meeting to get to with upper management before I become late for it."
Solar: "Alright."
Glamrock Luna: "See ya Solar."
Solar: "See ya Lulu."
With that the animatronic wolf headed off and out of the daycare in a hurry.
- Current Part -
~ Solar's POV ~
(Fun Fact: You're about to read Solar questioning his sexuality. This is actually not for story plot reason this is actually genuinely me questioning what Solar's sexuality should be via Solar's POV. This is because I never had a set sexuality for my SAMS AU Solar like I do my other SAMS AU characters. I was originally thinking of Solar being Bisexual. However after writing what I have in this book I think it changed my view and helped me decide. Now I'm actually thinking and leaning more towards Solar just being flat out canonically gay in my SAMS AUs instead. But like a very subtle gay where he doesn't show it but at the same time questions if that really is who he is in private which I honestly kinda love the idea of. Anyway moving on)
Once Luna was gone I decided to take her advice and headed up to take care of Ruin. While on my way up to the room I did think for a minute on what Luna said about me coming out as gay to her just then.
To be quite honest I didn't mean for it to come off that way. The reason being why is because I've never actually really thought about my sexuality before or what gender I'm sexually attracted to.
I've always just been a "go-with-the-flow" type of guy and never thought much about that topic. Thus meaning I never had a said specific sexuality I permanently deemed myself as. But now that I look back on the way I am and how I acted with Ruin last night... she might actually be correct.
I've dated that one girl years and years ago but don't remember jack shit about it so it clearly wasn't serious. Then I also noticed that I've never fallen to the grasp of crushing on Luna the entire time I've been in this dimension while a lot of the others who live here have. Moon was just the lucky one to actually permanently win her and date her.
Luna is very pretty yes. So I'll stand by that considering she is Roxanne's sister and they look so much alike which I guess makes sense as they are twins just not identical. Then on top of that I will admit, Luna has actually gotten me to blush in the past before back in October when we were working together to bring Sun and Moon back but I never really felt that "romantic" connection to her.
Heck looking even more into it, I've never even showed an active interest in dating her whatsoever like I have with Ruin when he was cured from the virus. I've always just seen Luna as a friend or in other words that motherly friend of the group but never anything else.
In fact I think Ruin is actually the first person I've actually even felt romantically attracted to. I've never felt like that about anybody else. I mean I guess that would make sense for me to be Gay then.
It only makes even more sense knowing Sun is Pansexual. Monty is Bisexual and Gender Fluid. Moon is Demi-AroAce not as much anymore though since he started dating Luna years ago. Luna herself is Poly-Straight. Lunar is I'm pretty sure Bisexual as well. Earth doesn't really care and just says the person is the only thing that matters in a relationship so I'm assuming Pansexual as well. Then I just found out via Luna that Ruin is also Pansexual like Sun and possibly Earth.
So with that in mind I guess that would only be right to leave me as Gay in a sense. Which makes even more sense with how gay the actual Eclipse home to this dimension can act and I am an Eclipse, just the very rare result of a nice one. One that didn't succumb to the outcome and temptation of being overrun by hate, jealousy, revenge, and aggression even with the shit I dealt with from my dimension's Moon and everyone else aside from Sun.
Either way I block the idea out of my head as the thought and questioning of my sexuality didn't matter right now. I could decide on that later. For now I have a hungover boyfriend to tend to.
Once I reached the bedroom I saw that Ruin was laying on the mattress once again asleep.
Solar: "Computer?"
Spaniard: "Yes."
Solar: "How is he?"
Spaniard: "Not ideal as he should be."
Solar: *sighs* "Thank you for keeping eye on him while I was out."
Spaniard: "Of course."
Once the computer said that I just walk over to the mattress and lay next to Ruin while I propped myself up on my arm my free hand rubbing his head.
Solar: *says softly under his breath* "Poor baby"
When I said that I end up getting a response from him Ruin.
Ruin: *whimpers and wakes a little* "Solar?"
Solar: "Yes. I'm here."
Ruin (Sun): "Why'd you leave?"
Solar: "I had to. You know I have work. I work in the theater running the concession stands during the day for people who want snacks."
Ruin (Sun): "But..."
Solar: "Plus, I swear I also told you last night at some point that I have work that needs to be done for Moon."
Ruin: "I know but..."
Solar: "But what?"
Ruin (Sun): "Please don't leave me again."
Solar: "I..."
Ruin (Sun): "Please Solar. Don't leave me again darling."
Solar: *sighs* "Come'er"
After saying that I just pull him close to my body only to realize he had tears welling in his eyes.
Solar: "H-Hey, what's wrong."
Ruin (Sun): *squeaks out* "I don't feel well."
Solar: "I know. I can already tell."
Ruin: ....
Solar: "Let me guess. Other than based on what I could already tell. You also have a migraine and are feeling nauseous like you could throw up at any point."
Ruin: *nods*
Solar: "Yep. That's a hangover."
Ruin: "I know... I've been drunk and hungover before. Yet that doesn't mean it doesn't suck because it does."
Solar: "I know. I've been there too, one to many times at that."
Ruin: "How aren't you affected? You drank the same amount as me last night?"
Solar: "We take it differently. I was actually a little hungover when I woke up this morning but it wasn't bad at all. In fact after I drank coffee it immediately went away. Probably because like I said we react differently to it. So I woke up not as hungover while you just got the worser end of the stick it seems based on how you take it."
Ruin (Moon): *says in sarcastic way* "Lucky you."
Solar: "Yeah."
Ruin (Moon): "God this sucks."
Solar: "It will. At least it won't last forever."
Ruin (Moon): "I know"
Solar: "You seem more annoyed about it than anything. Yet just a minute ago you were on the verge of tears from how bad you felt. What's that about?"
Ruin: "I assume I'm flipping between being more Sun-like and Moon-like. The Moon-like is more of the side I'm leaning into currently."
Solar: "I really don't understand how your personality can work in that sense."
Ruin: "Apologies. I said depending on the day I lean more into my Moon or more into my Sun."
Solar: "I know."
Ruin: "Right now I can't decide. I want to be a needy baby and have you take care of me while at the same time I also just want to complain and bitch about it."
Solar: "You're personality is clashing then."
Ruin (Moon): *is a bit more annoyed again* "I know. I practically just told you that."
Solar: ....
Ruin: "S-Sorry. I didn't mean to come off as rude there."
Solar: "No, it's fine. I know you're not feeling well so I'll let it slide. Even if you were feeling fine I'd still let it slide."
When I said that I only tightened the hold I had on Ruin for a second. When I did he switched back to being more Sun-like.
Ruin: "Solar..."
Solar: "You swapped again."
Ruin (Sun): "I-I'm sorry."
Solar: "It's ok hun. I don't mind your sudden personality changes. I just have to get use to them is all."
Ruin (Moon): "God I hate this so much! I usually don't flip this frequently! Ugh!" *is actually getting frustrated by it*
Solar: "Ruin..."
Ruin: *sighs* "Things like this make me feel as if maybe I would've just been better off separating rather than combining in one body." *on the verge of tears again*
Solar: "No, your Sun and Moon decided on this fate and I'm glad they did. It's what makes you who you are. It's also just one of the things that makes you so special."
Ruin: .....
Solar: "In fact, as far as I'm aware a lot of Suns and Moons across different dimensions don't always agree with one another this well to the point they just decide to become one AI as a whole. Thus sharing the body at the same time. If they do they're usually good for a short time but then one will eventually always get jealous overriding the other or heck even killing them to keep control over the body for themself. I only know this based on some of the dimensions the Moon here has told me about"
Ruin: .....
Solar: "Ruin, you're a rare occurrence like me. Maybe not as rare as me but definitely on the rarer side I'm pretty sure."
Ruin (Moon): *scoffs* "Even if my 2 halves are going absolute haywire right now."
Solar: "Again, I don't mind that they are."
Ruin: .....
Solar: "Have you ever thought that maybe the reason you can't decide which half to lean more into right now is because you've never had a partner to take care of you when not feeling good?"
Ruin: "No..."
Solar: "That's probably the reason. You don't know how to balance them when you're around me and not feeling good because you don't know how I'll react to each. Whether one of your halves you lean more into will cause a negative reaction out of me or a positive reaction out of me."
Ruin: .....
Solar: "I'll tell you this... I've always been a "go-with-the-flow" type of guy. Thus meaning I don't care which one personality you lean more into while not feeling good. I'll take care of you either way you lean even if you can't decide and continue to flip."
Ruin (Sun): *tears up* "Solarrr"
Solar: "Shhh... I got you."
Ruin (Sun): "I... I just don't feel good."
When he said that I just pull Ruin closer to my chest and place one of my hands on the back of his head while the other was around his body. Doing that I could tell caused him to just cry against my chest. The poor thing was miserable I could tell.
Solar: "Shhh... I know, I know"
Ruin: "I-I don't like it."
Solar: "I know you don't. No one does."
Ruin: "I feel sick"
Solar: "I know. I've been there so I can definitely relate to how you're feeling. Hangovers suck so bad."
He just nods so I just continue to hold him. I've only been dating Ruin not even a full 24 hours but I was already incredibly attached to him. So because of that I'll be honest it was actually really painful to see him this way. I could just tell he wasn't at all himself.
Solar: *sighs* "Ruin, I'll be honest it's really painful for me to see you this way. I really just want to help you feel better so I'll try my best."
Ruin: ....
Solar: "I don't think we have any medication here in the Pizzaplex to help ease your migraine or nausea. In fact when I get this way I kinda just push through it and deal with it. However I could run out to the store and get you something that might help instead."
Ruin: "No, I rather just have you stay here."
Solar: "You sure?"
Ruin: *sighs* "I'll be honest it would be nice if I could take something. I just don't want you to leave me."
Solar: "Ruin..."
Ruin: .....
Solar: "I want to help you."
Ruin: "This is plenty of help."
Solar: "No, I insist to get you something rather than watch you suffer."
Ruin: "But I..."
Solar: "I'll be right back hun. I won't leave you alone for long."
Ruin: "B-But..."
Solar: "Listen, just try sleeping while I'm gone. That should help."
Ruin: "F-Fine."
With that I let him go then get up from the mattress and head out.
Solar: "Computer?"
Spaniard: "Yes."
Solar: "I'm going to make a few errands. Could you watch over Ruin while I'm gone."
Spaniard: "Of course."
Solar: "Thank you."
Spaniard: "You are welcome."
With that I leave the room. In fact upon leaving the room I already heard kids screaming, laughing, playing, crying and so on so forth. Upon hearing that I thought to myself "Thank god I told the computer to put up a noise canceling for that room because if I didn't... God... Ruin would be in more hell than he already is the poor thing."
However upon thinking that I then realized I was supposed to be running the theater concessions thus putting me in panic. My brain started going like a million miles per hour as I freaked out on who I could have take over for me today while I took care of my poor boyfriend.
Sun was too busy running daycare as a whole with Lunar and Earth. Luna was at a meeting then had to take care of Moon who's also hungover apparently. Monty was running Gator Golf and I just wouldn't trust him around kids anyway. And Foxy already has way to much on his plate with FC so I wouldn't ask him either. That's when my brain clicked and made me say in a quietly shout under my breath "Puppet! She can run the concessions for me today"
So while I was heading down to the local store I frantically called up Puppet desperately saying under my breath "Come on, please pick up, please pick up." I was immediately relieved when I heard her voice.
- Phone Call -
Puppet: "Heyyyyy~"
Solar: "Puppet! Thank god you picked up."
Puppet: "What's wrong? You seem stressed and a bit anxious. Those are both rare emotions when it comes to you"
Solar: *sighs* "Because I am"
Puppet: "Is everything alright?"
Solar: "I just need you to do me a favor. Sorry it's a bit last minute."
Puppet: "Of course. What is it?"
Solar: "Could you fill in for me today at the concession stands in the theater?"
Puppet: "Why? Did you get sick or something?"
Solar: "Uh... yeah. We'll say that."
Puppet: "Solar, you don't get sick. What's your actual reason."
Solar: *sighs* "Fine. I'm taking care of someone today because they may or may not have gotten hungover because of last night and got the worser end of the stick than I did even though we drank the same amount."
Puppet: "Last night was Valentine's Day."
Solar: "And?"
Puppet: "Wait! Don't tell me! Are you seeing someone~"
Solar: "Puppet! Now is not the time to tease me!"
Puppet: "Sorry. I'm just interested is all. Last time I checked you were single."
Solar: *blushes and nervously laughs*
Puppet: "Solar..."
Solar: "Puppet! Just get your scrawny skinny twink ass over here!"
Puppet: "Ok ok, Fine. You don't have to be a jerk about it."
Solar: "Whatever."
Puppet: "If I do this for you, you have to tell me who the special person your seeing is later though"
Solar: "No. I'm not ready for people to know nor is my partner either."
Puppet: "So you are seeing someone~"
Solar: "Yes. But that's all you're getting until I and my partner are ready to share it out."
Puppet: "Fine. I won't ask. I'll just fill in for you today and that's it."
Solar: "Thank you."
Puppet: "Sure thing man. I'm always open to help. Also Solar..."
Solar: "Yes?"
Puppet: "You're a twink more than I am."
Solar: *rolls eyes and hangs up*
- End Of Call -
I knew she was correct I am a twink but that doesn't mean I want to be called one. Either way once I hung up I still gave a huge sigh of relief now knowing I had someone to cover for me while I was gone. After that I actually left the theater and headed off to the store.
End A/N:
And I'm ending it here. Solar is honestly so sweet for taking care of Ruin like this even when he himself isn't exactly feeling 100% either. In fact look out for more because he's only gonna continue taking care of him. Either way I hope you guys enjoyed this part it was approximately 3054 words in all by the end of it so until next time...
"Stay Awesome, Stay Safe, Have A Great Day Wherever You May Be And Remember I Love You All And I Will See You Guys Escalater Peace Out My Pups";3
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