Guys the above song mentioned👆👆 made me to write this update.May be you people cannot understand the lyrics but this song is way more beautiful.I literally felt the love in this song with every beat

This song inspired me to write this update.If possible do check it once

Amrutha's pov:

I waited for him to complete his work as I planned a surprise for him

But his work is still pending so even though he asked me to go home I preferred staying there by staring my man
Afterall my eyes were staring at him after 3 months on live

But that Nancy is behaving weird she is trying to touch him

How much he tried to remove her hands off his body that much she is doing the same

Shameless women

It didn't bother me much but her hands were like some vegetables to me and I'm ready to chop them
I believe my sid so no worries

I waited for the time to end as the most beautiful surprise is waiting for him at house

I went to the washroom there I saw nancy on a call speaking to someone

I heard her voice

Okay did you mix it?He need to be out of his senses after eating
Yeah I know I can propose him but he is not at all paying attention to me.Only way left is to mix the drug in his cake and I won't let anyone to eat as I will smudge the cake on his face

Thank god I came here on time
I never expected this plot against my sid.
Wait Nancy I will make sure your this stupid act fails

Meanwhile I went to sid and sat near him
I wanted to take him home but his work given by Nancy is not yet completed

May be that bitch wantedly trying to stop him from going

Don't he want to spend some quality time with me?

Ofcourse he wanted to spend

But his work is still going on

I lost my hope of going home before 12 am

When it is going to tick 12 I was about to go near him

Sudden power cut made my brain suspect about Nancy's evil mind

Likewise she planned something and wished him

I really got hurt as I'm not the first one to wish him

I curse you Nancy for this

That bitch brought that drugged cake to cut

I pushed making it fly in the air

I know sid will get upset but I need to do it

I can answer him later

I slowly murmured that bitch to stay away from him

I don't know what had gotten into him he left the office even without looking at me

Don't tell me he heard my words

I had taken another car provided by the company,left to the flat.

I think he already reached I pressed the bell but the door is opened slightly

I entered into the house by pushing it

I saw sid sitting on sofa with his head resting back,hand on his head

I think he is having some headache

So I went near him to massage

He pushed my hands and stood up

Let me massage your head sid

No

Why?

Everytime when I believe things will get better you always ruin it

What did I do sid?

Don't act Amrutha I have seen you warning Nancy what she have done that you warned her to stay away from me?
Poor girl tried to surprise her friend

Seriously!!!Poor girl tried to surprise you right....

Shutup!!I don't want to listen

Yeah you don't listen to me.Go and party with that blonde girl

Why are you bringing her in between our fight

I didn't you brought her in between us

Literally it's my mistake that I thought you will change along with the time.But there is no love

I pulled him and kissed his lips to show him how much I love him

Seriously how can he decide that I don't love him?

He don't even have any idea

Every night I just take his shirt and make it wear to a teedy bear just to feel his warmth

I used to pray god for his well being

I missed him badly that much so that I just sleep with his picture near my heart

But now he is questioning my love just for a girl

With tears I stopped the kiss in middle as I want to show him how much hurt I was

Why did you stop?

He asked in frustration

There is no love right.Why to kiss?

Yaar I said it in a flow sorry

No thanks.I don't care if you believe me or not ,I don't give a fuck even if you call me over protective wife
That blonde girl nancy tried to feed you that drugged cake.I heard it when I went to the washroom. I thought of informing you but you are so busy in work.I prepared myself to handle the situation in a hope you will understand and believe me.
Now go to hell....

Sid's pov:

Not again

Why should I act like this?

These days I'm acting like a immatured person

Sid use your shitty brain and behave

Amrutha didn't even say anything when that nancy tried to touch me
If she is that old ammu I think nancy hair will be long gone and bald will settle forever

You still doubted your women

And that nancy seriously I never expected her to be that type

Oh god I can't even think of consequences if not Amrutha I can never show my face to anyone

But instead of thanking her I yelled at her

She is correct
Ofcourse wives are always right

She is not over protective but protective

Even if Nancy didn't mix anything then too after seeing her behaviour anyone would get such type of thoughts

She too suffered alot

Her depression to health issues everything related to our life

But I blamed her at that time

If I ever tried to say about Sukanya's boyfriend thing to her may be she would have believed me

Even I did mistake which is of 20%

Infact many people knows that I got married to pooja but only few know that I got divorced I didn't think in a way to explain her before she can build up any other thoughts even after knowing how possessive and jelo category Amrutha belongs to.....

I'm not accepting it's my complete mistake but I do have a share in it still she suffered alot like me

It's not correct to blame her for everything even now I blamed her saying she will never change.

Sorry ammu

Communication is the main issue because  we both struggled infact still struggling alot

Now go sid, go talk to her....Convince her

I saw her in the kitchen chopping vegetables

I think you had your dinner right

Hmmm

Then why you are chopping vegetables?

Can't chop heads

I jumped back in fear gulping  the saliva

Comeon Sid gain up your confidence
Comeon

I caged her back in between table and me

I saw her shivering under my touch

I started playing piano on her waist with passion giving her goosebumps

I turned her towards my side

Cupping her cheeks

I'm sorry baby!!!I won't do it again.Sorry for not understanding you

She averted her gaze acting anger

Sorry please. I love you right you know na

I kissed her cheeks again and again making her smile

I started tickling her and she in now a laughing mess

While tickling her suddenly knife cut made her index finger to bleed

Oh god its bleeding

I kept the finger in my mouth to ease her pain but the cut is little deep

First aid!!!??

First aid kit been thrown away few days back

I think she may have her own kit

No need sid I'm fine

Is she mad or what?

Shut up and tell me where is it?

I think in my bag

She said in pain

Amrutha's pov:

I'm glad he understood my point

I thought today we will again have a mess but thankfully it got cleared within very short span

I love his ways to reach me

Naughty pervert mind of sid is my all time favourite

My husband

I'm feeling too proud to say it loud

He tried to ease my pain by keeping finger his mouth
I can't stop admiring this soft hearted baby sid

I am so lucky to get him

He is my love

Sid I don't know what good I have done that I got you

I'm so thankful to God

Your love is eternal

Every girl dreams of a boy like him
Fortunately I got your love
I'm graceful

You are my pride

You are my sky

You are my everything

I waited for him by sitting on the table but he didn't  come back

Again what happened?

I went there to find him staring the room like he have seen a ghost

Oh shittt man!!!

Amrutha you don't have brain

I planned a surprise for him but ughhhhh!!!

I looked at him to find his eyes may come out of the sockets anytime

I cleared my throat but he is not responding

Oh god he is still in the shock

Wh...Who...d...Dii...did?

How embarrassing

Sid is nervous🤣🤣

I did not answer him after sometime he became normal

Taking it as a cue I tried to escape but this beast pulled me towards him

Ufff!!!Nice decoration wifey!!!Can we start the work assigned?

He said in his husky voice while smelling my hair

Umm...Siddd

You wanted to gift me?

Again in his husky voice near my ear's touching his lips

A zoo in my stomach can be created by his mere touch

He cupped my face and looked into my eyes with a burning fire in his eyes

Sweat formed on my forehead
It's not something I didn't expect but the fire in his eyes is more than what I expected

I can't look into his eyes as it is burning my skin

I hugged him tightly feeling shy after few minutes he broke our hug

He lifted my chin and tried to kiss me

But I kept my palm between us

Arey yaar ammu

He sounded so frustrated

Mr.Despo wait for my surprise

I don't want anyother surprise its enough for me

He whined like a kid for his candy I chuckled looked at his face and pulled his cheeks

You wait i will come

If for protection I will.....

I glared at him and he zipped his mouth

Sid's pov:

When I saw the room decorated I was like if I'm on the Earth or some dreamland because I have fantasies I always dreamt with Amrutha

But I lost myself by looking at the room with full decorations

I still remembered the night when I have seen Amrutha in white saree with jasmine flowers
From her nose pin to anklet everything made my heart flutter

I looked at Amrutha with the love desire

She is surreal beauty I always craved for her love

Partition made our love more strong than before

Every second of our distance cleared every obstacle in our love

I'm waiting to merge into her completely without leaving an inch

I wanted to feel every moment with her

I wanted to flow in her love

But again she escaped saying she wanted to give me surprise

I'm so glad everything is fine now

I'm thankful to Sukanya as she wanted ammu's parents to hate me by the pictures but my understanding mother in law made us to get married

I'm so happy with her

For the first time I saw her I liked her fiercy nature later her childishness

I may got attracted to her beauty but her heart is way so pure than her external one

She is the one in millions

My Amrutha

How much even we both may distanced eachother but god made us to be together

I'm always grateful to him

She is like my mom

A boy always want his mom's mini creature in his girl

No girl can never replace mother's place but she can create a new one in our hearts

I even don't know when I created for her but I only know she has a constant place in my heart irrespective of my place,time what not

I waited for her to come she came into the room with white saree and jasmine flowers in her head
Her every ornament making sounds trying to match my heart beat

It's my fantasy and she know me now

She started reading my heart

She is again looking like a goddess

That night I desired her alot again this night desire isn't the word to describe my love to cherish her

I moved towards her where she showed me the cake to cut

I cut the cake and fed her

She is about to put the cake away but I pulled her by waist and made her sit on my lap.I applied cake on her lips and kissed it passionately with the unending  pain

While our hands combined together for making this night more beautiful

I made her move towards the wall and sticked her

Making contact with her body I slowly started giving wet kisses on her neck

Her blossoms touching my chest igniting the fire

It's time to show my love

My love which I have kept hidden for the past 7 years

This night is full of love and memories

Amrutha's pov:

I massaged his head while he is giving me sweet tortures

I continuously moaned his name

His hands went down into my saree and pressed my waist making me to moan a bit high

He started leaving Mark's on every part of my body claiming me

I arched my head when he completely inserted his head into my cleavage

By holding in his arms he had taken me to the bed and hovered me

I shivered at his every wet touch

Love flowing inside me wanted him more

Dispatching our clothes we made night full of memories

Loving eachother until our bodies got exhausted

We both got merged with eachother

We United our souls with the help of our bodies

Feeling eachother love is a bliss

Tonight I felt the pleasure of the love

It may started with pressure but ended with pleasure and contentment in our hearts

Awaited moments and desires for eachother

7 years of desired love towards eachother

No trace of lust where only love filled in us

Butterfly sucking the nectar of flower

Sea waves hitting the bank of the sea

He again proved he is my only destiny

Many inexpressible feelings expressed in this long night

Forming an inseparable bond we both got drowned into the sea of love

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Bodies sticking like our hearts connected with eachother

Our heart beats in a rythm reminiscing our love night feeling eachother and expressed our love.Tired bodies with hot temperature in a single duvet describes the  fiercy memories we created

I looked at the man who is staring has claimed me

He kissed my forehead and intervened our hands he made me hide in his chest

I cuddled making him wince in pain that's when he showed my nail marks on his back

I said sorry to which he slammed his lips on mine

I always dreamt about being in his arms only sheets covering our bodies and love filled our hearts

Today I'm with my man even after the sufferings only because of love

He is my man

My man

My Siddhartha

I love you Siddhartha Roy

I love you Amrutha Siddhartha roy                  

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Hello guys!!!

Last part of Technically-Not in love is out now

Hope you all liked the story and plot

Thank you for your warm words which always boosted me to write

I never thought I can write this beautiful book

This journey is the most beautiful journey

A simple siddhartha to Amrutha's siddhartha is like a battle for him

From Amrutha Mathur to Amrutha Siddhartha roy it is like a tournament for her

Sometimes they laughed,sometimes they cried,sometimes they fought

Whatever they might have done is all about love they did everything in love

Flaws were very common but accepting the flaws is called love

Signing off siddhartha and Amrutha

Will meet you in Hire for the heir

A new story of Ragbhir and Meera

So for now I'm taking a break for a month

In the month of March after completion of my semesters I will start the new story

Meanwhile clash of  clans will be given once for a week

Everyone who had taken part of this journey of #Sidam can share their experiences from the beginning to end and their feelings.I'm waiting to read all of your reviews about the story

Don't worry you will again meet them in season 2 of tnil

Speacial thanks to vpsisthename20😘😘 for helping me in plot and verifying everything. Thank you for guiding me
Love you alot❤❤❤❤❤.You loved this book more than I love
You are the first one to ask me to give tnil 2.0
I will be giving it to you all

Keep reading❤❤
Keep loving❤❤❤

  Lots of love indebited❤❤❤
                                   -shreyasurmati