Sukanya pov:

I hit her head to the wall

How dare you??How dare you to tell me to move on
He is mine
For once get into your mind that he is only mine

I again held her neck

Leave me sukanyaaaa

She is shouting but it is very melodious

She is the root reason because of her sid never looked at me

That farewell night even though I don't have anything on him at that time just for the sake of Reshma and srishanth I danced with him saying I want to make my boyfriend jealous
Srishanth hated sid
Reshma hated Amrutha
I don't know why but srishanth acted so innocent, good and asked for a dance where as Amrutha rejected him for sid
By taking this as a chance Reshma blackmailed sid saying something emotionally to dance with me

Poor sid but then I don't know he loves her this deeply

Because of her sid don't have feelings on me

I hate her for this

I will leave you baby once I will kill you then I will leave you.Not just me everyone including sid will leave you

Ahhhhhh!!!!What are you thinking by killing me you can get sid?Never

You bitch not again

I tried to slap her but this time she throwed a book on my face and ran to the kitchen

She throwed a plate on my face making my scratches bleed

I again started attacking but someone knocked my door but I don't want to leave my prey

It's been 7 years I'm trying to achieve him but this bitch is only obstacle

I still remember how that nurse told me never leave this man he is a gem

I want this gem of the man

Ughhhhh
Knocks increased

So I don't have time I took a knife in the kitchen and tried to stab but someone pulled Amrutha

I looked in the direction with my prey eyes only to find sid

Sid baby!!!

I went near him to hug but he pushed me hard

What happened baby?Why did you push me?

Shut up Sukanya

I stood up to reach my sid where I saw him holding that Amrutha tightly and made her head rest on his chest

That bitch is breathing heavily

Because of her you ignored me.Why?Why?Why sid?
What's so special about her.Im way beautiful than her then what's wrong with me
Moreover this bitch don't even trust you.Look at me even though I know you love someone but still I only love you
I'm your true love
Leave her  come to me.

You are a psycho.This is not called love.Love means sacrificing. You don't know that.Love means letting our loved ones to be happy with or without our presence. What we both did in these 7 years.We loved eachother.Coming to her trusting or not trusting it's her wish
That's our love.You no need to interfere .You don't love me it is just you want to achieve me.I'm not a toy
I told you before too this is called madness not love

What?What???What??What did you just told me I'm mad?

I lost my temper
Sid my love called me mad

My love is mad for him

I will kill you sid

I will kill you

I went towards sid to stab him

Sidddd

But he is sid

He is my sid

What I'm doing?

Huh?

I'm killing my love

No No

Yes I'm mad

Yes I'm mad

I fell on my knees and started crying

Pulling my hair I cried out

I may kill him if I stay longer on this Earth

No I can't live now

I tried to kill him

There is no right for me to live

I searched for the knife on the floor and I was about to kill myself

Sid snatched the knife from my hands

What are you doing Sukanya?

I love you sid.I love you I tried to kill you I don't deserve to live .Yayaaaaa.......You love me na so you saved me

I know he loves me that's why he stopped me.May be he realized it

This is not love Sukanya.This is bilious .I always wanted your happiness but this is not the way.Killing someone or dying for someone is not love its bilious

No sid I love you this is called love.I loved you wholeheartedly. You don't deserve that bitch who always wanted to leave you just because someone had told something. I love you even though you hate me.Please

I cried hard for him

He caressed my hair

No Sukanya that's our problem.We will handle you please take care of yourself.Make yourself realize it's not love.Wait for someone who deserves you.Love someone who can love you to the eternity.

Why always me sid?Why???
I lost my first love then my child
Later my parents.I lost you also

I loved my school friend alot
He left me giving some reasons after using me
May be I don't deserve love
I have a bad fate

You need treatment Sukanya never try to hurt others and yourselves. Take care.Wait for someone who can love you like no one

With that some people had taken me to the hospital

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Amrutha pov:

Sid I'm taking her to asylum.

Aarnav left after my first aid

If not Sid then I was dead by now

Sukanya outburst is something which is very painful to hear

It means sid is not the father of the unborn baby

I did a grave mistake

I didn't even believed him

If I confronted him at that time now our story will be different

I cried for my mistake and foolishness

I made our lives suffer because of misunderstandings

I looked at sid who is looking at me with his red eyes

Why are you crying Amrutha?Aren't you happy?

Sid please

I'm not going to listen now.Shut your mouth
Wait wait let me tell you complete truth orelse you still can't believe me.

Sid no I believe you

I said shutup

He warned me with his index finger

I never saw sid that angry on me

You want all answers right.Let me tell you.

Flashback :

After dropping Amrutha near her Hostel I made my way towards mansion

I saw Sukanya fainted on the road

I sprinkled water on her she got up but still she is looking too weak

I asked about her health but something my eyes scanned is her medical reports I checked it to find its pregnancy positive reports.

What is this Sukanya??

He left me sid

She started crying

Fairwell day night I danced with sukanya as she want to make her boyfriend jealous
We all thought Sukanya as someone who hate the chapter called love and marriage but she told she kept her relationship as a secret
Helplessly I danced with her by showing my acting skills
I know ammu would feel bad for that but still I got emotionally blackmailed by Reshma and Sukanya.Later I want to explain everything to ammu but she did not ask anything moreover she is in good mood so I don't want to ruin our quality time

Sid!!!Thank you so much bye

She started going out but suddenly again she lost her balance

Oh god she is pregnant I can't leave her now

Sukanya let me take you to the hospital.I will help you for check up

No no no...You don't come with me

What do you mean you don't come?I can help you.Treat me as your friend

No sid

See Sukanya I'm your friend tell me what's happening

I want to abort the child sid

What??

I can't take the society on my head for this child. Father of the baby is nowhere to take the responsibility.This is his memory. I can't live like this with that stupid man's memory.My parents don't accept me

Have you gone mad?What did that innocent child did?

I don't want this sid.Please I want to abort it

No Sukanya I'm not going to let you do it

We both argued for a long time

This is not the right thing to do.Comeon Sukanya you are a grownup lady and educated women

No sid you are not understanding my situation.I can't take this baby responsibility.If not I will kill myself by jumping from the cliff

She threatened me to agree with her abortion

I had taken her to the hospital as she is too weak

She already asked for an abortion and kept everything ready

She asked my help for the signature as the father of the baby

My heart doesn't want the abortion but she is too scared to face the society and take the baby's responsibility

Nurse gave me pissed off reaction to me

Someone tell her I'm not the father of the baby

Doctor informed us about side effects of this abortion but Sukanya is so much stubborn

I tried to convince her but failed miserably

After her operation got completed she is still in the ward I went to give her fruits

You are such a caring boyfriend you should have married her rather than aborting the child

Nurse left giving a free advise

When I was about to go out

I saw a man in her 50's reached Sukanya and slapped her

Don't you have shame?You got pregnant before marriage.You are a shame on my upbringing.Go with your boyfriend never show your face to me

Sukanya tried hard to convince him but her father left

She poured her tears endlessly.I called my mom to help her with our N.G.O members

Even after the incident I met Sukanya frequently

But she....

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Sid please I don't want to

Now you don't want right.Superb.Messing up with my life for 7 years now you don't want anything. Do you know how every second of my life went?I don't even know the reason.I don't know if you will ever come to me.I don't know anything Amrutha anything
I left my parents for you.I hurted my mom by drinking day and night.Sometimes I don't even know what I'm doing too.You perfectly played with my emotions.Seriously I hate myself for loving you
Still look at me I can't even hate you because  I loved you more than I love myself.What can I do now?Should I kill myself. I did many things in your love but I don't want to take my life for your worthless love.You don't even love me

He said every word by gritting his teeth with so much hatred

I can't see this much of hate
But unfortunately I deserve it

But I love him

No sid no...I love you

Don't take the name and its not called love.If you can't trust anyone then it is not called love

Try to understand me sid.That day I lost my uncle and I have seen the form.I tried talking to you but you accepted that is your baby so....

So....So....continue damn it

He hit the wall with his hand
I closed my mouth  by seeing his actions with uncontrollable tears

Soooooo you thought to leave me right Amrutha Mathur. Well done.Wowwwwwwww
So nice.What will happen if I leave him just he will ruin his life.What matters to me?Nothing...Nothing big.He will sulk and die one day
This what you thought right Amrutha

No no sid

Shutup.Everytime you have a big mouth to fight with me what happened that day?Did anyone stitch your lips or stuffed anything it your mouth.You should have asked me,confronted me by holding my collar bastard what you did this to me?You can kick me on my jewel like you threatened me for the first time we met eachother.But you waited for a reason to leave me.Fortunately you got a reason and successfully you got rid of me.Congratualtions but again we stood on the same place.You don't worry this time you need not to find any reasons to leave me I will give you all the freedom to leave me.Go go go to hellllll.I can die by crying for you but I will never reach you then you can be happy

He kicked the table with his leg making it to fly

He pulled me away as the table was about to fall on me

His hand got hurt because of the cupboard beside him

Sid!!!No

I tore my scarf cloth and tied around the wound

He pulled his hand away and throwed the cloth

Even now like always I get hurts badly.I want to take your pain and make you feel better but you always want me to be in pain.Dont worry from now I have pain

I don't deserve to speak a word
Literally mistakes I made have no end

Can I have an opportunity to change everything?

I regret everything I did it in my life from the past 7 years

If I spoiled my life alone I would never have this pain but I spoiled his life too

Good bye Amrutha Mathur

He left me

He left

He left😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

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Hello guys!!!

This is not the end still story continues

Such a sad and emotional chapter right but it's all needed
We all know how much sid and Amrutha suffered.
Outburst of sid is way to bad for all of us
Many can get tears with his outburst I can understand as I can feel the pain

Comment here if you want to see second season of tnil

Technically-Not in love-2.0

Again Amrutha and Siddhartha!!!!

Wait for the next update it will be out soon

Lots of love indebited❤❤❤

                                -shreyasurmati